Chapter 203: Give Me Time
I didn't expect anything. He would have made such an offer out of the blue. Let her freeze in place. I couldn't speak for a long time. It was so surprising to her. It was beyond her acceptance. Even the loss and sadness have been forgotten. Only the shock remains.
At the beginning, he was indeed attacked by the enemy. also said to her cruelly that she didn't want this child. But I didn't expect it. It's been a year. He would say it to her so bluntly. We want a baby.
It's that she's too far behind. Thinking can't keep up with the pace. Or did he get too fast.
"Wan'er. Don't doubt my intentions. You know I'm serious about you. Now I am a generation of emperors. No one will be able to hurt you in front of me anymore. My wife and children are absolutely safe. I have the power to give you the best of everything. ”
Helian Zeye saw through her thoughts. Although it has to be admitted. Her suspicious gaze pierced his heart. But. When he saw Mu Xiaoya holding her stomach. He still couldn't help but envy Mo Yuqing.
Just like Yan Qingwan said. If only nothing had happened to that kid back then. He could call him "Daddy". This is an eternal wound between them. An obstacle that no one can overcome.
Seeing that she was still confused. Helian Zeye had to be patient. continued: "Wan'er. I know you think it's sudden. But I really wanted to have a baby. There is a child that belongs to us. ”
This time. The sluggish man finally came back to his senses. "Zeye. I ······"
She really didn't know what to say. After a moment's hesitation. In the end, I can only say, "Give me a little time." Let me think about it. ”
To know. Ask a woman to bear a child for a man. Then it must indicate that the woman is deeply in love with the man. Otherwise. I will never endure so much hard work for this. Bear a child for him. The child is pure and beautiful. It is the crystallization of the love of two people.
"Good. I'm not going to force you. Hopefully the day I return from the battlefield. You can give me good news. ”
Helian Zeye's regression. It was stressful for her. But he did understand her. The time given is not short. Enough for her to think through a lot of things.
"When will you go to the front." Yan Qingwan asked softly. They can't continue with the same point.
It's a bit of a heavy topic. Helian Zeye said in a low voice: "I will set off the day after tomorrow." Wan'er should remember to miss me. ”
Men like him. I have never said these touching love words. I didn't expect it to be so natural at this moment. Yan Qingwan nodded a little embarrassed. said he would miss him.
"Are you going to leave so soon?" Yan Qingwan was still a little reluctant to him after all. Although the two of them can't go back to the beginning. But he was still her dependence.
"I'll be back as soon as I can. Because I know. You're still here waiting for me. Helian Zeye promised very seriously.
His words warmed her heart. This night. The two of them hugged each other and slept together. Slept happily. Because they are about to part. Therefore, both of them behaved in harmony. I cherish the remaining three days.
Yan Qingwan found. Helian Zeye became busier and busier. There are endless government affairs to deal with every day. This time. Helian Chenxuan did not stay in Beijing. As expected, it is still Yan Xiangye who is in charge of the country.
What surprised her the most was that Yan Tianyou was also going to the battlefield. She wanted to scold him for messing around. But the determined face suddenly appeared in my memory. I still remember that day. When he became a general. He was in front of her. Had taken an oath loudly. He wants to be a man who does great things.
As a man. Be ambitious. And he wants to be an eagle soaring through the sky. And she can't be a loving mother and a loving mother with many defeated children. So I had to let go of the pain. Watch him go out and work hard. Yan Tianyou wants to make a contribution. And this war is an opportunity. It can let him achieve his ambitions.
Looking at my brother's eyes with determination. There was no way she could say anything to stop her. I could only instruct: "No matter what." My sister is the only brother like you. When you are in danger. Remember that saving your life is the most important thing. ”
Hear her words. Helian Zeye was a little jealous of his brother-in-law. I really got all her care.
This night. Helian Chenxuan came into the palace to say goodbye to her. But he went to the queen mother's palace first. Ever since their father, the Emperor Immortal, gone. So she left the house. Inside a palace in the backyard of the Royal Palace. Initiating practice. Eat fasting and chant Buddha.
This time. Go far away. And the danger is great. He's still going to say goodbye to her. When he came out of his mother's palace. It was already dark. Helian Chenxuan hesitated. I still went to see Yan Qingwan.
If he goes. Something went wrong. It's the last time I've seen her.
If only Yan Qingwan knew what he really thought in his heart. will definitely drench the dog he scolded with blood. That's what she hates the most. But. And so it is. This is a possibility that must be faced.
This meal. They don't eat very well. In the face of life and death. The parting was especially sad. Yan Qingwan looked at him. Several times I wanted to say and stopped. In the end, it can only turn into a sigh.
"Qingwan. I'm glad I met you. ”
That was the last thing he said to her. But it made her feel the urge to cry. She choked up and said, "Helian Chenxuan." You are my best friend. You must come back alive. Otherwise, I will never forgive you for the rest of my life. ”
Listen to the cruel words she let out. It's really her style. Helian Chenxuan suddenly laughed. Yan Qingwan indulged in his smile. It had been too long since she had seen him smile from the bottom of his heart. He has always been a beautiful man. Smile like that. It really makes the flowers bloom.
Helian Chenxuan and Yan Tianyou led a large army to the front line to support. The whole capital became quiet. Yan Qingwan felt that her heart was very cold. There is an indescribable loneliness in my heart.
When Helian Zeye also walked out of the palace gate. Her heart was completely cold. The vast palace became deserted. She had the feeling of being in an ice cave. There was no warmth in my heart.
But. thought of the existence of Mu Xiaoya in the palace. She had to pull herself together. Face her with a smile. At the moment, she is a pregnant woman. Need her care. She couldn't let her soak up the cold atmosphere.
Every day. She will always carry wishful thinking. Tell her a lot of interesting stories. And then. After returning to the palace. began to study pharmacology. She knows. The only thing she could do. It is to master the skills of medicine. Because I don't know when this will come in handy.
Mu Xiaoya was stronger than she thought. But her heart became heavier and heavier. She always felt that her heart was hidden too deeply. She didn't know how to undo her. It's so frustrating. It's been a long time. No matter to the child. Or to yourself. It's all bad.