Chapter 163: The Bitterest Crush
Fang Weiyu blew her nose, continued to open the thousand paper cranes and saw:
"I'm not by your side, you have to be strong, let those who want to bully you know how good you are, let those who want to get close to you have crooked thoughts about you die that heart, because you have me enough"
"Hearing you cry on the phone today, I feel so uncomfortable! I can't be by your side to comfort you, but the next time you cry, remember to put your hand in the place of your heart, so that you will feel that I am by your side, always with you, crying with you"
"Today is the 72nd day of our separation, I divided the four years into eight semesters, and the eight semesters into 36 months, and spread the 36 months into each day, so that by days, I always feel that time will pass a little faster, and it will shorten our distance, so in the end it will be calculated by days."
"I didn't reply to your call in time, the anxiety in your tone is not angry but worried, I listen to it in my heart, every time I answer the phone and chat for a day, I will miss you even more"
……
Fang Weiyu cried while watching, crying while watching, and in the end, she was still crying after reading it all, looking at the table of colored paper spread out in front of her, she cried a lot.
The sisters in the dormitory happened to be not there, Fang Weiyu remembered that they had an awkward quarrel after Christmas last year, if she had seen this before, she would not have suspected Yan Feifei if she was killed. Thankfully, they reconciled.
Fang Weiyu cried and called Yan Feifei, Yan Feifei hung up the phone while she was in class, and replied to the message - "I'm in class".
Fang Weiyu didn't see the message and called in again, Yan Feifei pretended to have an uncomfortable stomach and left the classroom early. The teacher in class only stared at him with his eyes, and when he saw his dick appearance, it was not the material for learning, so he had to turn a blind eye.
"Feifei, I'm sorry......" Fang Weiyu's crying voice immediately came into Yan Feifei's ears, "What's wrong with you, what's wrong?" Yan Feifei asked nervously.
"I just saw what you wrote to me in a thousand paper cranes, I want to hear your voice now, I want to see you even more, I want to apologize to you, it was all my fault before, we had a misunderstanding, and I was to blame ......" Fang Weiyu cried even more.
The tension in Yan Feifei's heart relaxed, and the smile on the corner of his mouth rose to the sky. As soon as he looked at his watch, class was about to end, so he simply didn't enter the classroom, walked out of the teaching building, sat in the shade of a tree, and chatted with Fang Weiyu on the phone.
The sweetness in my heart melted into the curvature of the corners of my mouth, and the tenderness in my eyes was overflowing with happiness.
After Yan Feifei finished class, he studied the course he had lost in his freshman year, and Xu Ruotong, the class leader, saw that Yan Feifei usually worked hard, and he was not like a bad student in the eyes of the teacher and a merry brother in the student's mouth.
After a long time, Xu Ruotong found that he was becoming more and more interested in Yan Feifei. There has been no positive contact between them, although they are in the same class, Yan Feifei never talks or communicates with girls, so she has always stood still.
Yan Feifei would take two hours out of the study room to study after class every day, and every time he sat in the window seat, plugging in headphones, he never seemed to care that Xu Ruotong was sitting in the same row as him, with a seat and an aisle between them.
Xu Ruotong would stare at Yan Feifei's side face in a daze from time to time for a long time, just looking at his side face also made her fascinated and crazy!
She and Yan Feifei have only had one face-to-face contact in a long time since they started school.
That day, Yan Feifei was about to go out to run business after self-study, and just walked to the door of the study room, and collided with Xu Ruotong, who was hurrying towards him, and the books in Xu Ruotong's arms fell to the ground.
Yan Feifei didn't say anything, just bent down and picked up the book on the ground, put it in her hand, and he turned around and left.
"Thank you......" Yan Feifei floated behind Xu Ruotong's thanks. At that time, Xu Ruotong only felt that his heartbeat was about to stop, and his voice was a little trembling.
Yan Feifei usually goes out to solicit customers in the afternoon or evening self-study, and now he is more and more confident in this job, and he slowly likes this job. The monthly commission is gradually rising, from five or six hundred to seven or eight hundred to more than one thousand or two thousand......
Every night when he returned to the dormitory, it was past eleven o'clock, and after he washed up, he would lie down and chat quietly with Fang Weiyu for a while.
Every day's thoughts can only be pinned on the phone, listening to each other's voices and troubles, as if they are by each other's side, suffering together, and enjoying joys together.
Both of them have a habit of calling each other to only report good news and not bad news. So more often than not, you can only hear each other's laughter on the phone.
For example, Yan Feifei once pulled a customer into a quarrel with someone, and he was punched, and in the end, his clenched fist never swung out towards the customer. The incident was later revealed to the boss, who praised him. Sometimes this kind of work happens like this, which is a common thing, but it is rare for a young and vigorous young man to learn to restrain his temper in this way.
It didn't take long for the company to recruit a few new employees, and the boss was very optimistic about Yan Feifei, so he arranged for him to take these newcomers, and his monthly salary also increased by 1,000.
