Chapter 082: Goodbye in the next life Reward Jade Pei Jia for Smile and Flower Pendant
Seventy-seven years ago, Sugar Wa'er was born in a small village called Lotus Leaf Village, and the first day he was born, he was destined to be different from everyone else.
When she was two years old, Sugar Wa'er asked Widow Jiang. Mother, why don't children play with me?
Widow Jiang didn't speak, just cried.
Since then, Sugar Wa'er hasn't asked Widow Jiang anything like that.
When he was three years old, Sugar Baby discovered that he had a strange ability, he could hear the sound of small fish spitting bubbles in the water, and he often ran to the edge of the pond to listen to the gurgling bubbles on the water. Hehe giggled.
When he woke up one morning, he found that his yard was full of lotus canopies, and he was so happy that he climbed barefoot from the pile of lotus canopies, picked out the largest lotus canopy he had seen, and put it in a basket. He wants to make friends.
He watched the villagers happily come to his house to decorate lotus flowers, and he naively thought that he would be able to have friends.
So, when he saw that the lotus canopy he had worked so hard to prepare was knocked over to the ground, he cried.
The next morning, before she got up, she was woken up by a panicked Jiang widow, who said, "Wait a minute, no matter how much it hurts, you have to endure it, you can say whatever I say, otherwise you will die."
Sugar Baby nodded inexplicably. Then she was tied to her neck by Widow Jiang with a chain that tied the dog, Widow Jiang and Sugar Baby heard the noisy sound of a group of people before they went out, she kissed Sugar Baby'er on the head fiercely, she said, if you die, don't blame Niang for giving birth to you.
She dragged the sugar baby out like a dead dog, and the sugar baby cried so much that the skin on her back was torn and bleeding all over the ground. Before the village chief could speak, Widow Jiang slapped the sugar baby with wicker, she said, let you be a beast without a long memory, let you harm people's lives.
Widow Jiang beat the sugar baby to the point that she was covered in blood, and rolled the sugar baby all over the ground, crying loudly. Widow Jiang knelt down and kowtowed to the villagers and said, "Please, give my son a way to live, he is a brute, and I will definitely tie him up in the future."
Widow Jiang saw that the sugar baby was just crying and didn't speak, so she slapped him hard and asked him to speak, and the sugar baby cried and said, please, give the sugar baby a way to live, the sugar baby will never dare in the future, but Tang Waer is a human being.
Widow Jiang looked up in a panic and looked at the village chief with a disappointed face, he pulled the sugar baby over, and slapped him hard and said, saying that you are a beast, and no one grows like you.
Sugar baby said, I'm human.
Widow Jiang slapped the sugar baby again and said, "You are a brute."
Sugar baby cried and said, I am a brute.
Widow Jiang looked at the village chief and said that he was a brute, and he knew that he was a brute.
After Widow Jiang finished speaking, she kowtowed and knocked her head until everyone left.
That night, Widow Jiang rubbed the potion on the crying sugar baby, and she said that in the future, you should not go out at home, and people outside will beat you to death when they see you.
The sugar baby pushed Widow Jiang away and lay down on the small bed by the wall, snorting in pain at night.
From then on, Sugar Baby was chained to the home by Widow Jiang, until he was seven years old, he was blinded in one eye, he saw an extremely ugly monster jump from the roof of his house, and bite one of the children to death, and another child was dragged off the wall by the monster, he cried in pain, told the monster not to kill the child, the monster glared at him with fangs, and then jumped to the roof and disappeared.
When the villagers who rushed into Sugar Baby's house saw the child lying in front of Sugar Baby, they rushed up and beat Sugar Baby motionless, and only stopped when they beat him into a bloody man, they hooked Sugar Baby's teeth with iron hooks, dragged him all the way to the entrance of the village, and tied him to the town wind pile.
The sugar baby woke up in pain in the raging fire, and he cried and said, Mother, I hurt so much.
He wept and wept until he was silent.
When Sugar Wa'er woke up again, he saw a white light on his body, and he had boundless hatred in his heart, he didn't understand why everyone didn't want to be friends with him, was it because he was ugly?
He killed many people in Lotus Leaf Village uncontrollably, and when he saw that he could kill a person with the movement of his little finger, another voice kept echoing in his head, saying that he could become the most beautiful child in the whole world, and he could have many, many friends as long as he wanted.
Sugar Wa'er said that he was willing, and he could do whatever he wanted.
So, Sugar Wa'er left the lotus leaf village and came to another village, and he saw many children playing in the fields, and the voice said to him, go and ask them if they would like to be friends with you.
Sugar Baby nodded, but before he could get to the children, the children ran straight away in fright, screaming monsters.
Sugar Baby uncontrollably stretched out his finger to one of the children, and the child suddenly fell down, Sugar Baby walked over in a panic and turned the child over, the child looked at Sugar Baby, with a frightened expression on his face, and the voice said, you tear off his face and stick it on your face, and you can become like this in the future.
