Xu Yi told me very clearly that he was not lying to me, everything he said was ingrained in his memory, but I didn't remember it myself.

After all, I don't remember, but I don't remember, it doesn't mean that Xu Yi needs to be the same as me.

My questioning of him now is more like an inexplicable question to him.

So after answering my question, Xu Yi still frowned deeply, and looked at me worriedly: "Xiao Ci, what's wrong with you, can't you really remember it at all?"

"I ......" Hearing Xu Yi ask me this, everyone turned their eyes to me, and everyone had questions on their faces, waiting for me to give the final answer.

However, even in this case, I could only shake my head slightly at them, with apologies and self-reproach for myself.

"I'm sorry, I can't really remember anything." I looked down and watched the flames in the campfire go from exuberant to a little dim, just as I was feeling.

"I've tried hard to remember something, but sadly, I can't remember anything. Whether it's about Xu Yi saying that my parents often take me and Chen Tang on trips, or the last place I went before I moved. ”

"I just remember that when I was a child, you were my best playmate, and not long after I moved, my father went to jail, and I didn't know anything else."

"Sister." Just when I was feeling melancholy, Chen Tang suddenly reached out and patted me on the shoulder, I turned my head to look at him, only to see his worried expression, but he still forced himself to smile at me.

"It's okay sister, you just remember it now, anyway, it's all things that have happened before, it doesn't matter if you remember it or not. Now that each of us is with you, you don't have to think about things that you can't remember, don't you? ”

"That's right, you're right."

According to what Chen Tang said, it has already happened anyway, even if I don't remember it, it doesn't matter that much. In that case, it's better to forget about it and make yourself happy.

So I patted Chen Tang's hand on my shoulder, smiled at him and said, "It's all over anyway, and it's useless to think about it now." It's better to just forget that you are all around now, what else do I have to think about? ”

"Sister, if you can think so, of course it's great!" Chen Tang spoke to me excitedly, he took a piece of barbecue meat from his plate and handed it to my mouth with his own hand.

At first, I was a little surprised, I didn't know what Chen Tang wanted to do, but then he gave me a very cute ah.

"Sister, it's good to open it, let's eat something, how about tasting my roasted meat again?"

I didn't refuse Chen Tang's kindness, since he had already said so, then I naturally opened my mouth immediately and took it, although the meat was already a little cold, but as it was roasted before, fat but not greasy, and the mouth was full of happiness.

"Well, this meat is so delicious, if it weren't for the fact that I would gain weight if I ate too much, I would have eaten as much as you have today!"

"What does that matter?" Hearing me say this, Chen Tang immediately pushed his plate in front of me, "Sister, as long as you like to eat, this plate is all yours, it's okay to eat it all, anyway, I'm not too hungry, and I feel that you are too thin now!" ”

"Although I used to be a little fat, but now it's not good to be too thin, you should grow more meat, preferably ten pounds, that's perfect!"

Originally, I was eating the barbecue meat on Chen Tang's plate, but when I heard his words that I wanted me to grow another ten pounds, the meat on my mouth stopped, and I kept coughing because I choked.

"What are you talking about, you want me to grow another ten pounds of meat?" Turning my head to look at Chen Tang, who was helping me to smooth my breath and looking at me worriedly, I almost wanted to cry without tears, "Grow ten pounds of meat again, I won't become a big fat man again, are you trying to harm me!" ”

Chen Tang immediately changed into an aggrieved look, winked at me, and looked pitiful, "Sister, if you say that, it will really wronged me You are my sister, how can I ...... Want to make you a big fat man? ”

"If you don't have such thoughts, of course it's the best, if I find out, then I won't let you go!" I pretended to raise my fist and wave it at Chen Tang, and he also dodged backwards very cooperatively, looking very scared, which made me laugh, and everyone laughed in unison.

The original dignified atmosphere, because Chen Tang, a living treasure, has become lively again, and I think that when I go out to play, what is missing is someone like him who can enliven the atmosphere.

However, this situation did not last long, and when I was eating the meat on the plate, Lin Xiangtian, who was sitting opposite, suddenly shouted to me.

"Excuse me."

When I heard Lin shouting to the sky, I immediately raised my head to look at him. Looking at his overly calm eyes, but in this calmness, there is still a hidden inquiry and inquiry about me.

