It's been a long time, it's been a long time since I've smiled from the bottom of my heart, and the woman in front of me clearly has the same pain as me.

To me it was humiliation, disgust, something that was painful, and it seemed to her as a sweet and superfluous burden.

Covered in fat and despised, she doesn't care.

After talking to me, she seemed to want to step on the treadmill again.

Just before she could start, she turned her head to me.

"Aren't you exercising?" She stared at me with a puzzled look in her eyes, "Why don't you come along?" ”

I hurriedly took two steps back, trying to lose weight, but I couldn't make up my mind.

She was a warm-hearted person, and when she saw that I was hesitant, she turned to look at me, so that the fat me had nowhere to hide but to look directly into her gaze.

"Since you're here, why don't you give it a try?"

"I'm scared."

"Afraid of what?" She chuckled and pointed to the people around her who were exercising, "Everyone here has their own goals, and no one is going to pay attention to you." ”

"Not this." I shook my head slightly, "I'm afraid of death." ”

I knew the answer was just as funny as it sounded, but I had almost died once on the operating table and had a miscarriage.

To my surprise, the woman didn't laugh at me for what I said.

"But if you don't try, how do you know?"

"Your fiancé, are you sure he really loves you?"

As soon as I asked that, I regretted it. Liu Huai deceived me and made me miserable, but I shouldn't think everyone was as dirty as him.

Woe comes from the mouth, and this sentence is indeed true.

Sure enough, the woman restrained the smile on her face and looked at me silently in a daze.

I lowered my head in annoyance, "I'm sorry......"

"He loves me!"

I looked up in shock, and saw that the woman's eyes were determined, and she did not waver for the slightest.

"If it weren't for the fact that he loved me, I wouldn't have lost weight, he gave me courage." With that, she stepped on the treadmill again, leaving me alone.

It's him...... Gave courage?

I didn't want to bother the woman any longer, so I left silently behind her.

She can lose weight for love, but what about me, what should I do for it?

Looking up at the mirror on the left, my fat body looked particularly abrupt and out of place among the cold instruments around me.

"Look at yourself, get out of here!"

"Chen Ci, you are a fat woman, it really makes me sick!"

"Maybe if you lose weight, I can still consider it......" Liu Huai's words in his mind didn't stop, he pushed me to the ground, and the scene of slapping me was unforgettable.

In any case, he didn't seem to intend to let me go.

My heart was sour, and my eyes turned red in a moment, and I hurriedly raised my head unwilling to let the tears fall. Others lose weight for love, but I have long since lost love.

Can I do it for myself?

Looking at the woman who was still running not far away, I couldn't help but clench my fists. Why don't you just give it a try and see what makes a difference.

The teaching assistant was busy on the sidelines, and I was calm when I took the initiative to walk up to her.

"Figured it out?"

"Figured it out." I nodded, much more firm than I was.

Qin Han didn't know where he went after leaving, and he didn't see the scene where I started training. But all this is not for him to see, I have to lose weight.

So on this day, from morning to evening, I never stepped out of the gym door.

After all, on the first day, I was resting most of the time, but the teaching assistant said that it was already very good.

When she told me that I could leave, Qin Han hadn't come back yet.

I know the way, so it's good to go back alone.

The lights were still dim, and the wool carpet on the floor gave off a soft, warm glow, floating slightly with the wind that moved around.

Tiptoeing open the door, I couldn't help but glance at Qin Han's door, which didn't seem to have been opened.

Hasn't he come back yet?

I was suddenly a little worried about him, but I also knew that my worries were too much, and he was far more familiar with this place than I was.

So, Qin Han is probably still angry, he just doesn't want to see me.

I didn't know where to look for him, and I didn't know what to say to him, so I stayed in my room and waited for him to come to me.

Lying down on the large soft bed, I curled up, but a moment of sleepiness came over me......

On the third day of my visit, I woke up again because the curtains had been suddenly opened.

But when he opened his eyes, the person in front of him was no longer the resolute and meticulous Qin Han.

"Miss Chen, it's time to get up and exercise."

The sun shone on my eyes, and after covering it with my hand, I involuntarily spoke, "Qin ......"

Before the name could be uttered, I stopped. It seems, shouldn't be the question I'm asking.

Forget it, it's Qin Han's own idea what he wants, I eat his and live with him, so I'm not qualified to ask.

Now the most important thing for me is to lose weight as soon as possible.

I thought that Qin Han would only be angry for a day or two, but I waited for a week. Weight loss has begun to bear fruit, but he seems to have disappeared from the world.

In other words, Qin Han has been avoiding me all the time, he doesn't want to see me, but if he doesn't see me, I want to see him too!

On this day, I stayed up all night just to wait for him to appear. I want to tell Qin Han that I have thought it through and have also accepted the pain of training.

I will accept all of this, because it is far less than the suffering I have endured before, which makes life worse than death.

I squatted in the doorway all night, dozing off and falling to the ground countless times, but I still didn't want to give up.

It wasn't until early in the morning that the sound of the door opening finally came from outside.

It's Qin Han.

There were only two of us living on this floor, and it would only be him.

The drowsiness disappeared in an instant, and I sat up awkwardly from the floor, opened the door, and saw the person I wanted to see.

"Qin Han!" I yelled at his back, and he stopped.

Today, he was dressed in a dark gray striped suit, and the dim light also dyed his jet-black hair with a layer of soft light, like a person who existed on the stars, untouchable.

I walked out barefoot, and the soft touch of my feet made me feel as if I was floating in the clouds.

"Where have you been these days, I've been waiting for you."

Qin Han turned his head slightly, and his tough facial lines softened because of the damn ambiguous light.

Only his eyes were always deep and calm, "Pack up your things, and I'll send someone to send you back tomorrow." ”

The cold and stiff words came into my ears, but Qin Han had already raised his feet and left.

Get back? Tomorrow?

It sounds like a fantasy, but it was Qin Han who said it.

"No, you can't go back!" While suggesting to myself, I rushed out desperately, not caring that I wasn't wearing shoes yet.

Qin Han walked extremely fast, and I watched him close the elevator, but I couldn't catch up.

If he waited for the next elevator, Qin Han would definitely not know where he went.

In desperation, I ran to the side of the stairs.

In any case, you must catch up with Qin Han and tell him that I will stay, so please don't get angry anymore.

When I came down the stairs with my hair disheveled, I didn't care about startling others, and I saw Qin Han who had already walked out of the hotel.

The heart was pounding, as if it had rushed to the throat.