Chapter 36: Bai Ze Fanwai

I am Bai Ze, a divine beast born at the beginning of heaven and earth, the world was empty at that time, only I was a walking creature, and I was born at the same time as a painting, I named it - Bai Zetu.

Later, all kinds of creatures began to be born between heaven and earth, and then they multiplied and evolved, and I began to understand the meaning of my birth......

I can't interfere with the autonomous evolution of the race, I can only watch them kill each other, and then ...... The winner is king.

It wasn't until much later, that one race finally accomplished their goal of dominating the world, even if everything was too small for me.

They call themselves โ€“ humans.

Human beings, who have become world leaders, continue to reproduce, and also breed many inexplicable feelings - family, friendship, love, and so on...... And the desires that arise after the feelings-

For example, greed......

The birth of all kinds of negative emotions made the originally peaceful world begin to be filled with all kinds of tragedies, and I, just a bystander, could only watch.

From compassion at the beginning, to habituality later.

Heavenly Dao told him that he needed to protect these Heavenly Dao darlings, this was the fate of his birth, and he actually didn't understand why such a human being would be the darling of Heavenly Dao......

Until laterโ€”

Bai Ze is rarely emotional, but he is inexplicably affectionate.

I don't know how long it has been, I don't like the miasma of smoke after the birth of humans, so I always hide in my sealing array and sleep, until the world changes greatly, and humanity will be brought to an end before waking up to help the "monster" seal that humanity will pose a great threat to them.

And monsters are what they call those creatures that are different from them......

That time, I had just woken up from the seal, and I was still a little weak, and I was rescued by a human girl, and I had seen countless complex human hearts, and I was very curious to see such a person who had no desires for the first time.

I've been with her since I woke up

, I don't know who said a word, curiosity is the beginning of feelings.

I think it's very reasonable.

I don't know what kind of feelings I have for that girl, I just know that I want to be by her side......

But at that time, it was not far from the great changes in the world, and I could only leave her side to seal the monsters that might destroy the world......

When I returned, however, the girl had died, and all I saw was a statue of her......

I was crazy to kill the murderer, but ......

I can't kill.

From the day I was born, I was forbidden by Heaven not to harm the ruler of the world, and the ruler of the world is any kind of creature living in the world.

And that murderer is also one of the rulers.

I can't take revenge, I can't even have feelings, because that's the rule of heaven.

I can't kill him.

I also want to trap him in Bai Zetu, but he is just an ordinary person, Yuling Mountain is of no use to him, I can only watch him still live wantonly, but there is no way......

Finally, one day, I couldn't control myself and wanted to kill him, but Bai Zetu suddenly stopped in front of me and showed me some pictures......

I'm the pillar of the world, and I'm not going to die if I break the rules...... But the world will be ruined because of me.

She wouldn't want to see her favorite place ruined by me, so ......

I still can't kill him.

Human life is very short, he is still dead after all, and at the time of his death, I didn't feel a trace of relief, but I just felt that the place of my heart was empty......

After he died, I fell asleep in the formation again, and I don't know how many times the world changed before he woke up again......

This time it was not that he was naturally sober, but that he was forced.

The sealing formation was destroyed, and I, as the center of the eye of the formation, was naturally seriously injured, and I could only flee with Bai Zetu in the desert with all my spiritual power.

But I didn't expect that after leaving the formation, I actually felt the breath of the girl again, I originally wanted to follow the breath to find the girl, but I don't know why, I went in the opposite direction, like there was something there that attracted me......

Looks like it's important to me.

Later, I was glad more than once that I didn't choose to go to the girl, otherwise I might have really missed it.

The moment I met Lin Xia, I felt that my heart was no longer mine, and my heart was full of finally finding this sentence, although I didn't understand why.

After I came to my senses, my body had almost recovered, but I had lost a lot of strength, so in order to be able to stay by his side, I didn't even go out of the villa door once.

It even sounded like I was just looking for victims on the news.

I have even been glad more than once that I have learned human cooking and can cook for him every day, and I have seen him satisfied with his food.

I heard the conversation between him and Mu Yan, and I knew it was fake, but I didn't know why he lied to me, why he suddenly thought so much about me and asked me to leave......

But he said that, no matter what I do, I can't stay anymore......

After being injured again, I finally thought of the girl who had been forgotten for a long time. The girl is now called Scarlet Yi, and she was rescued by the girl again, but I didn't feel the excitement of seeing the old man at all, only a sense of loss......

Why did he drive him away?

When I saw him again, it was he who left the villa to be a soul caster. I didn't like people to see him, so I took him away and told him about the featherman.

I knew that with the presence of the Featherman, he probably wouldn't have left the villa.

He really listened to my words and hid in the villa and cultivated for three hundred years, and no one else could see him, and I couldn't see him......

Even if I can't see him, I want to stay by his side, at least I can feel his breath, so the villa successfully fell under my name, and I stayed by his side again.

Three hundred years is nothing to mention for my countless years.

But when he reappeared, I felt that those three hundred years were like years.

I said let him spend a hundred years in exchange for me to help him become a beast god.

Looking at his expression of disbelief and then having to compromise, I felt that my whole life was bright, well, as long as he was there.

Later, Scarlet Yi's aggressiveness made me uncontrollably say that in addition to my feelings for him, he was frightened, and then suddenly fled.

I know that I may be a little angry, thinking that it is all because of Scarlet Yi that Xia will be scared to leave. So I decided to let her go, and used half of my spiritual power and my original spiritual power to help her become a god and repay her kindness in two lifetimes.

And I can also devote myself to finding Xia who fled in the wilderness.

Thankfully, it took me a few months to find him.

For a hundred years, we traveled around, but my spiritual power recovered very slowly due to the damage to my origin.

When I saw Xia who was imprisoned by Scarlet Yi, I had an inexplicable premonition that maybe this world was finally coming to an end......

And it's still because of me.

I will die, and so will Natsu.

I'm glad that I won't let Natsu die in front of me and let him go on the road alone, I'll wait for him and then still be with him......