Volume 2 Watching Chapter 34 Nightmare
When he returned to the palace, it was almost midnight, and Chunxi had already fallen asleep in Xuan Ye's arms.
Xuan Ye carefully carried Chunxi back to the room, and his movements were so gentle that he was afraid of waking her up. Looking at her sleeping face, I couldn't help but smile. It's still the most beautiful and heartwarming when you're asleep.
"Chun'er, I brought you back, I just wanted you to be happy, I didn't expect such a thing to happen. I'm sorry. Sitting on the edge of the bed, Xuan Ye began to talk to himself, feeling guilty.
He regretted taking her back to his hometown on his own initiative, thinking that he could surprise her and make her forget about the trivial things in the palace for a while, but now it has become something that makes her uncomfortable. It made her feel more sad and uneasy.
At this time, even in his sleep, he began to frown, and he did not know if he had any nightmares. He reached out to smooth it, only to find that she was getting more and more uncomfortable, and her eyebrows were already tangled.
Cold sweat kept breaking out on his forehead, and occasionally his hands couldn't stop grasping the futon, and there were words in his mouth, but he couldn't hear what he was saying.
"Chun'er, Chun'er." Xuan Ye was a little anxious, holding her trembling hands, trying to wake her up and let her get rid of the nightmare. But at this time, Chunxi was already trapped in a dream and couldn't extricate herself, and she didn't know that there was someone in the real world who was so worried about her.
"E-niang." In the dream, Chunxi kept chasing the white shadow that was getting farther and farther ahead. Or, it's not walking at all, it's floating, flying.
She wished that the white shadow in front of her could stop and listen to her say a word, even if it was a word, even if it was for her to take a look.
But no matter how much I chase it, I can't catch up, and no matter how I call it, I can't stop shouting it.
Suddenly, a black shadow appeared in front of the white shadow, arrogantly rushing towards her, still shouting: "She doesn't exist anymore, she can't come back." This place is long gone, so you better go where you need to go. ”
A few simple words, but now they sound so eerie and terrifying. It was as if the whole world was surrounded by that black, and she couldn't shout or escape. She could only stand there in fear and watch it float around.
She tried to escape, but found that she couldn't move her feet. She was restrained here, unable to move. She wanted to scream, but she didn't know what was coming out of her throat. She could no longer hear her own voice, nor could she hear the terrible cries again.
But this situation made her feel even more terrible. She collapsed and fell to the ground, looking at the blackness that was still surrounding her, swallowing her saliva and trying to relax.
"E-niang, where are you?"
"Third brother, come and save me, save me......"
"Mu Hui...... Mu Hui ......"
She shouted in her heart, she moved her mouth, but she still couldn't make any sound.
His hands clutched his body tightly, curled up in a ball. Close your eyes, stop looking, stop feeling the black.
She imagined herself in a flower grove, with a river, a wooden house, a mountain, and people.
She saw her Eniang, Xuan Ye, Han Ji, and Mu Hui. A few of them danced happily in the grass, facing the wind, singing.
She should be happy like this, not wrapped in fear and unable to move. She wanted to get rid of the dark shadow and rush out of the predicament.
Her beating heart calmed down a little, and she tried to open her eyes and look around, the black was gone, and a light appeared in front of her eyes.
"U.R., U.S. ......"
She heard a voice, was anyone calling her? Who is it? Who's calling her?
She stood up slowly, in a trance, unsteadily, and staggered several times before she froze.
She walked towards the source of the voice, which grew louder and clearer.
"Chun'er, wake up...... Wake up......"
It's him! It was the third brother who was calling her.
Awake? But isn't she awake now?
She looked around suspiciously, but she couldn't see anything but white light. The light was blinding, and she had to reach out to block it.
Where is she alone? Is it a dream?
She heard Xuan Ye's shouts again, closed her eyes hard, and lay on the ground. She wanted to wake up, to see if it was him who was calling her.
His eyes opened again, and he saw a familiar face. A look of anxiety, a look of fear. Seeing Chunxi wake up, he hurriedly hugged her in his arms and gently comforted: "Chun'er is not afraid, it's just a nightmare, a nightmare." Now that I'm awake, it's all right. ”
Emperor Zhang looked into the distance at a loss, and Cao Ziqing and Mu Hui were still standing in front of the bed. They all looked at her worriedly, their faces were full of worry, and they didn't know how long they had been standing, and they didn't know if they hadn't left, or if they were startled by Xuan Ye's shouting. They just stood there, looking at her motionlessly.
"I dreamed of E-Niang." Chunxi muttered, recalling everything in her dreams, she vaguely remembered that at the beginning she really saw her mother, and she was when she was a child.
Eniang taught her to read and write, and taught her to play chess and learn to draw. At that time, it was the happiest time. Although Amma's heart is no longer on Eniang's body, Eniang is still there, and Ama is also very good to her.
