Chapter 349: Am I Crazy?
When Zizig opened his eyes again, he was already in his bedroom.
The room was silent, and there seemed to be no one in the courtyard outside the door, she was weak and weak, and she remembered what had happened before she fell unconscious, and her skull was in sharp pain, and half of her body struggled to get up, and fell back on the couch.
"Someone, someone......"
Soon after the sound was heard, the door opened, and as soon as Zizig heard the sound of the footsteps falling to the ground, he knew who was coming, and the tall and mighty figure slowly walked to the side, blocking the sunlight that came in front of the window, and the dark and heavy figure pressed on her.
"Awake? Is it uncomfortable or not? Dorgon leaned over and asked gently, "Where does it hurt, do you feel nauseous and want to vomit?" ”
Zizig looked at him blankly and subconsciously shook his head.
Dolgon reached out and picked her up, let her lean on the mat, turned around and twisted a handkerchief to wipe her face, and waited with tea, Zizig lowered his eyes and said, "Let the next person do these things." ”
"Don't worry, I'm idle, and I can't serve you a few times a year." "Are you hungry or not, what do you want to eat?" ”
"What time is it?" Zizig looked out the window at the bright daylight, which was not like a sunset in the evening.
"You've slept all day and night." Dolgon said, and asked, "Do you want to untie your hands?" ”
With this, Zizig felt a distension in his lower abdomen, and ordered Dorgon to go out, and when the maid came in to serve her, and when everything was in order, Zizig moved weakly to the window, rubbing the beaten neck with one hand, and pushing the window open with the other, and the harsh eyes broke into her eyes, and she had to squint.
The memories of yesterday flashed in front of her eyes, the crisp sound, the red and swollen five finger prints, and her resentment.
She couldn't help it, she couldn't stand it.
Obviously nothing happened, they just went to visit Cining Palace together, but they walked on the same road, but they ......
Zizig's fist smashed on the windowsill, and the sharp pain in her fingers woke her up suddenly.
She had never seen any intimacy between Dorgon and Da Yu'er, and as a result, she lost to gossip, to her own conjectures, and to the inferiority complex that haunted her life.
Dorgon appeared behind him again, draped her in a thin garment, and Zizig shuddered, unaware of her husband's approach.
"Zyzig, are you feeling better?" Dorgon asked calmly.
Her husband's prejudice and his "generosity" made Qizig's heart even more tormented, but as soon as her body was weak, she still put all her focus on her husband and leaned on his arms.
"What did you say to her?" Zizig said.
"You have an old disease of sudden mania, the Queen Mother knows." Dolgon said, "The Queen Mother won't blame you. ”
Zizig turned around and looked at her husband: "Am I a madman?" ”
Dolgon said solemnly: "No, don't talk nonsense, don't you have pressure?" Could it be that there are so many gossips outside, can you really pretend that they don't exist? There are times when everyone can't hold on, and so are you. ”
Qiziger's tears rippled, she gave up, she didn't want to be the poor Baba who only dared to ask for an explanation and couldn't ask for it, she wanted to give herself an understanding and justice.
"In a few days, I will go to the palace to make amends." Zizig smiled in tears and said to her husband, "Don't worry, Dolgon, I'll be fine, Yu'er, she knows that I have this problem, and she won't blame me." ”
Dorgon breathed a sigh of relief, and until this moment, he was still reluctant to reveal his affection for Yu'er to his wife.
After so many years, he just got Yu'er's nod yesterday, saying that she would accept all her good from now on, but in fact, they are still not together.
"Dong Gu will stay in the palace for two days, just right, when you enter the palace again, bring her back." Dorgon picked up Zizig, put her back on the bed, and said thoughtfully, "I'm not going anywhere these days, I'm just at home with you." ”
Zizig looked at him, his heart like ashes.