Chapter 393 Birthday
"yes, don't you want to separate from me and become your true self so that you can go out and see the world, do what you want, and live a free life." There's not much I can give him about worry-free.
"I never wanted to be separated from you, wouldn't that be nice?" Carefree simplicity has been like this since childhood, and it has never changed.
I smiled at him, and he smiled at me, but he actually smiled beautifully, but he rarely smiled.
We stopped talking, and I kept this sadness to sleep, because once I was in a good mood, the carefree was gone.
When I woke up, the carefree was gone, he wouldn't leave my side every time he came out, where I was, he was there, he never left, he said he didn't care about the outside world, he just wanted to guard me like this.
Just like my protection of Wenling, every time I see worry-free, I seem to see myself, it is the same pathetic, because there are too few outside, so I am especially afraid of losing.
Within two days, on Yan Ruoxian's birthday, I gave me a free coupon, and then spoofed her again at her birthday party, I enjoyed it, but Wen Ling was helpless to take me.
Wen Ling is really interested in Yan Ruoxian, and will choose a birthday gift for her, I heard him say that Yan Ruoxian's catastrophe is coming, it is a car accident, Anbei said that she can choose the degree of her injury, and find a way to let her choose.
What kind of calamity is this? It's simply unreasonable, it is said that Yan Ruoxian chose to be disfigured in the end, so Wen Ling chose a wig for her, because she could use it after the car accident.
I felt very uncomfortable, more unconvinced, of course I wouldn't go too far enough to ruin her experience, but it's okay to do some other small actions.
Since Wen Ling can give her a gift, of course I can, and it is also a five-poison water law snake that I have carefully prepared, and it has also been packaged, which wastes a lot of my time, but I feel happy when I think of her frightened appearance after seeing it.
Because of this incident, I was scolded by Wen Ling again, he is like this every time, as long as I do the slightest thing that he thinks hurts Yan Ruoxian, he will get angry, the more he cares, the more I mind, in short, it is a vicious circle.
On the day of Yan Ruoxian's car accident, Wen Ling and Anbei were extremely nervous, I really don't know what they were nervous about, isn't it just a catastrophe? And she won't die, so there's nothing to worry about her!
If it weren't for the fact that they couldn't stop this catastrophe, I guess that Anbei and Wen Ling could exchange their lives for Yan Ruoxian's life, that kind of care and care really makes me jealous!
Maybe because I have lacked love since I was a child, I can't see the scene of love the most, I won't feel moved, I will only feel disgusted.
No matter how worried they were, how unbearable they were, Yan Ruoxian's car accident still happened, she was still injured, and her face was ruined, but it was on her forehead, not conspicuous, and An Bei and Wen Ling still replaced her with the secret guardian.
As for me, Wen Ling didn't care less, in order to have some fun for myself, I began to learn from the young masters of the rich families around me, go to bars, banquets, meet all kinds of people, and then play tricks that they thought were interesting.
I think I'm having a good time every day, but when I'm lying in bed at night, Carefree always appears, looks at me silently, and reminds me that I'm not happy when he appears.
"What the hell has happened to you?" Carefree actually felt uneasy for me.
"Wouldn't it be nice if I could let you come out often?" I don't want to say.
"But I'm still used to the quiet life I used to have, and I feel distressed to see you like this." The carefree and worried eyes warmed me, and it seemed that I still had someone to love.
"Wen Ling is becoming more and more attentive to others, and he doesn't care about me more and more, maybe I will only have you in the future." I'm a little sentimental, but because of my sentimentality, carefree is a little clearer.
"Then you take the initiative to find him!" Carefree or so naïve.
After all, we've grown up, and we're still stalking, aren't we? It's okay to say it once or twice, after a long time, Wen Ling will also be annoyed.
Despite thinking so, I still couldn't resist letting Wen Ling accompany me to a banquet, and at the banquet we got to know someone together, Mu Gongzi!
His name is Mu Ruicheng, and his acquaintance with him was an accident, but what he didn't expect was that this accident turned out to be another ladder for Wen Ling to curry favor with Yan Ruoxian!
Yan Ruoxian's father works in Mu Gongzi's company, there seems to be something wrong, Yan Ruoxian has been looking for Mu Gongzi to solve it, Mu Gongzi refused to see her, even if she met later, she didn't want to do it.
Later, Anbei looked for Wen Ling, and Wen Ling went to find Mu Gongzi, because Mu Gongzi lost to Wen Ling in the last car, so he had to agree to his request.
Everything is such a coincidence, I rarely want Wen Ling to accompany me, but I still made a wedding dress for her!