Yan Feifei can get 3,000 when his monthly salary is more now, and his living expenses are basically able to take care of himself, and he takes the initiative to charge Fang Weiyu with 100 yuan every month, and the big festivals and small festivals will be sent to Fang Weiyu's downstairs in advance.
During the Dragon Boat Festival, Fang Weiyu also received a gift from Yan Feifei, which was a pink backgammon flip phone, Fang Weiyu screamed in the dormitory for more than an hour, and the excitement and excitement were really indescribable.
When she called Yan Feifei, she said "I love you...... more than a dozen times", and Yan Feifei's heart began to itch.
Crush is a very painful role in a relationship, but this role has always been played by someone who is willing to play.
For example, Ma Tianguo, he has always silently liked Fang Weiyu. Ma Tianguo's close friends can see that only Fang Weiyu is still in the dark and only treats him as a friend.
For example, Xu Ruotong, since the day she fell in love with Yan Feifei, she has also played the role of a bitter crush in obscurity.
And these things, Fang Weiyu and Yan Feifei didn't know at all. As long as there is a layer of window paper, there will be a day when it will be pierced. The two of them, this time there was a problem on Fang Weiyu's side.
The calm and calm of the sophomore year made Fang Weiyu feel very down-to-earth, she thought that they would always live a hard life of long-distance relationship in college like this, and finally end the relationship.
Good things are always grinding, and there will always be a flood of waves when you are not aware of them, drowning people in the waves, and it is difficult to breathe to the point of almost suffocating.
In the second half of the third semester, many brothers and sisters have found jobs, and when graduation is approaching, scenes of parting can be seen everywhere on campus.
One day, Fang Weiyu was sitting by the lake in a daze, and accidentally bumped into a familiar figure in her eyes, she immediately felt like she had been struck by lightning, and the whole person was unresponsive.
The person she saw turned out to be Yang Yun!
How could he be in our school, how could it be? What is he doing here......
When Fang Weiyu saw Yang Yun, there was a small forest across the woods, and his figure only flashed by, and then disappeared.
She shook her head twice and slapped her head, how could it be? I must have been dazzled, or I thought of him......
But how could she possibly think of him? It's incredible.
Yang Yun was sending a senior sister to the station, and that senior sister was very important to Yang Yun. If he didn't have a Fang Weiyu in his heart who couldn't pull it out, he thought that he would definitely have a relationship with this senior sister.
Stopped a taxi on the side of the road, and the senior sister smiled and hugged Yang Yun, "You don't have to send me to the station, just send it here!" I don't want to see that...... I hope you can finally marry the girl in your heart......"
Yang Yun also reached out and hugged her, "Senior sister, thank you......" He watched as the car his senior sister was sitting in was getting farther and farther away from him, and disappeared at the end of the road like that.
Turning around, Yang Yun raised his eyes and looked at the sky, trying not to let the tears flow. Thinking of the study and life experience of the past three years at Normal University, thinking of the girl buried deep in his heart, and remembering that he would secretly visit her in the library every time...... His heart would ache inexplicably.
Yang Yun is the most bitter crush.
When passing by the woods, Yang Yun suddenly raised his feet and wanted to walk into the woods, he wanted to go to the lake to take a walk and relax. He didn't dare to stay too long on campus for fear of inadvertently bumping into her.
Just as he was hesitating, Fang Weiyu's figure unexpectedly appeared in front of him.
Yang Yun hid behind a tree with an arrow step, took a few deep breaths, and quickly turned to leave.
He hid by her side for three years, but she never found out, and at this time he was still afraid of seeing her, afraid of being bumped into by her. He didn't want all his previous efforts to be in vain, and he didn't want her to misunderstand again, saying that he was scheming......
If he had always had a crush and never confessed it, maybe now he would have had the opportunity to take that step and give it a try.
But if there is no if, only the present. The facts that have happened can no longer be changed, we can only look forward and try to move forward step by step.
Fang Weiyu walked into the dormitory undecided, and the sisters were discussing enthusiastically what clothes to wear, what shoes to wear, and what makeup to wear at night. She also actively participated in their discussions. In the evening they would go to a meeting together.
After Christmas in her freshman year, Fang Weiyu signed up for the dance club and practiced hard for two years, and now she can dance decently and do all kinds of dances. On the Christmas Eve of last year's junior year, the light rain above the dance party won the first place and won the title of king of dance. Dancing with her on stage was Ma Tianguo.
After Christmas Eve, Ma Tianguo almost asked Fang Weiyu to confess to her without holding back, but in the end he chose to get drunk and let the alcohol numb his impulsive heart.
It wasn't until tonight's dinner that Ma Tianguo finally made up his mind. He felt that he should be the protagonist with a halo on his head, not a supporting role in her life.
Even now that he is in a supporting role, he wants to let himself shine.