346. The knot in the heart is difficult to solve
Mu Ze frowned and ordered the guards to go to Zuofu to find the body of the Immortal Dao. Liang Han's gaze swept over the left-leaning city, but when he raised his eyes, he looked at Shang Ran Qing's gaze, and his heart paused, this is the first time that the soul has looked at himself after returning to its place, is it because he remembered their entanglement in his previous life?
Suddenly, I heard her ask: "Big brother, what about Chen Qing's body?" His thinking jumped too fast, he didn't react for a while, and was stunned for a moment before replying: "I have ordered someone to put it in a coffin and prepare for a thick burial tomorrow." "In any case, Chen Qing's body also belongs to Brother Ran, so he naturally won't throw it away.
"No," she shook her head, "when the immortal body is recovered, let's burn it together and leave the ashes." ”
Mu Ze and Qin Tiance were both shocked, in their opinion, the burning of fire is an extremely tragic thing, and the human body should be buried in the earth, why bother to burn it all? Both of them suddenly remembered the matter of the karmic fire above the Nine Heavens, could it be that they were hinting at something?
Inexplicably, they were a little weak-hearted, after all, the two of them were rescued by her in that life, but they both deceived her. Now that she remembers the past, will she have a grudge against them? Especially now that Mo Chen's later generations, Nanyue Chen, have been destroyed again, will she put all this account on their heads?
After the matter was suspended, Dye Qing returned to his previous silent state, his eyes drooping and not looking at anyone. In fact, she really doesn't know how to face them, when she remembers everything, her most heartache is that Ah Li uses the Yuan Shen to gather her lonely soul, they are connected to life and death, she gives birth to him and he lives, and she dies and he dies. In order to prevent Ah Li from finally being destroyed, she vowed to resolve Nan Yuechen and Mu Ze's obsession with her.
But who would know that she didn't do anything, Nan Yuechen did not hesitate to sacrifice her Yuan Shen to help her condense the lotus heart into her body, so that she would not have to suffer the catastrophe of her soul scattering. She became at a loss, just as Nan Yuechen asked, what is obsession? Is obsession a thought in the heart, is it hatred or love? If hatred is obsession, does letting go of hatred for the sake of love means letting go of attachment? On the other hand, if love is an obsession, should it be replaced by hate? It's messy, everything is messed up, she can't figure out where this obsession started and how to let it go.
Because she didn't know what the consequences of condensing the lotus heart would be caused by the destruction of Nanyue Chen's soul in the end, so she thought that the so-called obsession of difficulty in this life would be difficult, Taibai said very clearly when she left, she must dissolve the other two obsessions, otherwise she would not be able to escape the fate of her soul scattered. If she dies alone, it will be considered to repay the debt owed to Mochen in her past and present lives, but her life is connected to Ah Li's soul, how can she bear such a result?
In this life, she was miserable for half of her life, even transferred her soul twice, experienced three death tribulations, and suffered the pain of the destruction of all her internal organs, and finally resolved Ah Li's demonic heart to conquer the world, but in the end it was still a failure.
What about the return of the lotus heart? She didn't feel the pain anymore, just a numbness. It is numb to be sad about the death of Nanyue Chen, it is numb to despair because it can't escape this fate, and it is numb to the fact that Ah Li will eventually be as devastated as Mo Chen. Her heart is numb, what emotions can she have, and what kind of attitude should she take to face them?
And the eldest brother Mu Ze's affection for her is obsession, in his previous life, he blocked the palm for her and died through the heart, in this life he repeatedly saved himself but suffered from divorce, how to turn this obsession into a distraction? Do you want her eldest brother to hate her?
You can't do anything, so it's better not to do it.
After returning to the palace, Gu Hua was still waiting in the palace, and when he saw them coming in, he hurriedly stepped forward and said respectfully: "Your Majesty, the medicine has been decocted, and you need to take it immediately, otherwise the effect of the snow lotus will lose its original flavor." ”
After getting the look, he immediately turned around and took the medicine bowl and handed it over. Qin Tiance took the medicine bowl, and a fragrance of snow lotus came to his nose,
The heat was still bubbling, and the edge of the bowl was warm, so it shouldn't be too hot, so he leaned to her lips and said softly: "Dye green, drink the medicine." I thought she needed more persuasion, but she didn't think that this time she took the initiative to drink all the medicinal juice slowly by the bowl.
Send Gu Hua to sleep in the side hall, which can prevent emergencies from happening. In the end, when the soul of the dyed blue returns, I am afraid that other heretics will emerge, and it never hurts to be prepared. When he was about to fall asleep, he put her in the bed, but saw her turn her back to him, and Ren was stuck to the innermost. There was a bitterness in her mouth, and in the end she only sighed, took off her coat and lay down on her side, her hands naturally wrapped around her waist from behind, but she could clearly feel her trembling.
Was she resisting his approach? Angry in vain, his hand was firmly clamped, and his body was also close to her back, he did not allow her to resist silently, they have gone through all difficulties to get to today, finally her lonely soul is immortal, and even he is willing to accompany her into reincarnation, and must not let a Nanyue dust become an obstacle for them.
What Qin Tiance didn't know was that if he could communicate with her well at this time, and tell her about the condensation of the lonely soul, and Dye Qing could let go of his heart and reveal his desperate state of mind, the two would not go further and further.