During that time, the three of them were very happy together, but they didn't expect Wen Ling and that Mu Gongzi to become friends, in this world, he seemed to be gradually changing, accepting a lot of things and people that he didn't accept originally.
I, on the other hand, have become dispensable, and we used to be almost inseparable, but now, we have only seen each other once in a long time.
It's funny that Sanssouci and I used to see each other once a long time, and now we do see each other every night, and he always shows up out of nowhere, and Sanssouci says that he has control over when he appears, and it seems that it is really possible to be separated from me.
This is very good, and this is what I expect, worry-free should have his own life, instead of being parasitic in my body all the time, which is unfair to him and a constraint.
But Sansso-Wu seems to be afraid of the outside world, he prefers to stay with me, and says that if he is really separated from me, he will not leave me, but if someone hurts me, he will definitely avenge me!
I don't know when he learned to take revenge, but I just hoped that he could live happily according to his own heart, because most of the time I saw him was unhappy.
"Left wing, have you not reconciled with Wen Ling?" Worry-free will ask once a day these days.
The Left Wing is my name in Space-Time City, and it is said that the lord of the city got the name for me, but it doesn't mean anything to me.
"It's not that I'm at odds with him, it's just not as good as it used to be." I said to him.
"And what about you trying to accept the other people around him? Maybe they're not as bad as you think? Carefree said suddenly.
I thought it was strange, this kind of words didn't seem like Carefree could speak, Carefree's eyes were still so dim, and he continued to say in a low voice: "Don't you also want me to go to the outside world to see?" If the outside world is really that scary, I'd better not go. ”
It turned out that he had always had a lot of concerns, and these concerns were all negative effects that I brought to him.
"Don't worry, there is a good side to the outside world, there is a bad side, one day, you want to go out, I will accompany you and take you to see the good side of the world, the bad side, I will help you cover it all up and not let you see it." I suddenly began to feel very sorry for him.
"Is that okay?" Worry-free feels incredible.
"For you, yes." For the first time, I reached out and touched his hair and it felt like he was still a child.
Sansso-Wu smiled again, the dark clouds above his head gradually dissipated, and I seemed to see a ray of sunshine shining on him, he really needed the moisture of the sun and rain, because he was also someone I cared about.
For some reason, for Worry-free, I sometimes feel extra cordial, and the feelings for Wenling are different, Worry-free is more like my relatives, which makes me always distressed, if someone bullies him, I think I will be willing to exchange my life for his life.
I also listened to his suggestions, and began to be less mindful of Anbei and Yan Ruoxian, but after letting go of the mustard, I really felt that they were not such disgusting people.
Especially Yan Ruoxian, after getting along all the way, I feel close, and she is not so wary of me, but I think we are still not friends.
After getting close to them, there are more opportunities to be with Wen Ling, this is a very strange relationship, it turns out that the estrangement between me and Wen Ling is caused by my own reasons, only this step is missing, stepping in, all the knots in my heart will be relieved.
I started to feel better again, but I was worried that I would not be able to come out to see me, and now it has become a habit to see him every day.
But as he said, he has gradually become more and more in control of himself, not only when I am sad, but also when I miss him.
When I am happy, he is happy, I miss him, and he happens to miss me.
I don't know if I should be happy or not, but it's always reassuring to have worry-free by my side.
"Tomorrow is my birthday, we're nineteen!" I said to Sanssouci that I didn't know his birthday, so we spent it together.
"What surprise will you give me this time?" Worry-free is looking forward to it.
Every year on his birthday, I give him a surprise gift, but he can't bring it into my body, so it ends up like a gift for himself.
Speaking of which, I am also a selfish person, always picking what I like, and never asking what I like.
"What do you want? This time you're the goer! "I generously said that whatever he wanted, I would give it to him.
"Shall I tell me?" Carefree seemed a little at a loss.
"Yes, think about it, anything goes." I unconsciously stroked his hair again, he was the same age as me, but his mind was always like a child.
"Will you take me to the outside world?" The carefree and weak voice seemed to be a little uncertain.
"Okay!" I hugged his shoulders tightly, carefree was an insecure person.
"Just watch a little bit of good, I don't want to watch too much." Carefree whispered.
"Whatever you want, you can watch as much as you want, I will protect you, and no one will hurt you for half a point!" It's a promise I make, the only time I make it from the heart.
Nodding his head without worry, there was trust in my eyes, and when I smiled happily, he would laugh with me.
We are nineteen years old, and on this day, I will walk into the outside world with no worries, show him the best side of this world, and let him open his heart!
That's my birthday wish!