Xia didn't expect Zi Jue to answer her, "So what", Zi Jue walked away for a moment, she was unwilling to catch up, and raising her voice was not something she could do, looking at Zi Jue's distant figure, her brows furrowed. (天天Chinese.)

Zi Jue is fundamentally different from what Chi Zifang said, and she is not a weak and controllable character at all, but Xia is not too disappointed: because if Zi Jue is really as Chi Zifang said, it means that all the pressure on Chi Mansion will be on her, even if there is a nephew who comes over to rely on her, but how much can he say that a son-in-law can do in the affairs of the inner house?

On the contrary, if Zijue is a smart person, she will become her help, and she will not be left alone to bear everything; Therefore, she realized Zi Jue's cleverness, and she did not do anything against Zi Jue. But now she realized that she didn't know Zijue at all.

What can impress Zijue? Xia Shi smiled coldly when he turned around, Wan Shi? That's impossible, she let Zijue enter the house, and she wanted to confirm with Zijue what the mother-daughter relationship was, not for the happy life of Zijue and Wan's mother.

Wan's entry into Beijing is really no good for her, and the unknowable harm is impossible to prevent; Besides, she really doesn't want to see Wan, she doesn't want to share her husband with Wan, how can she share a daughter with Wan?

This point will definitely not work, Xia raised her head and walked quickly, she believed that as long as Zi Jue would understand after a while, she would not toss anymore; It is normal for a little girl's family to care about her biological mother, and when she finds that there are too many things in the world that she cannot do, she will naturally bow her head and compromise when the time comes. will regress.

Xia's tightened the little boy with him, and it was also a hot potato in his hand: if she doesn't raise it well, it will definitely be a complaint when the time comes, but how can she swallow this breath if she wants to raise it for nothing?

If Chi Zifang had told her to take a concubine or something earlier, she would not have been that intolerant character. As long as Chi Zifang is willing to say, of course she will agree when she is pregnant twice; But Chi Zifang kept telling her that she couldn't let go of others in her heart - she really couldn't let go of others, because she could only let go of Han.

Xia's head hurt for a while. I was dizzy for a while, but she forced herself to be expressionless, she must be expressionless; Because the whole Chifu people are waiting to see her cry, waiting to see her go crazy, waiting to see her die or live, right? No, I wish she could die and die in front of the pool. In this way, the money in the second room does not have to be calculated, it is all theirs.

She tried her best to stand up her backbone, restrained her steps, did not take too big a step or walk too quickly, as usual, no more than one step and no less step towards her and Chi Zifang's courtyard; Once upon a time, that yard was almost everything in her life. But now it's just a joke for her.

What a lie did Chi Zifang tell her? Regardless of whether the child was Chi Zifang's or not, she could see that what Han said was not unreasonable: as she said to Mrs. Chi, it is impossible for no one to know about the Han family and Chi Zifang, if Chi Zifang hadn't had a period with Han, where would he be today?

For her, it is to find out that Chi Zifang is not her person, not her heart or her affection, but her father and her family! Such a discovery really hurt Xia's heart: don't have sex if you don't take a concubine. said to her every day that he would say everything for the rest of his life, for the rest of his life, all he wanted was for her to go back and say more good things about Chi Zifang to her father, but to ask her to let her father help him soar.

Even if Chi Zifang was sick and couldn't go out again, he still used himself, his father and his mother's power to earn a lot of silver.

All this is just because she is the daughter of the Ministry of Rites, and Chi Zifang is the daughter of the Ministry of Rites. As for whether this concubine is her or not, it doesn't matter what kind of personality she is, or even how she looks.

Xia's heart is like a flower blown by a cold wind, without the warmth and protection of the flower room, it splits into petals and falls to the ground with the wind; It's not a pity or a pity to fall on the ground, but it's a pity that no one cares.

She has no one to talk to.

Go home and say it to your parents? Do you worry your parents, let your siblings feel sorry or secretly happy? For many years she lived in a lie, her parents, her family lived in this lie, and now she really can't expose this lie in front of her family.

Not for Chi Zifang, not for Chi Fu, for herself, for her parents and the people who love her.

The road is chosen by oneself, and of course you have to keep going. If she could see through what kind of person Chi Zifang was at the beginning, she wouldn't be where she is today, right?

A snowflake floated down and landed on her sleeve, and when she looked at the snowflake that melted and disappeared in an instant, she suddenly remembered that when Chi Zifang ran to her and told her that he had become a free man and no longer had a wife or children, it also snowed that day.

