Chapter 106: Break Up
A few boys walked not far away, one of them was slapping a basketball as he walked, and the sound of "bang, bang" was getting closer and closer to Fang Weiyu.
Fang Weiyu turned to look at the teenagers who came over, and she saw Yan Feifei at a glance.
He had a coat on his shoulders and walked two miles and two miles, and the fingertip hanging beside him even had an unburned cigarette between his fingertips. He also saw Fang Weiyu.
The moment he saw him, his heart was surging with excitement, but he was even more angry, he had punished himself for three days, and in these three days, he almost died of drunken dreams.
He glanced at her, but still put the cigarette to his mouth and took a puff, then bounced towards the trash can next to him, and the cigarette butt slept outside the trash can.
Did he do it on purpose? Do you deliberately smoke so presumptuously to show me? Fang Weiyu looked at his unserious appearance, and the anger in his heart was also gurgling upward.
Yan Feifei didn't stop and continued to approach her.
"Why are you here?" His cold tone suddenly pierced Fang Weiyu's heart like a sharp knife, and all the words she wanted to say and ask were extinguished by his words. The coldness in her heart was like the tone of his voice, from her head to the soles of her feet.
The boys whistled and walked away.
Fang Weiyu was silent for a while, "Why don't you answer my phone and don't reply to my message......
"The phone has fallen!"
"Fell? When? Why did you drop your phone? β
"Forget why!"
Fang Weiyu tried her best to restrain the fire in her heart, and asked in a deep voice: "Yan Feifei, if you have something in your heart, just say it, don't hold back and torture each other like this, okay?" Isn't that interesting? β
"I'm also asking myself, is that interesting? But that's what I fucking like, you think I'm willing! Yan Feifei threw his clothes to the ground, and he didn't choose to say anything.
Fang Weiyu was completely stunned by his actions, "What happened to make you want to ...... me like this" A feeling of discomfort welled up in her heart, and tears were rolling in her eyes.
Yan Feifei didn't seem to have seen her so sad at all, there was a fire in his eyes, a nameless fire.
"Let's break up!" He grabbed his clothes from the ground and strode towards the dormitory.
This sentence was like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and a "boom" exploded above Fang Weiyu's head. She almost went limp to the ground.
Fang Weiyu quickly turned around and grabbed his arm, "Why?" Tell me a reason......"
Yan Fei shook off violently, "There is someone next to you who is more suitable for you than me!" β
"You make it clear, otherwise I won't give up!" Fang Weiyu gritted her teeth and looked puzzled.
Yan Feifei actually said in a sarcastic tone: "Fang Weiyu, how long do you want to pretend to be forced?" Don't pretend, I'm tired of looking at it! β
"Slap", a loud slap hit him in the face, and the corners of his mouth pulled out a wry smile, "It's over, I can go!" β
"Weiyu, maybe you should really say goodbye sooner......" Yan Feifei, who was walking with his back, thought silently in his heart, with tears in the corners of his eyes, and his feet involuntarily got faster, he was afraid of being seen by her.
Soon, his figure disappeared in front of her.
Fang Weiyu clenched her hands tightly, she couldn't cry, her tears hung in the corners of her eyes, and they were about to roll down. She immediately reached out and wiped it away, why shed tears! Why did she have to wronged herself so much! "Yan Feifei! You're a jerk! She yelled and turned to leave. She walked so firmly, so resolutely!
After stepping into the dormitory, Yan Feifei leaned against a wall and sat down on the ground along the wall. Without warning, tears oozed down the corners of his eyes and overflowed his sockets. He reached out and wiped his face, sniffing hard.
He heard her scolding him, scold, scold as ugly as you can! He should be scolded! At this moment, he only hated that he didn't break up with her earlier because of his selfishness when he graduated from junior high school, he believed in himself too much, thinking that two people trusting each other would solve the problem of their relationship, now thinking about what they will face in the future, is it as simple as he thought at the beginning?
He didn't break up because he saw her and Yang Yun go out of school and enter the restaurant together that day, she didn't even mention being with Yang Yun when he called her to ask her. At that moment, Yan Feifei's heart was completely broken, and the fragments were like dandelions scattered everywhere, which could no longer be glued together.
In the past few days when he lost contact with her, he thought a lot. He has been drinking and smoking for three days in a row, he hasn't eaten properly, and his roommates can't do anything about him, so no amount of persuasion will help.
In the end, he told himself: "She should have someone better than him by her side, and that person will not be me!" β
He thought of Yang Yun, maybe Yang Yun was more suitable for Fang Weiyu than him, what reason did he have to occupy her and not let go?
This step, he finally took it. Since you have chosen to break up, you have to be thorough. This completely broke her heart. He did it!
