Chapter 288: Rose Fragrance (II)

Why?

Because Shui Qing is a very affectionate person, but this love does not include love. 【Latest chapter reading. 】

Yun Tianlan once thought she was too young, or a love idiot. Later, I learned that she had a deep secret, but I couldn't ask for anything. Now, she was uncomfortable because Jian Cangwu proposed to break up, so that he finally discovered that she didn't care about love, but didn't want to face it.

She may not know how to fall in love, but she has the mood to like Jian Cangwu. That kind of like, regardless of men and women, is higher than friendship and tends to family affection. She cherishes everyone around her, because she doesn't distinguish between them, but invisibly brings harm. Especially for Jian Cangwu, he asks for more than just liking.

"If you don't agree to a marriage proposal, you can not break up." Yun Tianlan couldn't understand Jian Cangwu's choice to break up, "If that's the case, there is no such thing as "the more you propose a few times, the more the woman looks precious". In England, more than 100 years ago, the average gentleman's marriage proposal was mentally prepared for the first rejection. ”

"Because Jian Cangwu has seen me too thoroughly, better than myself." Marriage proposal is only the final step of confirmation. "Otherwise, who would propose three months after dating, and say that they would break up if they didn't agree? Even if he is going to the UK, as long as he does not break up, the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend will always be maintained. But he didn't want to run away, and he didn't want me to run away. That's why I decided.

"But I think his decision was too impulsive." Yun Tianlan is noncommittal.

"Yun Tianlan, I'll be honest with you. If we continue to date, there will be no accidents, and I will marry him. However, I can't give love. I will respect him, love him, plain, little sweet, like water is slow, and try to live with him. But, the soul is my own, and my life is my own, and I will not give it to him. I don't know, it's the right thing to do. I used to think that loving someone is a soul and a life is compatible. But I'm really afraid of being hurt. I'm afraid that my feelings will be too much and I won't be able to bear it when I lose it. I'm just a selfish woman. I want to be loved, but I am afraid of love. I, in this life, should give up love, grow old alone, be cheeky, mingle among old friends and relatives who are married, and live with them. "Enough wishes.

Yun Tianlan originally felt very sorry for her, but when she heard the last sentence, she felt that it was not like words, and she was funny, "Don't rely on me, I'm afraid that when the time comes, I will make a family change, and you will be involved and become an old bachelor." ”

Shui Qing flew over and rolled her eyes, and her sadness faded a lot, "I don't want to think about it, do you have any responsibility when things come to this point?" If I hadn't been fooled, I would have been so grinding alone, maybe I would still be dragging on and refusing to date, and I wouldn't have broken up or not, and I wouldn't have proposed marriage. I'm afraid that my old sister will rely on you, and your wife will make a family change? It's okay, an old man, an old lady, brother and sister stay to the end of their lives, and they can be regarded as good companions to each other. ”

Started to talk nonsense.

Yun Tianlan rubbed his arms, thinking about the picture of the old horse and the toothless old man and the old lady, she was a little cold, and stood up, "You can say such words that make people vomit, your mood is recovering, and you don't need me to be a hollow tree anymore." Tomorrow morning, since you're okay, I'll go back and pack my things. ”

The truth is, it's almost all about the time to say it. In fact, she knew best in her heart that she was just looking for someone to listen to her scold herself. In love, her cowardice, she understands better than anyone else. And her fear of emotional failure is far heavier than his. He was pulled out by her, but she still didn't take his outstretched hand.

"I'm going to go again." She didn't move, she had to meditate on the sofa, "The old rule, you can't send it." You have a safe journey. ”

"I didn't expect you to send me." Yun Tianlan has become accustomed to coming and going and flying alone. The family won't send it, and Han Shuiqing won't send it either. But so what? Is there no emotion?

"When will you return home?" Asking this sentence, Shui Qing was stunned.

Yun Tianlan stared from top to bottom, "It's rare, you actually asked me when I would return." ”

The date of return, the date of return.

Yun Tianlan said this, Shui Qing didn't feel inappropriate, and she herself wondered why she asked him. He used to leave when he wanted to go, and he came when he wanted to, and she never asked much.

Maybe even she didn't realize that breaking up with Jian Cangwu made her have some kind of strong dependence. And Yun Tianlan, she has always relied on the most.

"I don't know. I had to deal with some things, and when I was done, I came back. Yun Tianlan turned around and stepped on the next step, "Don't stay upstairs for too long, for fear that others won't know that you have fallen out of love." With so many lights and candles, you are not afraid to burn the house. And that book, Dream of Crazy Bones, sounds very weird and doesn't fit your current mood. Aren't you a bird watcher? It's better to be close to nature, and if you look at the sky and the clouds, your mind will be open-minded. It's not your fault that you like Jian Cangwu, but you can't fall in love with him. A breakup will be a fresh start for you. Who's to say that you or he won't be able to find the real partner? Don't overthink it. Maybe his future love is waiting ahead, prettier and smarter than you, and he still loves each other with all his heart. If you really reluctantly marry him, it will cause tragedy. If you feel that the breakup is wrong, it is not uncomfortable in your heart, but regret it, and it is too late to chase him back immediately. In short, don't get listless and let yourself pass out with the scent of roses. ”

However, Yun Tianlan knew that Shui Qing would not chase Jian Cangwu back. It's not that he curses maliciously, it's that she doesn't love, at least not now. No one can force this kind of thing. At this point in time, Jian Cangwu is in love, but Shui Qing is not in love, which is destined to be missed. As for the future, no one knows. And for the love of two people to begin, both parties must be synchronized together.

