So, I'm not happy in my heart......

I am a person who has no room for sand in my eyes, and I have a stubborn temper and strong self-esteem...... I'm terrible like this......

And I've also found that I'm more than that. And even the possessiveness is very strong, I want to be good to people who treat me well, and then suddenly I am good to others, especially people I don't approve, I can't accept it......

Li Yaowen is! He knew that I hated Zhou Xue, but he smiled at her, taught her topics, sang to her, and even brought her his own clothes......

I started to go crazy and have uncontrollable thoughts. However, I just thought about it in my heart, and I was crazy in my heart...... On the surface, I'm still the same Bu Yi who doesn't change everywhere, as if anyone and anything can't stand my interest......

On Thursday and Friday, the English and Chinese papers were also down. Li Yaowen was the first in our class and probably the first in our whole grade. And I, under Li Yaowen's careful tutoring during that period, my English has improved greatly, from the previous 93 points, directly to 109 points, and the Chinese test has also scored 106 points. Although my results are not as good as Li Yaowen's, I can still rank at least in the top ten in the class.

My dad saw my improved English scores, and although he wasn't very satisfied with my performance on the surface, at least he didn't scold me anymore. So until next Friday, I'm in a good mood. Because I think that although there is a lot of difference between the results between me and Li Yaowen, it is not to the point where it is impossible to catch up. But it wasn't until after the awards ceremony that I suddenly woke up from a dream, and it turned out that the distance between me and him had unconsciously widened......

Li Yaowen ranked first on the honor roll of the first grade of junior high school, and I ...... Actually ranked 50th...... A full fifty, almost on the honor roll in the class......

I don't understand why the difference between me and him is only 23 points...... Will the rankings be so bad?

After we returned to the class, the homeroom teacher made a summary of the results of our class's mid-term exam. Although I was praised for the obvious improvement in my English scores, I still felt very heavy. Because I clearly felt the obvious gap between me and Li Yaowen. When I heard the head teacher say that I would adjust my seat next Monday according to the results of this exam, my heart stopped.

Want to change seats......

I thought about it, and I didn't know when I was scared...... And as for what I'm afraid of, I know it in my heart......

So, I had a bad time at home on that day off. On the one hand, because of my father's reprimand, he was a little unacceptable after seeing the honor roll like me. In the past, when he was in elementary school, he was either the first or the second, but now he suddenly ranked fifty, how could he not be angry? Even though I told him it was the whole grade, he didn't care about it. dragged me to Zhuangzi to find my eldest brother, and later he slowly accepted it under the eldest brother's explanation. Because the eldest brother told him that if he could get into the fifty places in the whole grade, there would be hope for him to enter the first middle school in the city, and even if he couldn't get into the second middle school in the city, he would make steady progress, as long as his grades could remain here. Then he also persuaded my dad not to push me too hard, and to relax appropriately, otherwise it would be counterproductive. When my dad heard him say that, he said, "You don't know that this girl is cheap, you pick her up from time to time and let her relax, and she won't be able to touch the southeast and northwest for a while!" ”

But Dad said that, but I found out since then. When I read for a long time, he asked me to go to the village to play with Lianye and Yunduo for a while. Ask them if they don't understand something, or let me do something else for him.

And until Monday, before the head teacher came in to arrange seats for us, Li Yaowen and I never said a word. As soon as the second class started, the class teacher called out the whole class and told me to stand one by one. Then he called his name, and according to the results of the midterm exam, he went in one by one in a group of ten and chose the position at random.

Li Yaowen was the first, and after he entered, he sat directly back in his original position. My name is pronounced in the sixth, and Zhou Xue's in the ninth. But because I'm standing at the back, I'm slow. So Zhou Xue, who was obviously the ninth, went in ahead of me. When I saw her walk in front of me, I suddenly had a bad feeling in my heart, and sure enough, she sat down in the same place I was sitting in.

I was by her, why? I'm higher than hers, so why is she going ahead of me? Although it is said to be a group of ten, doesn't it mean that they go in one by one?

I want to sit back in my place, but ......

glanced at Li Yaowen, who was sitting there talking to Zhou Xue, I was depressed for a while, what the hell, if you like to sit down, you can sit down! I don't want to sit in a broken position!

So I sat straight to the first seat in the center near the podium. When the head teacher saw that all of us had chosen a place, he asked, "You've all chosen it, right?" Then I'll read the next batch...... "But I don't know why, the first row is so unpopular, and most people with good grades choose the second and third rows." It is rare for two good scorers like Li Yaowen and Zhou Xue to choose the fourth row against the wall. But what I didn't expect was that my tablemate actually became Xu Haoran.