Chapter 703: Venting for My Mother (2)
"Many, many years ago, when did it start?" Kou Xi felt a chill in her heart, and all she could think of in her mind was Kou Xingyu. Could it be that she hated herself because she was against them being together? But she knew very well at the beginning that Kou Xingyu himself didn't want to see her.
"That year, there was a very nice boy who liked me. You don't remember, do you?" Huo Xinyu laughed at himself: "People like you are always so smooth sailing, and there are always so many people who like you." Of course you can't understand how I was feeling, hehe, of course you don't know. Huo Xinyu raised his head, his eyes flashed with tears, and he forced a smile: "I never thought that people like me would be liked, and they are also my crush." ”
Huo Xinyu glared at Kou Xi, tears rolling in his eyes and choked up: "Can you understand that feeling? I was so melancholy, so sentimental, I was a bird trapped in a cage, can you understand what he means to me?"
"He used to be the most important light in my life, I was happy just by looking at him every day, and you know how sad I felt when I didn't go to school. Because I can't see him! He's my oxygen, how can I breathe without him!"
Kou Xi was stunned by Huo Xinyu's sudden youth confession, which, the brainless mood of this adolescent girl's sad spring and autumn made Kou Xi's self-blame completely disappear just now.
"Pursuing you, who, who?" Kou Xi couldn't imagine when there would be such a person.
"Luxon, I trusted you so much that I kept a thick diary of my story with him. Huo Xinyu angrily vented his emotions at Kou Xi: "I knew it, I knew that you would definitely not remember." People like you simply care about me falsely. ”
"I wanted to be with him at that time, and I wanted to agree to his pursuit. If I had been brave, if I had not been so sophisticated, if we had broken through the barriers of our parents, I would have been different now. If he hadn't been hurt by me, he wouldn't have chosen Li Xiaona together, and he wouldn't have gone out to work. will go to college like me, our childhood sweethearts, from first love to family, will definitely be a good story in Hongqi Town. Huo Xinyu raised his finger and pointed at Kou Xi: "It's all you, it's you who bewitched me, saying that you should focus on taking the exam, and if you want to be together, you have to work hard to get into a school." ”
Kou Xi remembered this past, and she couldn't help but be happy: "Just for this matter? That child was later pried by Li Xiaona, and it didn't take a few days." Why do you still blame me about this? That boy was also an uncertain person. said that he liked you here, and asked Li Xiaona to the side of the bridge. He's just casting his net wide to see which of you fish can take the bait. Spare tire, you still want to understand it after so many years. ”
It's just inexplicable: "It's been a long time, where is the source? No, how old were you at that time? Even if you two are together, you are destined to break up." What can you do if you don't go to school? That kid was poor in the family, and he didn't have the idea of going to school. He hit it off with Li Xiaona, and after getting along, they went out to work together. Besides, you weren't the one who was beaten by me, your mother did it. And it's so stormy that you're too ashamed to go to school. Without me to help you intercede, without me helping you find a teacher to make up for the lesson, you wouldn't have a chance to go to school. ”
"Oops, I'll go!" is speechless, and Kou Xi has no choice but to use "Oops, I'll go" to express his feelings of being loveless at this time.
"......" Huo Xinyu was speechless, and after being silent for a long time, she said again: "Yes, from the overall situation, you are this time, you can be regarded as helping me." But what about the back, when did you not stand on me and eat human blood steamed buns later? ”
Kou Xi looked at Huo Xinyu with a confused expression: "Human blood steamed buns, when did I not help you clean up the mess, why did you eat human blood steamed buns?"
"You are my sister-in-law, what you say is better than what you sing. But if you had helped me at the beginning, Kou Xingyu's children and I would be about to enter elementary school now. Huo Xinyu gritted his teeth and looked at Kou Xi with his eyes: "I know, you saw my brother die at that time." You have no backer, no one to help you in the provincial city, no one to take care of it. You just want Kou Xingyu to climb the high branches and find a capable old man to pave the way for you. Otherwise, you would be so good to that woman? I've heard that woman is very hypocritical, and she dislikes that the second aunt is a rural person, and there are a lot of things to do in the confinement. ”
Kou Xi smiled, rolled his eyes and was speechless: "Even if I want to use Kou Xingyu, then he has to cooperate with himself." Kou Xingyu has never taken a fancy to you, don't you have a point in your heart. Your so-called dedication is a disaster and trouble for him, and your entanglement makes him very troubled and feels ashamed. ”
"Even if I help, will he fall in love with you just because I'm his sister? He and Vivi have the same language, the same hobbies, and the same values. Because of love, they will come together, not because they are the daughter of the dean, or they are from the city. Don't think of yourself as you think of others, but what you think in your eyes and in your heart, others are like you. Kou Xi sneered: "It's a shame that I didn't like the two of you back then, if you really get married together, it depends on your current state, then it's called a disaster to my brother." ”
I only knew about white-eyed wolves before, but I didn't think about how justified white-eyed wolves were. Huo Xinyu's complaints later, Kou Xi didn't bother to listen to them. Anyway, everything that didn't go as she wanted was someone else's fault.
Seeing Kou Xi stand up, he looked like he didn't want to talk more. Huo Xinyu leaned on the window and shouted loudly: "Don't go, don't go." I'm going to finish, you let me finish, you listen to me!" she kept smashing the glass, screaming hysterically.
Kou Xi looked at Huo Xinyu deeply, and sat back on the chair: "You say, I'll listen." This is probably the last conversation we will have in this life, so let's complain as much as we want. Anyway, in your mouth, I have bad intentions for everything you do. Hmph, I really regret why I pulled you out of the ghost gate in the first place. ”
"You saved my life, but why didn't you save my heart. You left me in Guangzhou and left me alone, you can obviously use your identity to find me a rich man. How much money did you spend for Wang Yazhi, how much effort did you spend on raising cattle, and how much did you spend on me. Why do you say that you are good to me? You pulled me out of the well, but why don't you help me anymore? ”
Huo Xinyu cried hysterically: "My mother is not good, but she really wants me to marry a good family." What's wrong with that! If you hadn't been nosy, I'd be doing just fine now. ”
She slammed her fist at the glass like she was insane. The prison guard couldn't stand it, so he walked over and grabbed her by the arm and lifted her out.
Huo Xinyu shouted frantically at Kou Xi: "My family is ruined, I have nothing!"
"Why are you so happy! Why are you? I just want to make your life miserable, I just want to see you cry once!"
"It's all the same people, why are you better off than we are!"
"Oh my God...... Unfair ......"