And now? E-Niang left, and Ama was as if she didn't have her own daughter at all. Ruined everything for her. The house in her memory, the flowers and plants in her memory, and all kinds of memories between her and Eniang. The moment she left the house, it was all gone.
"Then she must miss you too, that's why she came to meet you in your dreams." Xuan Ye gently patted her back, and a gentle voice sounded in her ears.
"Third brother, E-niang doesn't want me anymore. She was gone, and no matter how much I called her, she wouldn't look back, wouldn't look at me. Chun Xi suddenly began to cry, crying like a child. The more she thought about it, the more sad she became, and the more she thought about it, the sadder she became.
All kinds of grievances tonight, all her thoughts about Eniang, completely exploded because of a dream.
"Why doesn't she want you, she's just tired and wants to find a quiet place to rest." Xuan Ye was distressed. She had never seen Chun Xi crying so sadly, and she had never had such chaotic words.
In memory, she was always optimistic, she was always strong. But now she is like a kite with a broken string, so that he can't pull it back and can't take it back.
"Really?" Chun Xi looked at Xuan Ye sadly and asked in a low voice.
"Of course it's true." Xuan Ye nodded, brushing away the tears from the corners of her eyes.
Mu Hui couldn't stand it anymore, so she rushed out, and Cao Ziqing immediately followed when she saw this. Fortunately, Chunxi is now completely immersed in her own world, and she didn't notice that Mu Hui was wrong.
"What's wrong with you?" Cao Ziqing caught up with Mu Hui, but found that she had returned to her room, picked up her sword, and was about to go out.
"I'm going to kill her." Cao Ziqing probably guessed who she was in Mu Hui's mouth, and he hurriedly stepped forward to stop her.
"If you kill someone so rashly, can you make Niangniang feel more at ease? Will she really be happy? Cao Ziqing said solemnly.
Mu Hui was stunned for a moment, stopped, but was resentful in her heart, and directly drew her sword and said to Cao Ziqing: "At least, Niangniang will not see her, will no longer be uncomfortable because of her words, and will no longer be as helpless as now." ”
"Wouldn't it be uncomfortable if you killed someone? The damage has already been done. The way the mother is now, I feel very distressed, but you can't be so impulsive. Besides, the emperor has already spoken today, and if they can't restore the two small courtyards to their original state tomorrow, they will naturally have an excuse to punish them tomorrow at noon. Cao Ziqing was not afraid of her threat, but knocked her sword to the ground. He only hoped that she would hear her words and not make a mistake impulsively.
Mu Hui threw the hilt of the sword and said angrily, "What do you know? Niangniang has been raised by Mrs. alone since she was a child, and for Niangniang, Madame is the best mother in the world. But good people always don't live long, Mrs. died early, and the cause of death is inseparable from the old man and Aunt Xiao. For a long time, Niangniang has endured everything because the master is her own Amma, although she is not on good terms with Aunt Xiao, but there is no big dispute. But Aunt Xiao was too much, how could she take her wife's residence for herself, and remove all the flowers and plants planted in the yard.
Do you know? My mother and I snuck into the house. Even his own home can't step into it openly. Because, no one wants to believe that the eldest lady has returned, and no one believes that today's Yi Concubine Niangniang will return to her hometown to visit relatives thousands of miles away.
When we entered, Niangniang's embroidery building was no longer what it was at the beginning. Even his favorite golden hairpin, the portrait of the emperor drawn by himself, was occupied by others and wasted. I was heartbroken when I looked at it, let alone the mother herself?
A dream has already broken her. Do you know how it feels when all the things you once wanted to protect are gone? I don't even dare to think about it, I don't dare to recall.
The mother's love for her wife has only increased in the past ten years. Everything about Madame was what she cherished the most, and now everything is ruined, ruined. ”
Tears had already flowed from Mu Hui's eyes, and the more she spoke, the more excited she became, and the more she spoke, the more difficult it was to calm her anger. She wanted to do something for Chunxi, but she found that she couldn't do anything.
"Mu Hui, calm down." Cao Ziqing stepped forward to hug her and comforted her. Completely forgot who he was and her, and was different from her men and women. He just didn't want to see her cry, he didn't want her to feel bad, but he never did.
He felt sorry for her appearance at this time, although he couldn't empathize with her, but just listening to her words, he already felt desolate.
The unsatisfactory things in the world are the best of ten, but the saddest thing is nothing more than the death of loved ones and the farewell of lovers.
Although Madame did not pass away today, everything that was destroyed today is like delaying Madame again.
Although he has never experienced what happened to Chunxi, everything he sees today makes people feel pity.
But this world is like this, a man's love cannot be in a woman forever. And that only attachment will not be so right on you.
The pain of the previous generation has affected the next generation, so should they end this struggle? (Palace's Gate.. /31/31987/)--
( Miyamen Ushi)