Looking at the two people kissing on the stage, Cheng Xu silently lit a cigarette, and the ashtray in front of him had half a jar of cigarette butts, most of which came from him alone. Although he learned to smoke since his freshman year, his addiction to smoking has never been very big, at least not so much. Many times, the cigarettes in my hands are not because of a big addiction, but because I have too many things on my mind.

Cheng Xu looked at the stage in a daze, her smile was so dazzling! He knew that Ye Wei'an was very happy at the moment, Jing Wenyan would be her beloved, and he wished her from the bottom of his heart to get what she wanted, and to be able to "have a lover and eventually become a family" with the person he loved. But behind this blessing, there is a bitterness hidden after all. In the end, the person who was with her was not him after all.

After today, the love of his life is someone else's wife, even if he smiles lightly on his face, it is impossible for him to be truly undisturbed in his heart. They were childhood sweethearts, grew up together, and those prosperous times were always engraved in their memories, becoming a hazy halo, like lotus leaves in the early morning after the rain, with cool and fragrant water vapor, soaked silently in an instant.

When Cheng Xu wanted to take out a cigarette from the pocket of his shirt again, a hand intercepted his hand, he raised his head, and met the man's gaze, it was Chu Yi. Of course it was her, because there were only two of them at the table. "You went in half a pack of cigarettes this morning, don't you want to die?" Chu is still this person, which always makes people feel a little awkward, obviously the words of concern, but when they come out of her mouth, it makes people feel a little changed.

Cheng Xu glanced at the cigarette that was burning between Chu Zhen's fingers, and chuckled, "A person who is holding a cigarette is embarrassed to talk about me?" ”

Chu still paused for a moment, put the half-lit cigarette in his hand into the ashtray and extinguished it, and said lightly: "This is my first one this morning." ”

The program shook his head, "Chu Yi, have you ever heard a saying called fifty steps and laughing at one hundred steps." ”

Chu was still so sneered, but he was unexpectedly not angry, but just smiled lightly and said, "Cheng Xu, have you noticed that you seem to have eaten * today?" ”

"Is there one? I apologize for making you feel uncomfortable. Cheng Xu raised his eyes slightly and said a little apologetically.

Chu still hooked his lips and smiled, and the meaning in his smart eyes was not very clear, "What? Seeing my sister get married, can't control your little emotions? Cheng Xu, this is not like you! How chic you were when you let go, tell me that you are a knight that the princess doesn't need, and you have to let go of the princess! As a result, you still haven't put it down to this day, don't you slap your face? ”

"Chu Yi, please don't laugh at me?" The program was a little displeased, "How can you understand someone who hasn't loved you?" ”

"You don't like to listen to me, it's just that!" Chu still shrugged his shoulders, "But what you said doesn't sound very pleasant to me, who said I don't know love, who said I haven't loved?" How well do you know me? ”

"I ......" Cheng Xu didn't know what to say for a while, and then he realized that the words just now seemed to carry too much emotion, and almost didn't pass through his brain.

"Forget it, I know you're in a bad mood today, so I don't care about you." Chu still said and leaned back with his hands in fists, cocked Erlang's legs, and looked careless.

When the first course was served, the two were surprised to find that the wedding process had ended during their conversation and they had started eating!

Chu still opened the liquor on the table, poured a glass for Cheng Xu, poured another glass for himself, and said with a smile: "Come on, everyone, friends, seeing that you are in a bad mood today, I will give up my life to accompany the gentleman and drink some with you." ”

"Thank you." Cheng Xu paused for a moment and took the wine glass from Chu Yi's hand, but he didn't expect that this Chu was still unexpectedly a little empathetic sometimes.

"Tell me why you are doing this, I advised you when they were first together, since you like it, you might as well grab it! Why bother to see her wearing a wedding dress and becoming someone else's wife today, and still sad here. Chu still said and shook his head, "Do you say you're stupid?" ”

Cheng Xu shook his head, "Even if I am given a hundred chances to rewind, I will not change my decision." The only thing I love in peace of mind is Jing Wenyan, not me. With Jing Wenyan, she will be happy. ”

"Since you've already made a decision in your heart, and you never regret it here, why are you acting so sad?" Chu still chuckled, really thinking it was ridiculous.

"Sometimes reason tells us to do something sober and right, but emotion goes the other way." Cheng Xu said quietly.

Regarding Cheng Xu's remarks, Chu still looked disdainful, in her worldview, the rationality of going against her own feelings is not a sober and correct thing!

Cheng Xu shook his head, unable to agree with Chu Yi's thoughts. However, he knew that Chu was still a casual person, doing whatever he wanted. I wasn't too surprised by her remarks. But she has such a temperament, if it sounds good, it is really cute, and if it doesn't sound good, it is her own way and self-centered.

If such a character is placed on others, maybe Cheng Xu will not even bother to take care of her, but on Chu Yi, Cheng Xu inexplicably feels a little cute. Maybe it's because her personality removes these casual parts, and she is a little like Ye Wei'an.

At this meal, Cheng Xu ate a little bit, and put down his chopsticks without eating much. But Chu is still saying that although her parents were not present, they paid for it, and they didn't eat for nothing, and almost ate half of a large table by themselves. Cheng Xu smiled slightly, this foodie attribute is also very similar to Ye Wei'an.

