Chapter 041: Family Letter
Xia Shi looked at Zi Jue, Chi Zifang was looking at Zi Jue, although the husband and wife no longer said a word: Chi Zifang couldn't speak even if he wanted to speak-Zi Jue felt invisible pressure. (天天Chinese.)
If Chi Zifang hadn't known that her illness was more serious, he wouldn't have persecuted Zijue so much, and would have given her a few more days; But now he can't speak, which makes him very worried about his body, so he has to ask Zi Jue to change his name to Xia's mother.
He thinks that as long as Zi Jue changes his words, it will be a good start, and he can logically ask Zi Jue to do more things, and at the same time let Zi Jue agree with Xia in his heart: At that time, even if Zi Jue treats Xia badly, the name is there, and a filial piety word is the shackles that Zi Jue can't escape, so that Zi Jue must be good to Xia.
Another point is that Zi Jue's concern for her mother makes him very uneasy; Worrying that Zi Jue will be influenced by the Wan family is one of them, and the other is that Zi Jue has always regarded the Wan family as her mother in her heart, so what is the status of the Xia family? He wanted to ensure that the Xia family was the most important person in Zi Jue's heart.
The first step, of course, is to let Zijue call Xia her mother.
Zi Jue was a child who couldn't hold back anymore, and looked up at Chi Zifang's eyes fiercely, but replied with Xia's words: "It's not just hard for me now, it's hard for me even in the future!" I, how can I recognize someone else as my mother. ”
Chi Zifang's eyes shrank suddenly, and he really wanted to say a few words to Zi Jue: The Wan family is now a member of the Wen family, and Zi Jue is a member of the Chi family, how can Zi Jue be so unreasonable, regardless of distance or proximity? From the moment Zi Jue boarded the Chi family's carriage, Wan and Zi Jue had no relationship anymore.
Xia Shi glanced at Zi Jue: "I know that this matter is a little difficult for you, your father means to be good for you." It's also for my good; Anyway, the three of us are a family of three in the second room of the Chi family, whether you admit it or not, this is the case in the eyes of the world. ”
After she finished speaking, she turned to look at Chi Zifang, and there were already tears in her eyes: "Let's take it slow." It always takes a little time. ”
Chi Zifang quickly wrote a few words, staring at Zi Jue with full fatherly majesty in his eyes, Xia Shi took a look at it and put away the paper, and then said to Zi Jue: "You go back first." We'll talk about that another day. ”
Zi Jue looked at Chi Zifang: "You also said that I will not forget the nurturing grace of my mother before I will be a person who keeps my promises; Besides, if you force me to change my words, I can achieve your wish, I am unwilling, and you are not afraid of backfire! After she finished speaking, she turned around and walked away in a rage.
Some things can be compromised, but some things Zijue is really unbearable; Changing her name to Xia's mother seems to be nothing more than a title, but it is not so simple for Zi Jue. It is impossible for her to call anyone else a mother, now or in the future.
She couldn't accept it, especially Xia; You must know that if there was no Xia family back then, Chi Zifang would not have divorced his wife and married another! Wan and every bit of hardship she had ever endured. It's all related to Xia's existence - calling Xia's mother, she is also worthy?!
When Zi Jue left angrily, Chi Zifang also threw the pen to the ground in anger, he was too disappointed in Zi Jue; It's just a salutation, and it doesn't dig out Wan's heart from her, let alone make her forget Wan's from now on, and it doesn't require her to stop caring about Wan's life and death from now on - it can be seen that Zijue can't accept Xia's at all.
Chi Zifang became a little anxious, Zi Jue was his important chess piece. If Zi Jue can't treat the Xia family well, then how can he pass away with peace of mind? Except for Zi Jue, he couldn't find any better candidate, and there was no other way: letting the clan support the Xia clan was just a last resort, and of course that result was not good for the Xia clan.
Xia's tears fell on Chi Zifang's hand one by one: "Zifang, I know that you are for my good, but I really can't accept it now; How long has our child gone? Every night I could dream of them beside me, softly calling out to my mother. Now, you have to have someone else call me mother, I, I ......."
She threw herself on the side of the bed and cried as she spoke, just now she was just forcing herself, but she didn't want Zi Jue to know what she was thinking, so as not to let Zi Jue have any misunderstandings again, making her relationship with Zi Jue more complicated and difficult to get along with.
But, it was really painful. was called by Zijue to her mother's words, in fact, every sound was equivalent to stabbing her heart, and every sound would remind her of her children.
Chi Zifang held Xia's hand, and then gently stroked her head; Knowing his wife's pain and helplessness, what could he do? He didn't have much time, not only couldn't wait for Zi Jue to adapt to the life of Chi Mansion, but even Xia couldn't wait for Zi Jue to adapt to him; He has never forced the Xia family to do anything, and this time he will always force the Xia family to do one or two.
Because, he really doesn't worry about the Xia family, and he must arrange everything for the Xia family, otherwise how can he be close to the eyes under Jiuquan?
