"Xi'er. You really hate me so much. Wishing you want to kill me." Mu Jiechen finally spoke. Say the most desperate words in his heart. It is also the words that he is most afraid to hear the answer.

Look at the despair on his face. The pain of not wanting to live. Liu Fengxi's heart was suffocated. But they still say desperate things." Be. I hate you. I want you to die."

"Ain't me dead. Happiness that can be exchanged." Mu Jiechen took a deep breath. Suppress the inner turmoil in your heart. The pain of the mountains and seas.

"Yes." Liu Fengxi paused. "But in comparison. I'd rather see you miserable. Only you suffer. I can be happy. Don't think about dying to be free. It's a hundred dead. You're dead. It's a relief. And me. Who should I go to for revenge?"

Cruel and cold-blooded words are spoken in the mouth. but my heart is aching. In dripping blood. Dust. I don't want you to die. Even if it's this way. We are both miserable. I don't want you to die either.

"How am I going to do it? You can be happy." A glittering pain flashed in Mu Jiechen's eyes." Xi'er. What the hell do you want me to do? Die. No. Live. You won't forgive me. What do you want me to do?" Dead can't. Live can't. What the hell is he supposed to do?

Mu Jiechen's fingers were dripping blood. He didn't seem to feel any pain when he went. Just because. This little bit hurts. Compared to heartache. It's really not worth mentioning. Pain in the flesh and skin. Compared to the pain in my heart. It's really nothing.

"It's simple. I want you to live." Liu Fengxi smiled. The voice was cold and cold. The smile on the surface is cold and cold." Prince of Hades. Take advantage of me in you. Count me at the moment. You should have thought about today's situation. That is so. Why do you pretend to be heartbroken? The appearance of pain. hypocrisy."

"You're plotting to kill me all the time. to the end. But I almost killed him. Do you have any regrets? Kill me while I'm immersed in the false love you've weaved. It's a pity. There is no regret medicine in this world. I didn't know about it sooner." She slapped him in the face with the sharp blade of the knife in her hand. Sneered: "If only I had known. You should know you killed me in the first place. That's it. You won't be like this. It fell into my hands. Humiliated by me. Teasing."

Mu Juechen. You don't know. How much I hate you now. How much I loved you before.

I don't want to be as annoying as I am now. Unreasonable. It's just that. Mu Juechen. I think of what you've done. I can't help but get angry. Don't be angry. Don't hate.

I'm mean now. My incomprehensibility. It's all just because I love you.

"Xi'er. If only you could be happy. If so. There will be less hatred in your heart. I ......"

"Shut up." Liu Fengxi shouted coldly. You think I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it. Don't be naïve. Be. There's no denying it. I didn't care about your exploitation. I also thought . As long as I really give. You'll understand one day. Would really fall in love with me. Heh......"

She smiled. Laughing sarcasm." It turned out that I was too stupid and naïve. An unintentional person. How can you be sincere to others? My heart and soul. to the end. And in exchange for something. It's just a deeper damage. I used to want to. I'll be with you like that. Tell yourself what you do. Acting. It's also because you have me in your heart. If it weren't for me. They won't accompany me in this scene."

"......" Xi'er. During that time. I really gave it my heart.

"I'm afraid. You were laughing at my stupidity at the time. Laugh at my stupidity. So what. Laugh if you want. Who called me stupid. Stupid enough to believe your word. To believe in your love. An unintentional person. A man who has blocked all his feelings. How can you love others?"

"......" no. Xi'er. I love you so much.

If it weren't for the love of you. How could I be afraid to face you? How could I run away? If it weren't for the fact that he didn't dare to admit his love for you. We won't have so many misunderstandings between us.

It is because I love you. It's because I'm really emotionally attracted to you. I'm so conflicted. will be because of the fear of the little girl who lost ten years ago. And run away from you. Don't dare to face you. I'm just scared. Take one more look. The love for you will be a little deeper. I'm scared. Someday. I found that little girl in my heart and betrayed you.

"I used to even want to use my tenderness. My love is going to melt your frozen heart. But it turned out. It's me who overestimates myself. Why should I melt your heart? Why do I think I can touch your heart? Heartless people. How can you be impressed?"

"......" Xi'er. My heart is already dead with the death of my mother. In my own eyes I watched the mother concubine in order to protect me. When dying in endless humiliation. All that left my heart was hatred. I blocked all feelings except hatred. Include.. Love.

When I was fifteen. Encounter that faced with thousands of troops. Face fierce enemies. The face still does not change color. Calm and indifferent little girl. My heart was touched. From now on. That little figure remained in my heart. It went deep into the bottom of my heart.

Also since then. My heart beats again. To see her again. I try to make myself stronger. Just for one day. Find her. Give her happiness. Give her a stable and peaceful world.

Also in that year. My life. It's no longer just hatred. It's in addition to hatred. There is also a feeling called love.

"But it turned out. I still understood too late. One is afraid to touch happiness. People who can't have happiness can hope for happiness. Isn't that self-defeating?" She smiled miserably. At the age of six. She lost her right to be happy. Even the mother and father who love her the most are not her own. The brother who loves her the most. Nor does it belong to hers. My brother is someone else's. My mother is my brother's. Daddy is also my brother's.

Only she doesn't belong in that home. Heaven and earth are big. She didn't know where she was going. She doesn't know where she belongs. Where is her home?

"Xi'er. Say no more. Don't say it again...... "Mu Jiechen hugged her distressedly. Every word she said. It's like a sharp knife cutting through his heart. Piercing pain. Pain into the bone marrow. Almost suffocating.

"I don't deserve happiness. Heaven and earth are big. But I don't know where to go. I don't know where my home is. I don't know who my father is. In this world. Everyone else has a home. There are fathers and mothers. It's just me. I don't have a father. There is no home. I ...... "the brother who loves her the most in the world." Nor is it hers.

"Xi'er. You've got me. You still have me." Mu Jiechen hugged her tightly. Heart-wrenching Dao.

"Really." Her eyes flashed. Then he shook his head and denied it." No. You're not mine. Don't lie to me anymore. You're going to lie to me again. You're hell-bent on killing me. I won't fall for you again. Don't you want to cheat ...... again."

Listen to her incoherent and fragile words. An unspeakable pain in his heart. Finally. He couldn't help it. Submit. Kissed her on the lips. Seal off all her vulnerability. Seal with a kiss.