Chapter 038: Heart-to-Heart Talk

In the wedding dress shop, Xu Xiao and Qi Tong were already waiting.

The moment he saw Qi Tong, Shu Wan suddenly had a lot of words in his heart. She reached out and took Qi Tong's hand and placed it in the palm of her hand.

"Oh oh oh," Yu Fei cried.

Shu Wan pulled Qi Tong with a confused face to get up. She turned her face and nodded to Xu Xiao and said, "I'm sorry, I have something to say to Qi Tong, so I won't accompany you." ”

"Go, go, go." Yu Fei replied for Xu Xiao, her face full of joy.

went out and got into Shu Wan's car.

"Find a place to talk." Shu Wan drove and said.

Qi Tong touched his nose and said, "It's really not used to letting women drive." ”

Shu Wan drove Qi Tong to the Leda River, a small remote park.

After getting out of the car, Shu Wan stood by the river, looked at the surging river, and said, "Qi Tong, do you know what we are living for?" ”

"Huh?" Qi Tong didn't slow down a little.

Shu Wan smiled lightly and said, "A long, long time ago, I thought about leaving my hometown and leaving people and things I didn't like. Later, in order to have the initiative and choose your own life. I don't want to live too passively. ”

Qi Tong nodded and said, "Hmm." ”

Shu Wan looked at Qi Tong and said, "Everyone knows the big truth of life, you and I know it very well. But the truth is the truth, and the people are the people. I also want to get married, have children, and spend this life with a lover like normal people. I used to be waiting for someone all the time. Xu Cheng is all my expectations. Later, I knew that Xu Cheng was not waiting for me, and I was very disappointed, disappointed and sad. But that's life, and I have nothing to complain about. I have a body that I can't help myself, and he has a body that can't help himself. We came back too late. I want to like you, but I just stay in the position of a stranger, and I can't go any further. When I think of Xu Cheng, I will feel disappointed and sad, but I will also be happy and warm, and my heart will be full of strength. But when I think of you, I don't feel anything in my heart. ”

Qi Tong smiled and said, "Shu Wan, are you still looking forward to love at first sight?" But there are many kinds of love. There is love at first sight, and there is love for a long time. ”

"But everyone says that love at first sight is true love."

"Love at first sight, what do you love? The aftermath of a previous life? Wonderful looks? ”

"What about you? What do you like about me? ”

"I like your different stubbornness."

"My mother said I was cold by nature. Hearing her say this, I used to be very angry and sad. But now that I think about it, it is. There is nothing soft inside of me. My grandmother, my parents, I have only responsibility for them, no love. I used to hate them. But after you told me last time that my parents were not easy, I forgave them. But I still can't love them. ”

"What about Xu Cheng?" Qi Tong's voice suddenly choked, "You're like this, waiting for him for the rest of your life?" ”

Shu Wan's eyes were also blurred, and she whispered, "I don't know." ”

"If that's the case, I'd rather him get divorced," said Qi Tong, "and you like each other anyway." ”

"I don't like Xu Cheng anymore. I just liked him before, or rather, liked him before. Qi Tong, I'm so scared. I'm afraid of everything in the world. Fear of being disappointed and being let down. I'd rather die alone. ”

Qi Tong wanted to say something.

Shu Wan interrupted him and said, "I'm afraid that I will open my heart to you, and one day you will repay it with a sharp sword. I'm afraid that even if you don't want to hurt me, there are some things that you can't do. The world is too complicated, and there are too many unknowns in this world. I'd rather live a quiet life by myself as I am now. Don't be happy with things, don't be sad with yourself. ”

Qi Tong stretched out his hand and grabbed Shu Wan's shoulder. He patted it lightly and said, "I can't relate to your sadness and worry. I can't promise you anything, after all, a lifetime is so far away. But I feel sorry for you, at this moment, indeed, really. I've known you for a long time, and I've tried many attempts to get close to you over the years. I've even thrown you a ball. It hit you, but you didn't lift your head, touched the injured place and left. You wrap your heart too tightly. Just let me be your friend, okay? Yu Fei is getting married, and she will never be able to accompany you like before in the future. Let me accompany you in place of her. ”

Shu Wan shook his head and said, "You and I are people from two worlds. In your world, it's the sun, it's too dazzling, it will hurt me. I may one day find the same person who belongs to the moon. But I know it's not you. ”

"Stubborn little girl. Well, it's all up to you. I know I can't convince you," Qi Tong touched Shu Wan's head, "It's cold, let's go back." ”

A few days later, Shu Wan found out that her neighbor had changed.