It was a rare heavy snow in those years, and in the winter of that year, she and Chi Zifang enjoyed the snow and plum ......blossoms in the warm pavilion, but in fact, the reward was just her self-righteous love; Now think about it, when she and Chi Zifang were happy, what kind of mood were those Wan and Zijue?

Looking up at the snow falling from the sky, a thought slipped through Xia's heart: Is it just like her mood now?

No one can answer her, and she will never know, because she can't ask, and no one will answer her.

After Zi Jue returned to the room, she thought about it and wanted to know that the matter could not be delayed, so she called Bang Qing into the room, and didn't say anything, just wrapped up the silver and silver tickets and handed them to her: "These are for my mother, and these are for your parents; What you can say and what you can't say, I think you understand. ”

Bang Qing's face was a little pale, of course she knew that Zi Jue was penniless when she came, but she had money to bring back in such a short time, and she was afraid that the way she came was a little wrong; She couldn't help but think of Yun Niang yelling that she had lost the money, but just like Zijue said, she knew that there were some things that she couldn't ask.

Now that Zi Jue had already given her the silver, she had no choice but to go next; After curtsiding, she took the silver: "The slave and the maid thank the girl for the reward on behalf of the parents." "At the end of the day, she is a girl who grew up in the compound, although she can't be compared with the girl in Chifu, but she is still different from ordinary people, at this time she didn't push away Zijue's money to her parents.

If you don't accept the money at this time, it will only make Zi Jue even more uneasy; Bang Qing knew very well that Zijue didn't believe her, and she knew the reason very well, which one would she dare to believe if it was her words? But she still suffers from the girls who follow Zijue.

Zi Jue glanced at her: "Please, Bang Qing." This is the life-saving money for my mother and younger siblings - you don't know what kind of person Wen Si is, if he can't get the money, it will be light to beat my mother half to death, and it is very likely that he will sell my sister. ”

She gritted her teeth: "Don't you wonder why I came back with the people from Chi Mansion?" Coming back and refusing to listen to them? Because I had to come, I couldn't help but come, and if I stayed, I would be sold to the Qinglou by Wen Si. I don't need your sympathy, I don't need your pity, don't look at me with that kind of look. ”

Zijue pulled Bang Qing up and asked her to sit down with her: "I've seen too many of those looks since I was a child, but what can I do?" It can't withstand hunger, nor cold, nor can it resist the whip of the next four. I'm telling you just to let you know that if the money doesn't come into my mother's hands because of you or your parents—I'm betraying me, and you've said you're my girl. ”

"I'm going to kill someone." She stared into Bang Qing's eyes: "I can't trust anyone here and now, and I can't trust anyone, the only thing I can do is to let you know that I'm not talking about fun, I really can do it." I swear that whoever protects you will kill you even if it costs me my life. ”

She smiled bitterly: "Because, at that time, my mother and younger siblings were already dead, and I had no meaning in living, and it was fun to kill people and take revenge, right." ”

Wan Qing's face was a little pale, her lips moved a few times, and she didn't know what to say, and finally just knelt on the ground: "Don't worry, girl." She really didn't know that Miss Chi used to live like that, so there was the girl in front of her.

She understood Zijue a little more, and even more understood the reason why she refused to bow her head in Chi Mansion.

Coming out of Zijue's room, Bang Qing's face was still a little pale, but she had already hidden the small bag with silver and silver tickets in her sleeves, and she didn't dare to let people see it; But she didn't expect to see Mo Chou as soon as she came out, and her heart jumped slightly when she thought of the conversation between Zi Jue and Mo Chou.

In the past, she didn't treat Mo Chou as an outsider, and Zi Jue never told her to do anything at that time, but today is different; Because Zi Jue couldn't let people know what Zi Jue told her, what suddenly appeared in her heart when she saw Mo Chou: What is Sister Mo Chou doing here.

Mo Chou looked at her and smiled slightly: "I'm waiting for you to get the girl's food - the girl has nothing to do with you, look at your white face is scary." ”

Bang Qing shook her head again and again: "It's okay, it's okay; I went to the room to change into a gown, and it felt a little cold to add a piece of clothing. After speaking, he walked to his room, and Mo Chou was relieved that he didn't follow.

After putting away her things, she changed into a dress and came out, and it was much more natural to Mo Chou: "Let my sister wait for a long time." ”

Mo Chou didn't say anything and took the lead, and she didn't speak lightly until she walked for a long time, but her eyes were looking ahead, and the voice was not loud that only she and Bang Qing could hear, as if she was talking to herself: "The house is not as simple as you think, of course it is good that things are not discovered, if you are discovered, you still want to think about how to deal with it." ”

"It's not a rhetoric that can cope with the past, you are different from me; When the time comes, what you need to face is a choice. ”