Lin Xiangtian's appearance looked very serious, which had to make me nervous too, so I temporarily put down the fork in my hand, raised my head to look at Lin Xiangtian, and asked him.

"What's wrong, is there anything you want to ask me?"

"Yes." Lin Xiangtian nodded at me without hesitation, obviously if he didn't do this and didn't ask the questions in his heart, I am afraid that he would only feel extremely uncomfortable today.

"If it's a question I can answer, then of course I can tell you, and you can ask."

"Have you already been to Qin Han's house and met his parents?"

Of course, I was a little surprised, and I didn't know how to answer him for a while.

If I admit that I went to meet Qin Han's parents, then it must be a disservice to Lin Xiangtian.

But if I say that I haven't been to Qin Han's house, but the two people present can be witnesses, isn't that a blatant lie?

Just when I was hesitating and didn't know how to speak, Xu Yi, who was sitting next to Lin Xiangtian, answered this question very righteously.

"That's right, Xiao Ci has already gone to Qin Han's house and met his parents. It's just that my aunt's attitude is really a little bad, and I'm still a little angry when I think about it. ”

While speaking, Xu Yi was still very annoyed and turned the bonfire to make it burn more vigorously, but it was obvious that the wood in the bonfire was already a little insufficient, so it was fading with a trend that was visible to the naked eye.

"I really don't know what's wrong with my aunt, a good girl like you should be loved by everyone. But she's good, she doesn't like you, she doesn't like you, she has to say something like that to humiliate you! ”

There is no doubt that Xu Yi's two sentences are undoubtedly a good explanation for me who is embarrassed, at least it did not let the atmosphere continue to be embarrassing, and I can face Lin Xiangtian calmly.

Xu Yi had already taken the lead in telling him the answer, so it would not be so embarrassing for me to tell him the answer again.

"Just like Xu Yi said, I have already met Qin Han's parents. It's just that he was trying to explain to them that I didn't mean to bump into his mother in the restaurant. ”

While saying this, I also laughed helplessly, and waved my hand at Lin Xiangtian, "Qin Han's father has a good impression of me, it's his mother, she really doesn't like me very much, I think...... It's going to take a long time to change. ”

"If you really think so, you're really wrong." As soon as my words fell, Fang Xiao hurriedly came up.

"It's not that Auntie doesn't just like you, she actually hates you very much, and since she hates you, no matter what you do, she won't like you, what do you think?"

When Fang Xiao mentioned Qin Han's mother, he once again returned to his usual appearance of being high and arrogant. It's just because she has known Qin Han's mother for a longer time than me and understands her thoughts better.

And maybe it's really like Fang Xiao said, Qin Han's mother doesn't dislike me, but she plans to hate me from the bottom of her heart, but all this should also be decided by me, not from Fang Xiao's outsider's mouth.

"Auntie, whether she likes me or not, I will discuss it myself in the future, so I won't bother you. You don't have to tell me anything about her in the future, and I don't care. ”

After speaking to Fang Xiao in such a simple and clear way, she really didn't continue to talk about it, and I got a moment of leisure.

But I haven't forgotten that there is a Lin Xiangtian in front of me, and he is staring at me at this moment, motionless.

So I could only turn my gaze to Lin Xiangtian, tilt my head and ask him, "In addition to what you wanted to ask me just now, is there anything else you want to ask me, if so, you can say it all at once." ”

"Don't worry, there are no more small words, I don't have any more questions I want to ask you." Lin Xiangtian suddenly laughed, his eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and he looked very happy. But in the depths of that smile, for some reason, I saw the loneliness in his eyes.

In fact, I don't need to say more, I know very well that this lonely sadness is because of me, but what can I do, I have no better way than to tell the truth.

My feelings for Lin Xiangtian are by no means like my feelings for Qin Han, just because I know very well, what can give him any hope?

If you give him hope, it will only be more cruel.

It was because of this that I stood up from my position.

The eyes of the other four were also focused on me, I clapped my hands, looked at the bonfire, and then slowly spoke.

"The fire looks like it wants to be extinguished, but there isn't much wood. I'm going to pick up some wood and come back, at least until we go to sleep, don't we? But it's not long since nightfall, so I'm afraid I'll have to look for more. ”

After that, regardless of their consent or no, I turned around and was about to leave this place, at least to give me a temporary breather, and that would be enough.

But suddenly, a voice sounded behind him.

"I'll go with you!"