Chapter X
The cold condensation tears have not stopped for a moment since they entered here.
Her first time she gave her the most beloved man, but sadly, this man only had one name from beginning to end. The name wasn't hers, it was her mother's.
Listening to the name, feeling him gallop through her body.
Leng Xianning has never felt so humble, and would rather be used as a stand-in than lose such warmth.
Turning his head sideways, he looked at the contented sleeping man beside him, and his heart trembled violently again and again. Her heart hurts so much, who can save her, she feels like she's about to die.
Leng Xianning looked at his sleeping face quietly, and there was a quiet smile on the corner of his mouth all the time. Is it a sweet dream, is there her in that dream? Probably not, she only seemed to make him angry and make him angry. Did he dream of his mother, that's why he smiled so happily?
Slowly sat up, the pain in her lower body made her movements a little sluggish, under the silver-gray moonlight, the red was so dazzling, like a delicate plum blossom, quietly open.
Today is the day of her and her death.
Today is the day she transforms from a girl to a woman.
However, she felt nothing but pain in her heart.
Mechanically put on his clothes, looked at the man beside him, Leng Xian slowly leaned down, his cold lips fell on his forehead, his eyes, between his eyebrows, and finally touched his lips gently.
Affectionate and sad kisses, one by one, fell.
"Father, Ning'er is gone, you have to take good care of yourself, you have to remember that Ning'er loves you." Leng Xian Ning slowly walked out of bed, saw the jade pendant falling next to the bed, felt a pain in his heart, put it in his pocket, turned around, and looked deeply at the man who fell asleep.
She didn't want to go, she really didn't want to go.
However, she did not have the faith, and she did not have the confidence to be a stand-in.
I don't have the confidence to compete with my mother for my father's love.
She's a coward, she's afraid of losing, she can't afford to lose, she has nothing but love for her father, and if she loses even this, then she really has nothing.
In that case, let her go with her memories, at least there are memories to recall.
"Take me away."
In the darkness, a figure stiffened out. Night walked up to her with a dark face, and as her shadow, of course he knew what had just happened.
The bottom of his heart was overwhelmed by the endless pain, which made him unable to think normally.
She actually gave herself to a man who could never be together,
She actually gave herself to a man who called another woman's name.
How could he not be heartbroken.
"Master." The night snorted softly.
"Let's go." Leng Xianning whispered, no longer looking at the face that made her linger. Go while she hasn't changed her mind, go while she's still determined.
If she stayed here for a moment, she was afraid that she would not be able to help but want to stay, she couldn't help but shake her already firm determination, and she couldn't help but want to stay by his side desperately.
The night did not hesitate any longer, picked her up by the waist, and swept out.
Leng Xian Ning nestled in his arms, feeling his cold body temperature, letting the tears soak the placket on his chest, she didn't care about anything at the moment, she just wanted to cry loudly.
All the grievances, all the heartache cried out.
The night felt the trembling shoulders of the person in his arms, and his heart trembled slightly, and his feet changed direction, swept past the high city gate, and came to the small river in the suburbs.
The sparkling surface of the river shone with a silvery-white light, and Leng Xian Ning still lay in his arms and wept until he had no strength to cry, and only after staccato sobbing was left, did he raise his head and look at the scene in front of him.
"Master."
"Don't ask anything, don't say anything." Leng Xian Ning stopped his words.
She didn't want to say anything, she didn't want to think about anything.
The night was silent, and the hand around her waist was a little stiff, but it didn't let go.