I shivered and a bad thought flashed through my mind, could it be that something happened to my family?

"Ruoxian, something happened to your parents!" Auntie opened her mouth with difficulty.

I was stunned, I felt a lightning bolt in my head, I really didn't expect it to be my parents, originally I thought of the person who was too old grandma, or grandpa who was not in good health!

My aunt told me intermittently what happened, my parents were on the way back to my hometown to visit my grandfather, because the road conditions were not good, and it had rained heavily for several days, so the bus overturned, and a car of dozens of people only survived less than ten people!

I can't believe that my aunt must be lying to me, by the way, April Fool's Day is coming, how can she make such a joke!

"Auntie, did you lie to me?" I didn't want myself to cry, so I asked in a low voice with the pain in my heart.

"Ruoxian, I'm sorry, I don't want this to happen, don't be too sad, at least you still have us, we will take good care of you!" My aunt wanted to take me into her arms.

But I struggled to stand up, took out my mobile phone and called my parents desperately, one turned off and the other went unanswered.

"They must have forgotten to get their phone, I called my mom last night!" I kept dialing back, but the tears couldn't stop flowing.

"Ruoxian, don't do this." My aunt cried and snatched my phone from my hand.

"My mother said last night that she would accompany me for the college entrance examination, and she would come over after she was busy with her work!" I looked at my aunt stubbornly and kept calling.

"Ruoxian, she won't come, she's gone." The aunt continued to cry.

I still can't believe it, oh! I know, it must be my dream! Damn dreams!

That's right! These nightmares are always so real, I have to wake up quickly, I can't be defeated by nightmares!

I slapped myself a few times, and there was a hot pain on my face, why didn't I wake up? Yan Ruoxian, why did you sleep so deeply!

"Ruoxian, what are you doing?" My aunt was frightened and came over and hugged me tightly.

"Auntie, this is a dream, you let go of me!" I tried hard to break free.

"Ruoxian, are you crazy? It's not a dream! "Auntie's face is pale.

"It's a dream! I'll prove it to you! I said loudly, wiping tears from my face and rushing to the kitchen.

At a glance, I saw the fruit knife on the table, and since the slap can't wake up, it's better to use the knife!

My aunt seemed to see through my thoughts, took the fruit knife in her hand before me, looked at me in horror and said, "Ruoxian, don't do anything stupid!" ”

"Auntie, believe me, all this is really just a dream!" I yelled.

"I know you're sad, but it's true, we can only accept it!" My aunt was also in pain.

I looked blankly at my surroundings, it didn't matter if I didn't have a knife, there were other ways, for example, I looked at the white wall and hit it headlong without hesitation.

When I opened my eyes again, I was lying in the hospital with gauze wrapped around my head and a faint pain.

The football king and the talented girl sat next to me, their eyes were red, I looked around and touched my head, as if I understood something.

"Beauty, are you okay?" The talented girl asked in a low voice.

"Where's my mom and dad?" I still don't give up asking.

"Beauty," the ball king looked at me sympathetically, "let's mourn and change." ”

"What a sorrow! It's just a dream! "I had tears in my eyes, but I didn't want to cry.

"Beauty, my uncle and aunt have passed away." The talented woman held my hand tightly, and she was worried that I would do something stupid again.

I didn't speak, my other hand grabbed the quilt hard, clenched my teeth, no! They won't leave me alone!

"Beauty, you have to be strong, it will be fine!" The king comforted me.

"You guys go out, I want to be alone for a while." I drove them away.

After hearing the sound of them going out and closing the door, I couldn't control it anymore and hid under the covers and cried.

I didn't have time to give them the best life, I thought there was still a lot of time, but I lost the opportunity to be with them forever!

I'm full of hatred for myself, I really didn't understand my parents well before, and I rarely called them, and even sometimes I would talk back, feeling bored, now it's okay, no one is nagging in your ear anymore, Yan Ruoxian, are you satisfied?

Why my parents, aren't there survivors in the car? Why didn't they survive?

Left me without warning, how can I live in the future? I don't want to be an orphan yet, I love the feeling of having my parents around!

No! I still can't believe it's all true!

I lifted the quilt, jumped out of bed, and then ran to the outside of the ward with a heavy head, looked at the ball king and talented girl who were in tears like me and asked, "Where is my aunt?" ”

"Auntie went back first, there are a lot of things to deal with, and your grandparents are also hospitalized because they can't stand the stimulation." The talented girl whispered.