Fang Weiyu ran out of the school gate and stopped the car on the side of the road. I don't know why, there are so few cars today, either they are full or there are no cars passing by. She didn't want to stay in this place for a quarter of an hour, and just as the bus came, she rushed into the car without thinking about it, and sat casually in a window seat. She turned her face out of the window, tears popping out of her eyes as she tried to control them. She sniffled and wiped her tears, and she didn't know when someone was sitting in the seat next to her.
A piece of white tissue was suddenly handed to Fang Weiyu, and when she reached out to take it, she said casually: "Thank you!" Her voice was choked, and she didn't look back as she spoke, just wiping away her tears.
After several stops, she cried and cried for a few stops before her emotions slowly calmed down. She suddenly thought of the person who handed her the tissue, and she wanted to thank them again.
As soon as he turned around, he was stunned, "Yang Yun? Why are you......"
"Well...... I didn't bother you when I saw you crying too sadly, what's wrong, crying so sadly? You really scared the hell out of me! β
"It's okay......"
"It's okay to cry so sad? If you don't want to say it, don't say it, let's go, get off at this stop! β
"I want to go home first!"
Yang Yun wanted to accompany her to relax, but seeing her so lost and lonely, he had already guessed some reasons in his heart, and he didn't force it, so he got off the train at this station.
If you want to be sad with her, you have to share her worries, don't be in a hurry to show yourself now, and the opportunities in the future are in your own hands.
On Sunday, Fang Weiyu didn't go home for dinner and got off the bus at a stop closer to the school. A man walked down the road with heavy steps.
The cloudy sky was again approaching the earth, and it was getting dark at six o'clock in the afternoon.
There was a long wooden chair under the tree on the side of the road, and Fang Weiyu sat there.
A couple walked past in front of them, they talked and laughed and had affection for each other. Suddenly, an irresistible discomfort poured out from the bottom of Fang Weiyu's heart, and she burst into tears again.
Fang Weiyu covered his face with both hands, his whole body was lying on his knees, crying bitterly.
Pedestrians walking by the side of the road would inexplicably look at her, but no one came forward to ask her.
A figure silently appeared beside her, and the figure seemed to be infected by her sadness, without saying a word, frowning. It was Yang Yun, he originally left, but he didn't worry about it and still followed her.
That night's self-study, Fang Weiyu didn't go, she kept holding herself like that, crying for several hours, and it is estimated that her tears wet her trouser legs.
He didn't go, just sat quietly beside her for hours.
Fang Weiyu slowly straightened up, wanting to stand up. All the while, she didn't notice anyone around her.
After sitting for a long time, her legs were numb when she stood up, and as soon as she stood up, she fell sideways, and a strong arm hurriedly supported her.
Fang Weiyu's eyes were red and teary eyes, "You've always been here?" She asked in a crying voice. Her dejected appearance was like a myriad of arrows piercing his heart at the same time.
"How did you make such a mess of yourself!" Yang Yun had a question in his mouth, but his heart was full of pain. How can you hurt yourself like this for the sake of such a bastard! His heart hurts! He always thought that Yan Feifei was not suitable for her, he was just waiting, waiting for her to give up the impossible relationship.
Now, it seems like it's finally here.
Fang Weiyu's tears couldn't stop flowing, "Have I always been so embarrassed, so naΓ―ve, so naΓ―ve that I stupidly thought that he would always like me and always be good to me......"
As soon as these words came out, her emotions exploded again instantly, and she cried a lot. Yang Yun couldn't help but hug her shallowly, so that her head rested on his shoulder, and he gently patted her back to soothe her emotions.
Maybe it's because it's so painful that I sadly forget that I exist. She let him hold her like that, and she really needed the comfort of others now.
Yang Yun's appearance, whether he had a scheming or not, comforted her in a timely manner and gave her companionship. Weiyu, forget him, he can't bear to make you so sad, but I will never be. Yang Yun thought silently in his heart.
"I'll take you home!" Yang Yun whispered.
Fang Weiyu raised her head at this time, realizing that she had been leaning on him for a long time, and she was slightly embarrassed: "I'm sorry, I've relied on you for so long......"
"It's okay!"
Yang Yun sent her to the gate of the Jardine Community, "Don't let your parents find out when you go home, otherwise they should worry again!" β
"Yes, thank you!" Fang Weiyu said lightly.
Yang Yun looked at her back as she slowly left, and her heart was like a knife. "Yan Feifei, the sadness you gave her will be retributed to yourself sooner or later!"
In the future, I will be better to her. Yang Yun took a firm step, walked to the side of the road, stopped the taxi, and got into the car. Soon, the car disappeared into the long traffic.
Fang Weiyu covered his head, wrapped himself in the quilt and cried until the middle of the night. She had a splitting headache and couldn't sleep. No matter why he proposed to break up with her today, she didn't want to think about it again.
None of that mattered, his actions and his words had already broken her heart, and it was that kind of hurt that she couldn't accept for a while.
It wasn't until the second half of the night that she fell asleep.