Qi Tong commanded people to carry luggage and furniture.

"Hello, my new neighbor." Qi Tong greeted Shu Wan with a smile.

Shu Wan looked at him helplessly.

He laughed and said, "Don't be stressed. Everything is fate, fate. ”

The two who became new neighbors didn't meet for weeks. Shu Wan is a person with a normal schedule, while Qi Tong is a person who returns late and leaves late. The only intersection is the fruit basket that Qi Tong left at the door of Shu Wan's house from time to time, the basket has a card, and it is Qi Tong's vigorous and powerful pen words: "I can't finish eating, do me a favor, thank you." ”

Until one day, Shu Wan came home. She saw the fruit basket that Qi Tong left at the door of the house, and shook her head helplessly. He was about to enter the door when the key opened, and a woman came out.

"Shu Wan, where do you live?" The woman was surprised.

Looking at the woman who was a little similar to Qi Tong's eyebrows, Shu Wan opened her mouth and said, "Hello, Auntie! ”

She suddenly felt a little nervous, afraid that the woman would open her mouth and reproach her for seducing her son.

"This kid! Never said you live here. She warmly took Shu Wan's hand and pulled Shu Wan into Qi Tong's house.

Shu Wan's face was full of black lines, and it was difficult to refuse.

"Sit down, sit down. Qi Tong, this kid, is too busy to be at home all day. Look at this cold house, where is it like a home? You sit down first, and I'll give you hot milk. Qi Tong's mother said.

Shu Wan felt that he was vague, as if he should have seen this aunt in his own home.

When she used to be at home, every time she came home, her mother would tell Aunt Tong to bring hot milk to her room, because she loved to drink it.

"I'll be back in a minute. I'm worried that I can't finish the food I prepare, and you're just right. There are also yam fungus and sweet and sour pork ribs that you like. Qi Tong's mother said.

Shu Wan stood up.

"Huh? Aren't you comfortable? Auntie didn't mean to offend you. If it's inconvenient for you, forget it. Qi Tong's mother said timidly.

Shu Wan smiled and said, "Auntie, I'm worried about how to solve dinner, where will I feel inconvenient." I went back to my room and changed my clothes. ”

She also wears a professional suit.

"Good, good. It's me who didn't think it through. Qi Tong's mother said.

Shu Wan went home, washed up briefly, and changed into a set of casual clothes. She brought a bottle of red wine and knocked on the door of her family.

The one who opened the door was Qi Tong.

"Where's your mother?" Shu Wan entered the house and was surprised to find that there was no one else in the house except for them.

"My mother said that she was afraid that you would not feel comfortable eating with us, so she flashed. You scared my mom a lot. ”

"Then I'll go back."

"Don't. How can I finish eating such a big table of dishes alone? Qi Tong shrugged.

"You and your mother didn't play tricks on me, did you?" Shu Wanhu said suspiciously.

"How so? I didn't even tell my mom that you live across the street. Your parents don't know. I just told my mom that I didn't even know you lived on the other side of the street. ”

"You're a thief!"

"It's true. Do you think, except that you and I met on the day I moved, did we meet after that? Our schedules are different, and we can't see each other if we want to. My mom blamed me for making me regular and like a person. But you also know the current work, and you can't help it. Where is enough during the day? ”

"You're in a vicious circle."

"Yes, the living habits are not good, and someone needs to correct them."

"I'd better go."

"Okay, okay, I'm not talking nonsense. Let's eat. I promise not to talk nonsense. ”

During the meal, the two had a brief exchange. found that many of the two have similar views. The two made an appointment to go hiking if they had time on Saturday. Sub-health plagues modern office people. If you don't exercise normally, the whole person is about to be wasted.

"Hey, we can also make an appointment to work out together. Listen to Yu Fei, you also have a treadmill at home? Qi Tong said.

"Excuse me, it's too ambiguous."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid my future husband will misunderstand."

"Well, you win."