Halfway through the meal, Jing Wenyan and Ye Wei'an both came over to toast, Cheng Xu buried all the bitterness in his heart, evoked a big smile, drank the glass of wine that Ye Wei'an poured, and said, "Wei'an, I wish you happiness." ”

Hearing Cheng Xu's blessing, Ye Wei'an's hanging heart could be regarded as letting go. A few months ago, Cheng Xu's sudden confession always lingered in her heart. She didn't want to lose Cheng Xu's friend, but she also knew that she couldn't give Cheng Xu what she wanted! Ye Wei'an thought that Cheng Xu's blessing today was telling her that he had let it go! But she didn't know that it was just what she thought.

"Thank you." Ye Wei'an held Jing Wenyan's hand and smiled at Jing Wenyan, and Cheng Xu silently turned his head away.

After the newlyweds toasted, the guests gradually dispersed! Chu was still full of food and drink, and he also planned to leave. Cheng Xu also got up and left the hotel with Chu. Out of the hotel, Chu still asked Cheng Xu casually, "Where are you going?" Look at the way! ”

Cheng Xu shook his head, "I don't know, I don't really want to go home." Still, if you can, can you stay with me a little longer? ”

"Okay, I just happen to be fine! Why don't you take care of my friend's business! Chu still smiled and motioned for Cheng Xu to go with her.

Cheng Xu was puzzled about what kind of business Chu Zhen's friend had done, and he couldn't help laughing when he saw the words in the bar, he was really Chu Zhen's friend.

Chu still seemed to be really familiar with the owner of this bar, and as soon as he entered the door, he chatted warmly with the bartender at the front desk, took two bottles of beer, and handed one bottle to Cheng Xu.

"By the way, Cheng Xu, did you see Su Wenxuan today?" As soon as Cheng Xu picked up the wine bottle, Chu still suddenly asked.

Hearing the name Su Wenxuan, Cheng Xu paused. He shook his head with a wry smile, "I didn't pay attention." "Today's Cheng Xu is extremely reluctant to mention the name Su Wenxuan, not for anything else, just because he feels guilty, and he doesn't know how to make up for it!

"I saw her, sitting at the same table with her parents. I've been watching for a long time, and she hasn't looked at you from beginning to end. Chu still said these things, and the smile on the corner of his lips was a little meaningful.

"So what?" Cheng Xu just wanted to end this topic quickly, and there was no reaction lightly.

"Nothing! I just thought that she just broke up with you and went back to City C directly, and now it's only been a few months, and she doesn't even want to look at you! Cheng Xu, how much do you think she has true feelings for you? When he said this, Chu still lowered his eyes, but the corner of his eye was observing Cheng Xu's reaction.

"Does it matter? It's all divided. Cheng Xu was unfazed and said lightly. He has been dating Su Wenxuan for more than two years, and he knows very well how Su Wenxuan treats him and whether he has him in his heart. Cheng Xu didn't know why Chu still suddenly asked this question today. It's just that he has already lost Su Wenxuan, and now when he talks to others about her kindness to him, it seems to be humiliating her! He's never going to do that!

Chu still didn't speak again, silently lowered her head and poured two sips of wine, but a smile flashed under her eyes, and the smile flashed away, and then returned to her usual carelessness, making people wonder if this smile ever existed.

After a bottle of beer, Cheng Xu felt dizzy, as if he was drunk. In fact, his amount of alcohol is still good, otherwise when Su Wenxuan took him to borrow wine two years ago, she would not have drunk herself and spit out the truth after drinking. Today, probably because I drank two glasses of liquor at noon, and they both said that the two wines should not be mixed together, and it is easy to get drunk when mixed drinking. Cheng Xu supported his head with his hands and pressed his temples with his knuckles uncomfortably.

Chu still noticed Cheng Xu's strangeness, and said with some disdain: "No, Cheng Xu, this won't work!" Although Chu still drank the same amount as him, Chu still had been in the bar for many years, and the amount of alcohol had already been practiced, and it did not make any difference. Seeing Cheng Xu like this, she shook her head, "Forget it, don't drink it, I'll send you home!" Chu still said and settled the account, picked up Cheng Xu, and walked out of the bar.

Cheng Xu is not fat, but he is a man, tall and tall, and Chu still took a lot of effort to transport him to the door of the house, and almost tried all the keys in his pocket to successfully open the door. Chu still saw his drunken and almost unconscious appearance, he couldn't help but roll his eyes and muttered in a low voice: "If you meet someone with bad intentions, you must not be sold!" As she spoke, she helped Cheng Xu to the bed, took off his blazer for him, and prepared to leave.

Who knew that Cheng Xu grabbed her wrist and muttered, "Don't go!" Chu was still stunned, a trace of tenderness flashed in his eyes, he sat on the edge of Cheng Xu's bed, and asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”

Cheng Xu half-opened his eyes, as if he was awake, and as if in a dream, in a haze, he seemed to see Ye Wei'an sitting on the edge of the bed holding his hand, looking at him with a smile. At that time, Cheng Xu's brain was in chaos, and he only felt that Ye Wei'an belonged to him alone! He tugged hard, and "Ye Wei'an" stumbled on him, and said to him shyly: "What are you doing!" ”

Cheng Xu turned over, pressed "Ye Wei'an" under him, and leaned over to kiss her lips. The moment the lips met, Cheng Xu murmured indistinctly, "Wei'an." ”

Chu Zhen's body trembled, and a tear crossed the corner of his eye. Cheng Xu's movements didn't stop, and she didn't resist! In the past two years, there is more than one Su Wenxuan who has him in his heart? It's a pity that he always has only Ye Wei'an in his heart. Chu still thought that he could do it, he could do it, he just wanted to be by his side, and not think about Ye Wei'an's affairs! It's just that...... When your loved one holds you in his arms, he shouts another woman's name, and it hurts!