255: Loneliness
When Nan Zhao heard this, his heart was like something, and he pricked it lightly.
Because she thought of Gongzi Mei, as a jade guide, he must have responsibilities that he must bear, so love is not important to him!
They are all the same, in the face of righteousness, they can no longer be themselves.
She didn't speak for a moment, thinking about how to tell Zhou Yang what she knew, but she didn't know how to say it.
There was a rooster crowing outside, and soon, it should be dawn, and Zhou Yang told her, "You should rest early!" ”
"Brother Jiu!" Nan Zhao said from the bottom of his heart: "No matter what the future is, what kind of identity you and Nan Zhao will be, Nan Zhao will never let anyone hurt Brother Jiu!" ”
As meticulous as Zhou Yang, how could he not notice her abnormality, and asked worriedly: "Nan Zhao, do you have something on your mind?" ”
She nodded, although she had concerns before, everyone in this world could turn their backs on her, but she always believed that Brother Jiu treated her as before.
He was born because of her, and she was his obsession......
"Wen Ye is here, the ghost baby was taken away by the Dao God not long ago!"
"What?" Zhou Yang's complexion changed drastically.
She repeated, "The ghost baby is no longer under my control, and after falling into the hands of the Dao God, there will be endless troubles, and that's not all!" ”
"What else?" The other party asked eagerly.
"Originally, the ghost baby only listened to my orders, and the reason why it fell into the hands of the Dao God was entirely because of a strange piece of white jade ......"
At this point, there was a sudden noise outside the door.
"Lord Wang-" It was a woman's voice, which sounded a little familiar, Nan Zhaowei continued to speak, and he knew it in his heart!
Zhou Yang took a few steps over and opened the door, and standing outside was the maidservant who was waiting beside Princess Mingyue, named Caixia.
"The princess was worried about Princess Lingshan's comfort, so she specially ordered the slave maid to come over and ask-" As she spoke, the maid saw Nan Zhao standing behind Zhou Yang, and smiled skillfully: "Ah, it turns out that the princess has returned to the house, and there seems to be no big problem, which is great!" ”
Nan Zhao's plain face had no superfluous expression, even the maid beside Mingyue could act like this, she was ashamed of herself.
At this time, the maidservant girl cautiously said to Zhou Yang: "Lord, since the princess has returned safely, it is not too early now, and the princess is still ...... Wait for the prince! ”
Zhou Yang nodded calmly, he had been talking alone with Nan Zhao in the room for a long time, if he didn't return, he was afraid that it would lead to words, he didn't matter, but he didn't want Nan Zhao to be criticized.
Furthermore, Mingyue is the princess of Leguo, and this marriage is very important, so he must not have any neglect and disgrace.
Here, he said to Nan Zhao: "Brother Jiu will go back first...... Explain it, and I'll talk about it when it's dawn. ”
Although he is newly married, the matter of life and death cannot be ignored, and he always keeps it in his heart.
Nan Zhao nodded, and the incident could not be said after all.
After Zhou Yang left, she went back to the room and wiped the wound with Gongzimei's medicine, then lay down and closed her eyes and rested for a while, she felt a woman standing there outside the window looking at her, she wanted to wake up, but her body was uncontrollable, and those voyeuristic eyes frightened her, she felt that she was going to die in this nightmare, and she could never wake up again.
In the panic, she seemed to see Shen Gongzi in Qingzhou again, dressed in a white shirt, out of the dust, like an immortal.
It's just that Gongzi is far away from her, and standing at the end of the darkness, his face is becoming more and more blurred, and he can only hear his crying voice saying to her: "Nanzhao, I'm homesick, let's go back to Qingzhou, okay?" ”
She felt the warm liquid keep slipping from the corners of her eyes, she knew that this was just a dream, and Shen Gongzi in the dream was an obsession that she couldn't go back to.
In this nightmare from which she could not extricate herself, she could only cry desperately and apologize.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, as it were, we can't go back!"
At this time, something soft and prickly slid over Nan Zhao's face, which made Nan Zhao wake up from the nightmare that tormented her, and when she opened her eyes, she saw the black cat lying next to her, and the soft thorny object just now was its tongue.
Xu knew that she was trapped by a nightmare, so it woke her up in this way!