"I'm going back!" I only have one thought now, and I don't believe unless I see the bodies of my parents!

"Beauty, don't be impulsive, the doctor said you still need to be observed in the hospital for a day!" The king of the ball grabbed me.

"I don't care! I want to go home! I want to go home! "I burst into tears, and no one could stop me from coming home!

At this time, Wen Ling suddenly appeared in front of me, and he took my other hand up and said, "I'll go back with you." ”

"I don't need you to accompany me! I'll be with her! "The king doesn't want to let go.

"You still need to take classes, and the college entrance examination is coming soon, and I don't care!" What Wen Ling said is not unreasonable.

The king of the ball was still not convinced, I looked at him and said, "Wen Ling is good to accompany me, you and the talented girl can go back to school, thank you." ”

"Beauty!" The talented girl glanced at Wen Ling, and didn't seem to be at ease.

Wen Ling took my body into his arm and said very seriously: "I am a person from her all the way, and you are different from us. ”

"What's the difference?" The king of the ball argues.

"That's it, our beauty and you are not all the way, and besides, don't you have a girlfriend? Why are you still here to be a hero? The talented woman retorted.

That's when I remembered the matter of Wen Ling and Hongteng, yes, I shouldn't have let him accompany me, it would cause him unnecessary trouble.

"I'm just alone, no one needs to accompany me!" After I finished speaking, I shook off Wen Ling's hand and walked outside the hospital.

But after I got out of the hospital, I began to be at a loss, my mind was thinking about going home, but suddenly I found that there was no longer my father at home, my mother, is it still home?

I'll never see them again, the so-called home, it's just me!

Tears blurred my eyes again, and my hands began to tremble until I felt a burst of warmth and someone took my hand.

I looked up and saw Wen Ling, his eyes were very determined, and he whispered to me, "Let's go to the station now." ”

I followed him numbly, my heart suddenly calmed down, my mind was still blank, but at least Wen Ling reassured me.

We didn't speak all the way, I looked out the window at the ever-changing scenery, how familiar, how many times I walked this road, but never once did I look at the outside world so seriously.

My head was still a little groggy, and I eventually fell asleep on Wen Ling's shoulder until he told me to get out of the car.

Wen Ling sent me to the door of the house, and left, I went upstairs alone, opened the door, the house was very deserted, I shouted loudly: "Dad! Mom! ”

When there was no response, I kept screaming until I was tired, and then I sat on the floor, hugged my knees and cried silently.

They're not coming back!

"Ruoxian, you're back!" The door opened, and my aunt walked in with my grandmother and grandfather.

Grandma and Grandpa have lost a lot of weight, their faces are haggard, and they can't help but hug me and cry when they see me.

Grandma kept patting me on the back, saying that I was a poor child, how could I go in the future!

Grandpa also cried silently on the side, and the aunt kept persuading them, not wanting them to fall ill because of excessive sadness.

I also spoke comforting words, but my heart ached the same, and I thought that I had accepted the fact that my parents had left me, but I could not hide my sadness.

The uncle helped Grandma Tai to come up, and Grandma Tai was still chattering: "Who is dead again?" Why did they all get ahead of me? ”

I couldn't help but cry again, if it weren't for the accident, my parents would have lived so long!

Because the incident happened suddenly, the aftermath was not handled smoothly, and the aunt, uncle, and uncle all stopped what they were doing, and at this time they saw the feelings between the families.

With the warmth of my loved ones, I gradually regained my faith that even if my loving parents are gone, I still want to live well and let them know that their daughter will not let them down!

The funeral was solemn and simple, it was not a disaster for our family, and the accident also caused a lot of impact, and there were even good Samaritans who took the initiative to ask if we needed help.

After about a week at home, my aunt and I left, home is a place for my parents, and now, I am homeless.

When I went back to school, I could feel the sympathy that people had for me, but I hated the sympathetic gaze and the whispers behind it.

My parents may have left me, but they are still in my heart and will still look at me from heaven and smile at me.

I seem to have become a little more silent than before, the world is impermanent, no one knows what will happen in the next second, what I thought should be like may not be the case.

I suffered even more insomnia, often unable to sleep all night long, looking at the pictures of my parents in a daze and crying.

I even wondered if I was their nemesis, because of a daughter like me, they would die young?

My dearest and dearest, how are you in heaven?