When he was very young, Yanlu could feel that he was not welcome in that family, and the only thing that made him feel a little affection was his grandfather.

His mother died when Yanlu was born, so his father especially disliked him.

Before the age of five, he thought so.

When he was five years old, he remembered very well that when he came back from school, he found that there were many more people in the house, and before he could enter the door, he was taken by the nanny to the back door.

"Little master, there are guests in front of you, you do your homework here first, and when Mr.'s guests leave, you are in the past, okay?" That's what the babysitter said to him.

Yanlu nodded stunned, and asked in a childish voice, "What kind of guest is it?" ”

The nanny looked at him deeply and rubbed his head, "Little master, you are still young, don't ask, do your homework obediently." ”

At that time, Yanlu didn't understand that the look was called pity.

He stayed behind for a long time, but no one came to call him back, and he was cold and hungry, and sneaked out of the kitchen into the living room.

The living room was warm, and he carefully looked for his father in the crowd.

His father, dressed in a straight suit, stood in the middle of the crowd, and next to him stood a young woman who was holding his father's arm, pursing her lips and chuckling, and the two looked intimate.

And the woman was holding a child in her hand, who looked about the same age as him......

"Little Master...... How did you get here? The nanny before saw him, picked him up, quickly entered the kitchen, and brought him back to the room just now, "Little master, you are staying for a while, don't go out, do you know?" ”

"Why?" Puzzled, he asked, "Who is that woman next to Dad?" ”

The nanny sighed, "Little master, don't ask." ”

She turned and walked out of the room, and when Yanlu heard the sound of the lock, he ran to pull the door, and sure enough, the door was locked.

Yanlu waited in the room until it got dark, but it was getting quieter and quieter outside, and there was no one left......

He tried to knock on the door, but no one answered him.

The nanny was tired all day, and after packing up her things, she couldn't open her eyes for a long time, and forgot her words.

Yanlu was locked up overnight, and the next day the nanny remembered and hurriedly went to find Yanlu.

Yanlu was locked up for one night, had already started to have a high fever, was sent to the hospital, and almost issued a critical illness notice, but finally Yanlu survived.

"Where's Daddy?" Yanlu lay on the hospital bed, "Why didn't he come to see me?" ”

The nanny put the soup down, not knowing how to answer the words, so she could only be silent.

Yanlu continued to ask, "Does Dad don't want me anymore?" ”

The nanny couldn't bear it, "It's nothing, little master, don't think about it, Mr. is just busy, and when it's over, I'll come to see you." ”

"Really?"

The nanny nodded with difficulty, "Really." ”

But until Yanlu was discharged from the hospital, he didn't see his father.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, his grandfather came, and Yanlu was a little afraid of this grandfather, and he always felt that he had a straight face and was very serious.

"Xiaolu, are you getting better?"

"Good...... Much better. Yanlu shrank in the corner of the car and replied with his head down.

There was suddenly an extra bear in front of him, and Yanlu looked up at the old man opposite.

The old man still had a straight face, "I saw it on the way just now." ”

"Did you give it to me?" Yan Lu asked carefully.

"Well, for Xiaolu."

Yanlu seemed to see the old man smile, and when he looked closely, the old man still had that serious face, and he must have been delusional just now.

Yanlu took the bear, "Thank you, grandpa." ”

The old man sighed, touched his head, and then stopped talking.

Yanlu returned to the villa, and at a glance saw the woman who was standing next to his father before, leading the boy out of it.

She looked at him condescendingly, contemptuous, "Xiao Song, do you know if you stay away from him in the future?" ”

"Mom, is he my brother?"

"What brother, he also deserves it." The woman snorted coldly and led the boy away.

Yanlu squeezed the bear in his hand and went back to his room.

Yan Song was the child brought by the woman, saying that it was a child with her ex-husband, but later Yan Lu learned that it was not at all, it was his father and her child, so he said it was just to hide people's eyes.

Knowing about it when he was fourteen.

Ever since that woman married his father, his life in the Yan family had been even more difficult.

Yan Song can talk and please his father.

He had tried, but each time his father looked at him with disgust, as if he were some kind of dirty thing.

As far as Song and the woman bullied him, his father would only turn a blind eye.

Yanlu learns to be a transparent person at home, ignoring their cynicism, the more he ignores them, the more they will gain an inch, but if he resists, it will definitely make his father angry, and he can only endure it.

That night, he came back late, fearing that his father and the woman would find out, so he deliberately lowered his footsteps, and then he heard it.

Yan Song is his father's biological child, and that woman is the one his father really loves.

His mother was just a woman who married into the Yan family by means, and his father hated her very much, so he hated him too.

Yan Song didn't know where to hear about it, and ran to mock him.

At the age of fourteen, when he was strong and impulsive, Yan Lu beat Yan Song.

It wasn't the first time Yanlu hit someone, but it was the coolest time Yanlu hit someone.

But he was also beaten by his father and lay in bed for a month.

This is how the enmity between him and Yan Song ended.

Usually at school, Yan Song led people to surround him, and a group of people beat him alone.

He didn't want to be beaten, so he learned to resist.

But he still lost.

"Little bastard, phew!" Yan Song kicked on Yan Lu, his face full of disgust, "I don't look at my identity, dare to go against me." ”

Yanlu remembered it, but he couldn't, and his whole body hurt.

He could only watch Yan Song take people away.

That was the first time Yanlu had seen her.

She rode her bicycle past him, for a while, and then slowly retreated, and observed for a while, as if to see if there was anyone nearby, and waited for a long time before walking over and helping him up.

The voice was thin, with a bit of trepidation, "Are you alright?" ”

He was beaten like this, and she also asked if she was okay, but at that time, Yanlu felt that this girl had a problem with her brain and didn't want to pay attention to her.

"Hey, you're talking."

"I'll help you up first......"

Yanlu didn't want to speak, no matter what the girl called him, he didn't answer.

The girl took him to a clinic, and it took a long time to rummage through her bag to get together a hundred dollars, and the people at the clinic seemed to know her and didn't care so much.

He heard the doctor call her Jane.

Yanlu didn't take this little episode to heart, and as soon as she left, he left, leaving money for the doctor to pass on to her.