Nan Zhao still had tears in the corners of her eyes, and the moment she saw the black cat, all the emotions that had been hidden in her heart for a long time erupted, she sat up, held the black cat in her arms, and asked in a choked voice: "Little Taoist, will you always be with me, right?" ”
Along the way, life and death, both good and bad, she has lost too much.
She once thought that at the moment when she was determined to let go, in this world, she would be resilient and alone.
But in fact, it was just remembering what that person had taught her.
As long as you don't accept your fate, you can change this destiny, and if you don't want to be controlled by others, you have to control the life and death of others.
However, step by step, she followed what the man taught her, and the more strength she held in her hands, the more lonely she became.
Obviously in the crowd, others respect and respect her, but she is like a trapped beast in adversity, she can no longer easily tell the people close to her distress, thinking about the past and back, and worrying a lot.
The only thing she felt fortunate about was that the little Taoist priest was still by her side, but after losing too much, she was afraid that this god would take something away.
Hearing her words, the black cat barked softly, snuggled in her arms, a rare well-behaved appearance.
Just after the hour, she changed into another capable robe and prepared to find Zhou Yang, people to Zhou Yang outside the courtyard, you can see the big red happy words pasted all over the courtyard window, the joy of the previous day is still there, but the whole courtyard is full of yin.
Mingyue was followed by Feng Xiang, a yin walker, and she had known that this old woman was yin enough, but it had not affected Mingyue before, so there was a problem with this.
Nan Zhao hurried inside, but was blocked by the guards at the door.
"If you don't report it, no one else can enter at will!" This guard was wearing Wang Fuwei's light armor, but Nan Zhao had never seen this person before, and I heard that recently, Wang Fuwei had recruited a newcomer, and she didn't want to embarrass this guard, so she said decently: "Then there is this big brother Lao to report it!" ”
But he didn't expect the guard to ask, "Dare to ask the girl?" ”
There are people in this house who don't know who she is?
With this question, several other royal guards standing guard in the courtyard laughed mockingly, Nan Zhao understood in his heart, raised his head and asked coldly: "Listen to the accent is a Leguo person?" ”
"yes!" The guard replied, a look of pride.
Sure enough, it was Mingyue's person, who deliberately blocked her here, and she was not angry, so she told him her name.
"Nanzhao!"
"Nanzhao?" The guard made a thoughtful look, "It's a little familiar, is it the maid in the courtyard of the house?" ”
Although she is dressed plainly, the texture of the long shirt is not comparable to that of ordinary maids, and she still has such a long sword on her back, and she dares to carry a sword in the Guogong Mansion, she should not be a maid, the other party is obviously looking for trouble with her, her face gradually sank, and she looked at the guard's face coldly, and the air condensed into ice.
The guards naturally knew who she was, and when they saw her suddenly staring at her like this, their hearts were still beating drums, swallowing their saliva, and they took two steps back and asked, "You...... What are you going to do? ”
At this time, Xunlong hurried over from outside the courtyard, and saw that Nan Zhao was stopped by these guards, and said angrily: "Are you dogs blind, and Princess Lingshan dares to stop you?" ”
The guard immediately smiled and said, "Brother Long, don't be angry, it's true that I haven't seen Princess Lingshan before, let's talk about it...... The prince does have an order, other idlers should not disturb the princess's rest! ”
Nan Zhao didn't have time to listen to his, so he turned his head and asked Xunlong: "Where is my ninth brother?" ”
"The emperor is in a hurry, the master has just left to go to Longxi Mansion, and only the princess is in the box." Xunlong also added: "The master guessed that you would come to him, so he specially asked his subordinates to come back and say to the princess." ”
"The emperor's urgent edict?" When it came to the emperor, the condensation between Nan Zhao's eyebrows was heavier.
"Ah, my sister is here!" Mingyue, who heard the noise outside, was supported by the maidservant and walked out, wearing a soft and delicate blue skirt, and the makeup and hair on her head had changed.
Nan Zhao didn't have the heart to observe her makeup and hair, there were many people here, she didn't show a trace of jealousy of her, and she smiled decently and replied: "It's disturbing the princess to rest!" ”
"It's not in the way, it just so happens that breakfast has just been delivered from the kitchen, my sister shouldn't have used it yet, your ninth brother is not here, you and my sister can eat together!"
Nan Zhao should have refused, but he nodded and agreed without thinking about it: "Then Nan Zhao is better to be respectful than to obey his fate!" ”