Of course, he couldn't ignore Xia's sadness, so he wrote a few more words to Xia; Xia was still in tears when he saw it: "I, I'm ......"
Chi Zifang wrote: "My time is running out, Su Jun. You can wronged yourself for me this time, only if your mother-daughter relationship is certain, can I really put my heart at ease. ”
Xia's heart was in pain, and he threw himself into Chi Zifang's arms and cried, and didn't hold on any longer; She also knew that Chi Zifang's time was running out, and at the same time, she also understood that if she wanted to gain a foothold in Chi Mansion, she really had to have a daughter to recruit - it had to be her daughter to recruit.
This is also one of the reasons why Xia's heartache was inexplicable just now, and he still said those words to Zijue according to Chi Zifang's meaning; It's not her daughter, even if Zi Jue recruits her, what does it have to do with her?
Chi Zifang looked at the Xia family and secretly decided, saying that he would let Zi Jue recognize the Xia family as her mother, whether she was willing or not, this matter must be done; Therefore, he asked Xia to invite his father over tomorrow.
After Zi Jue left, she didn't go back to the courtyard that the Xia family had prepared for her, because she had been smashed and couldn't live in it, so she returned to the guest courtyard of the Chi family, but no one bothered to lock herself up and sulk.
She knew that Chi Zifang would not stop there, because at this time she thought very clearly, if the Xia family and her were not a mother-daughter relationship, what was the point of her recruiting a husband to Chi Zifang - what Chi Zifang wanted from the beginning was not to continue the incense of his house, just to let her take care of the Xia family on his behalf!
She has wanted to leave since the beginning, but how to solve this matter? It was impossible to leave Chi Mansion, because her mother-in-law had not yet been brought to the capital - to threaten Chi Zifang with the matter of recognizing her mother, and let someone pick up her mother and younger siblings? Zijue finally gave up on this idea.
Because Chi Zifang has always wanted her to break off the relationship with the Wan family, and from then on, he only knew the Chi family and only the Xia family; If she used this matter to coerce Chi Zifang at this time, the result would definitely be to provoke Chi Zifang, maybe Chi Zifang would do something: Chi Zifang would never take the Wan family into the capital, for his Xia family.
Zi Jue clenched his fist and slammed it on the bed, taking the Wan family into Beijing was not in a hurry, but it was just to compare with Chi Zifang who insisted a little longer: Chi Zifang definitely couldn't compare to her, because his illness was getting worse and worse, maybe he would die one day; When the time comes, it will not be as difficult for her to take the Wan family to Beijing as it is now.
Moreover, she didn't have to borrow the power of the Chi Mansion to get the money herself to find a way to bring the Wan family to the capital, or her plan at the beginning was the most reliable.
When I was thinking about being upset, there was a knock on the door, and Zi Jue replied without a good voice: "Didn't I say I wanted to take a break?" Even if it's a meal, I'll wait until I'm hungry. "Now even if there are delicacies from the mountains and seas, she can't be appetizing.
"Girl, there is a letter addressed to you—it is sandwiched between the letter from the slave's family to the slave maid, do you want to ......" Wan Qing's voice came in a low voice.
Zi Jue opened the door violently, and pulled Bang Qing in with a force: "My letter? Who did you tell about this? ”
"Nope." Bang Qing was taken aback by Zi Jue: "When the slave maid read the letter, she found the letter to the girl, and she didn't dare to read it - she just looked at it a few times and came over immediately." She looked up at Zijue: "Except for the slave and maid, no one knows that someone has written to you, girl; Sister Mochou didn't know either. ”
Zi Jue breathed a sigh of relief slightly, took Wan Qing's letter and smiled at her: "You are very good, thank you." She thanked her sincerely, and patted Wan Qing on the shoulder: "You go out first, don't tell anyone else." Although she doesn't know how long Bang Qing can keep this little secret, she can keep it for as long as she can.
At this time, she was overjoyed to receive a letter from home, and she was overjoyed: I don't know if my mother is good, I don't know if my younger siblings are full, and I don't know if Wen Si has bullied her mother anymore - too much worry and too much missing, but this letter gave her the courage to persist no matter what.
When she opened the letter, she found that the handwriting on the two sheets of paper was the same, but one of them obviously meant Wen Si, except for a few words of pretending to ask her how she was okay, but there was only one obvious meaning - asking for silver! And it was twenty taels as soon as he opened his mouth, so hated that Zi Jue slapped the letter on the table and scolded: "Why don't you grab it." ”
The next thing to look at is the words written to her by her mother, Wan, you can imagine that Wen Si and Ning were there when the letter was written, but Wan's strong concern and longing are full of every word, Zi Jue can not only feel it, but she can even see it.
Especially the few dried tears: the slight wrinkles, the round marks, are the tears that Wan accidentally dropped on the paper when he wrote the letter - every drop is the love for Zijue; Wan was worried about her, but Wan told her again, although she didn't say it explicitly, he implied that she would never go back, and no matter how hard she was, she would persist in Chifu until she got married and left Chifu.