He didn't gloat because of the sudden separation of Jian Cangwu and Shui Qing. His love still has to wait, wait for a time that is synchronized with her, to avoid passing by. And this time, he has a clear goal and will not hesitate any longer. Jian Cangwu's failure did not make him timid. With Shuiqing, it has to be a tug-of-war, the one who persists to the end, smiles.

Yun Tianlan is gone.

Shui Qing listened to the sound of his footsteps coming downstairs, unlike the silence when he came upstairs. Knock knock, stretching downward, but inexplicably reassuring her heart.

After talking to him, it was much better, and I was depressed. When she came up, she felt that the attic was too dark and cold, so she found all the light sources and seemed to be comfortable. However, before seeing Yun Tianlan, she was not comforted by the light to a star. Music, I don't know when, poignant. Books, I don't know when, cold. Here she examines her past and present lives, and then she is deeply disgusted with herself.

Yun Tianlan didn't deliberately say anything comforting, but just chatting casually, she could feel a little better.

Since her rebirth, she has been very self-deceptive in her pursuit of the opposite sex.

thinks that the other party is boring, and it is because of his own nervousness. This is one of them.

The other party's intentions were obvious, so she strangled them in the cradle and was unwilling to touch. This is the second one.

Like Jian Cangwu, if he can't refuse, he is slow and slow, and he has always refused to give his sincerity. Thirdly.

In her previous life, she thought that she loved Bai Zixi to the core, but she shaved her head and was hot. Although he died bravely, he received the news that Bai Zixi was going to get married before he died, so he felt a little sad more than his heart died, regretting this love and letting his short life be in vain.

In this life, the root of the disease falls. It's better, but it's the sequelae. It's hard to hear, it's something wrong with the mentality. She didn't understand, Jian Cangwu was such a person who had nothing to find fault with from her appearance to her interior, from her own conditions to her family conditions, how could she not even burst out with a spark. As long as there is half of the passion for Bai Zixi at the beginning, maybe Jian Cangwu will think she is too annoying and sticky, and she can't bear it.

Suddenly, Shui Qing found a problem from Yun Tianlan's assumption. He said that if she wanted to chase Jian Cangwu back, it would be too late. But she didn't want to chase it back, so she didn't have any thoughts. just felt uncomfortable, and Jian Cangwu said that she didn't even have to be friends before they got married, which made her even more sad. She doesn't mind being a friend again, and even thinks it's better to be a friend than a boyfriend and girlfriend. This kind of mentality is not exactly an escape, is it? It's not exactly the after-effects

She, for him, is still too indifferent.

Life can be bland, but love can't be bland. She always thinks that plain is true. It's a home life, but it's not a lover's heart. After all, it is to stir up a giant * in the heart. After all, you have to be willing to make her sacrifice for it in order to be called love.

For Bai Zixi, what is wrong is her blindness, her persistence, her stupidity, and her wishful thinking. However, the kind of sweet and bitter, happy and sometimes crying, occupying the eyes and hearts, is love, but it can be affirmed.

If love is such a fierce existence, she doesn't have that strong feeling for Jian Cangwu. He's a lovely companion, he's a reliable friend, he can be a lot of characters she likes, but he's not the soul in her previous life that shocked her life.

It turned out that from beginning to end, she misunderstood love.

Her love doesn't exist, but it hasn't come yet. It's just that now in the case of another unsuccessful relationship, will love come?

It seems that it is difficult to say

After Shui Qing broke up, she seriously thought about love for the first time. It's time to say that there has been progress.

The pages of the book have finally been turned.

A new page, a new story.

It can't get worse.

Soon after, Jian Cangwu and his parents went to the United Kingdom, and No. 8 was completely vacant.

After not seeing anyone for a few weeks, his parents and old neighbors and friends were a little worried, and Shui Qing officially released the news of the breakup of the two. Although she was surprised, she hid it well, and accordingly she no longer put Jian Cangwu's name in front of her.

Mother Ye, who has always been a daughter of Shuiqing, can say the most bluntly: "In these years, it is convenient to fall in love." If you agree, you will come, and if you don't, you will go. If you want to die or live, you have to hang yourself from a tree, it's really stupid and funny. For our family, one Bauhinia marrying into the UK is enough. Qingqing, feathers, and my boy, you can look for them in the garden. The entire urban area, with good conditions, has moved into Nanyu. I don't believe I can't find a good one. ”

The crowd listened to Qi Le.

At that time, it was a hundred family banquet at the beginning of July and August, and it was in the backyard of Shui Qing's house, barbecue.

When it's hot, the food is hot, and people's hearts and intestines are hotter.

Entering August, Shui Qing has already been quite murderous in the shopping mall, and is rumbling to get Aishifang listed.

The day was so busy that I went home exhausted and passed by the eighth.

The lights are on.