Sugar Baby was unwilling, but he killed the little boy in front of him uncontrollably, tore off his face and put it on his face, changed into the little boy's clothes, he sobbed quietly, ran to the river and saw himself in the river.
He heard footsteps coming from someone and a group of people running towards him, he took a few steps back in fear, and one of the women looked at him and shouted an unfamiliar name, and led him home.
At night, when the woman washed his feet, he asked if he had seen a youkai during the day.
Sugar Baby shook her head and didn't speak.
The woman greeted him with warmth and hugged him to his side, and the sugar baby burst into tears and remembered her mother.
The next day, the woman rode a dilapidated cart and took him to another village to attend primary school, where he studied and sang in the green brick school, and after class, many children cheered and hugged him in the crowd, playing with him to throw sandbags, kick shuttlecocks, or play eagles and chickens.
They also said that he was their best brother.
During class, a little girl passed him a small note, saying that she would bring maltose for him to eat tomorrow.
Sugar Wa'er lived in that family for a year, and he was used to calling another woman Mom, and he also had a father.
But suddenly one day, the sugar baby suddenly faintly smelled a foul smell, he found that his face had become loose, he looked at himself in the mirror, his face was sallow, and even a little black.
Sugar baby asked the voice what he should do, and the voice said, you go tell your best friend and he will tell you what to do.
So Sugar Baby found the best person in the class to play with him, he told the boy that he was not himself, he said that his name was Sugar Baby, the boy didn't believe what Sugar Baby said, but when he saw Sugar Baby tearing his face off, the boy was frightened, his face turned pale, he said he was a monster, he yelled for someone else to come and beat him to death.
Sugar Baby killed the boy with her own hands.
Sugar Baby asked the voice, didn't you say he would tell me?
The voice said that he had already told you that you could no longer live here, and that you were going to change places.
Sugar Baby cried that night and left his new home where he had lived for a year, and when he went to the next place, he said that he didn't want to kill anyone, and the voice didn't reply or control him, but whoever saw him looked at him as a monster, and everyone wanted to kill him.
Sugar Baby walks from place to place in search of his new friends, but all fails.
Until one day he was tired of the wandering life, he remembered his new home a few years ago, he had a father and a mother, so he killed a beautiful little boy, that little boy's family was very rich, he could have whatever he wanted in that person's house, he could have as many friends as he wanted, he was obsessed with this kind of life.
A year later, Sugar Wa'er killed his best friend again, everyone who saw his appearance was frightened, he didn't know how many people he killed that night, and then he was found by a Taoist priest who investigated her all the way, the Taoist priest wanted to kill him, he ran all the way, the voice told him that he didn't have to run, no one could kill him, so Sugar Wa'er didn't waste much effort to kill the Taoist priest.
Later, the disheartened sugar baby found a new face, and he kept going and stopped for seventy years, until one day he returned to his original hometown, but he still had no friends.
Over the years, Sugar Wa'er has traveled a lot of places, seen many people, and killed many people, and he found that every time he kills someone, his strength increases, especially the person who comes to arrest him, he can control the life and death of others at will, but he is very lonely every night.
Sugar baby began to rebel against the voice in his head, he knew that it was the monster in his body that made him like this, he became more and more unable to control himself, he often felt pain, he saved the face of the little boys he killed, and after a while he gave himself a new face.
Until he himself ceased to be himself.
Until the sugar baby said that she was tired and didn't want to live anymore.
Until one day, he met me.
He said that he had been waiting for someone to appear, for a Dao fire that could burn him to ashes. Come to every private talent.
That night, I led the sugar baby to the highest building, sat on the roof, and watched the brightly lit night of Beijing City, and the bright and bright moon overhead.
The sun rises in the east, and the red glow spreads across the sky and shines on our faces.
The sugar baby just squatted beside me obediently, not saying a word.
The kappa climbed up from downstairs and was pinned to the ground by the sugar baby, and the sun shone on the kappa, and the kappa screamed and cried, and finally he didn't say anything, and his body sneered and turned to ashes.
Sugar Wa'er said that twenty years ago, when he went home, he killed his blind mother and died in his sleep, and he didn't want his mother to suffer again.
Sugar Wa'er said that he should not have come to this world in the first place, and he hated Kappa, he hated himself, and he hated everyone more.
And I just listened to him quietly finish his story, and I said, it's time to go.
I touched his head to comfort him, and he asked me, are we friends?
I pulled his little hand over and wrote four words on his hand, and the sugar baby sobbed quietly and nodded to me.
A fire lit up in my hand, and Sugar Baby said, he saw his mother in the scroll behind me.
My jaw fluttered as the wind blew and watched him turn to ashes in the raging fire and scatter in the wind.
Sugar Baby's voice came faintly, and Sugar Baby said, I also see your future......
I whimpered and cried, it was the master who acquiesced to his death, I acquiesced to his death, and he himself acquiesced to his death.
Until many years later, I still vaguely remember the four words written on his little palm:
See you in the next life.