But the last calamity is the heart tribulation deliberately set by the Heavenly Monarch, in order to test the relationship between the two, only by crossing the calamity with love, can they truly stay together.
After a few days of sleeplessness, even when Qin Tiance also felt tired, when he heard the uniform breath in front of him, he finally closed his eyes and fell asleep with peace of mind. But I didn't know that the person with his back to him, his eyes were always down, and after feeling the pressure on his waist gradually relax, he knew that he had fallen asleep, so he slowly opened his eyes and stared straight at the bed in front of him.
She wanted to go back and see him, but she was afraid that she would wake him up if she moved. In fact, his appearance is also engraved in her mind without looking at it, his delicate facial features are exactly the same as Zili in his previous life, even if he has a lot of vicissitudes now, and even his hair is gray, it does not damage his bearing. No wonder he likes to wear purple clothes, in fact, even if he is reincarnated, some things in his bones have not changed. Just like his original demonic heart is not extinguished, he still has the heart to conquer the world at all costs, maybe this is his nature, if it weren't for her several disasters later, and even death, how would his favorite country be willing to give it up.
I couldn't sleep, and as soon as I closed my eyes, the last scene on the ice crystal mountain lingered, and I gently put my hand on my heart, feeling that the place was beating vigorously. Ink Dust, are you here too? But my heart is full of Ah Li, there is no gap, how can I feel your existence?
As soon as Qin Tiance's hand touched the air, he immediately woke up, sat up suddenly, and indeed the figure of Dye Qing was missing from the bed, and he suddenly panicked, and ran out without even wearing shoes, and only stopped when he walked through the outer hall and entered the courtyard. Because under the plum tree in the courtyard, the woman in white standing with her back to herself is dyed blue.
She wore a white cloak over her shoulders and looked up at the bright red plum blossoms that had bloomed on the plum tree. Because the sky is not yet bright, the palace lights in the courtyard have not been extinguished, it is dark and dark, but there is a relatively bright lamp at her feet, which illuminates her body as if she is smudged with a layer of light, but it has her special beauty.
Few people express weakness to the fullest, and at the same time show beauty so that people can't take their eyes off it. His heart was all in one place, and the mania that had been condensed from the panic and restlessness in his heart when he couldn't see her was extinguished in an instant, leaving only full of distress and trembling.
Turning her eyes slightly, she noticed that a meter away from her side, there was a person standing, it was Gu Hua, because his back was to him, so the other party didn't see him. couldn't help laughing, when there was really a place where there was a dyed blue, he couldn't see others in his eyes.
He didn't make a sound to disturb them, but stood quietly by the door staring at the whiteness, completely forgetting that he had run out without even putting on his boots. Still Gu Hua turned around slightly, saw him, and immediately bent down to salute, he just wanted to stop, but saw that the white figure had slowly turned around. Suddenly speechless between his lips, he only looked at her standing in a cold place, obviously close at hand, he only needed one step to hold her in his arms, but he couldn't take that step.
The shallow gaze of dyed blue turned from Qin Tiance's face to him wearing only a thin white underwear, and then moved down, when his gaze touched the ** foot, his heart was shocked, and his eyes stinged. Just now, when he found out that he was not in the bed, how anxious was he to forget to put on his boots? Hurriedly lowered his eyelashes, not letting the suddenly moist eyes show in front of him, and tried all his best to force back the tears, but he couldn't control the trembling of his body.
Qin Tiance didn't notice the change in her expression, only saw her thin body trembling in the wind, and without hesitation, he stepped forward and hugged her directly in his arms, with a soft complaint: "The night is cold and dewy, why don't you sleep well and go to this yard to blow the cold wind?" After speaking, she glanced at Gu Hua next to her, meaning that as an imperial doctor, she didn't know when to persuade her?
This Beiding is an extremely cold place, and now it is winter, and I don't know how many times colder than Dongyun. On such a night, when you come out, you have to put on a jacket and put on a fox fur, just put a cloak on the outside of the single coat and go to the open-air yard to condense, isn't this to freeze out of the disease? The body was already too deep by the cold air, which made it even worse.
This is wronged Gu Hua, a moment before Qin Tiance came, she had just persuaded her, but the girl only replied lightly: "Just stand for a while." He didn't speak again, and his dull speech speed and momentum were very similar to the emperor's.
It wasn't until he saw the emperor hiding in the inner room with the girl in his arms that he heard a cold order from Youyou: "Why don't you hurry up and cook a bowl of ginger soup to avoid the cold." With a tight heart, Gu Hua immediately came back to her senses, and hurriedly stumbled to the side hall where she lived to decoct the medicine, indeed she asked for cold herbs from the Tai Hospital, which could be regarded as handy at this time.
When the herbal juice was brought in, he saw that the emperor had wrapped the girl tightly with a brocade quilt, Gu Hua didn't dare to wander his eyes, and stepped forward to hand over the medicine, only to hear a soft voice in his ears, which was completely different from the coldness and hardness when he gave orders to her.
"Dye Qing, drink some ginger soup first to go to the cold and then sleep?"
Gu Hua quietly raised her eyes, and saw that the eyelashes of the girl lying in the emperor's arms trembled a few times, but she didn't open her eyes. Just now she thought that after such a while, the girl had fallen asleep, and it seemed that she was still awake. Before she went out with the empty bowl, she gently closed the door of the inner room, without ignoring the tenderness in the emperor's eyes.
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