57. Wait

Looking at Lizhu Niang's distant figure, Dye Qing secretly thought in her heart: Mother, wait a little longer, we don't have to be trapped in this world anymore, and when the time comes, you don't have to hide like this, I swear that you can live a free life.

There is gratitude and warmth in her eyes, and the person she loves most in this world is her Lizhu Niang.

Because when she opened her eyes, the first thing she saw was this gentle and demure woman. At that time, she didn't know what was happening, and her dry throat and mouth made her want to cough, but she saw the beautiful woman hugging her excitedly, calling her to dye her blue, and then crying bitterly.

She said: My dyeing green, don't be afraid, my mother is by your side, and my mother will protect you.

At that time, she could only repeat in a daze: Mother?

I don't understand why when I wake up, the world in front of me has completely changed, and the person in front of me is so strange.

But the tears and cries of the beautiful woman made her feel pity in her heart.

It wasn't until later that she finally accepted reality, and she traveled from the modern age two thousand years later to this alternate era like many romances.

The way of crossing, she did not know. It felt like a dream, at first she did think she was dreaming, and she watched too many time travel or TV series, so she thought about it day and night, but later found out that if it was a dream, then the dream was too long, and she couldn't wake up at all.

Is it Zhuang Zhou's dream butterfly, or is it Butterfly's dream Zhuang Zhou? This may be a strange case for the ages, and no one knows.

She only knew that now her identity was the daughter of the beautiful woman in front of her, her name was Dye Qing, and her age was four years old.

Two thousand years later, her name is Du Qingran.

Clear, dyed blue, upside down, is the same sound.

She didn't know if it was a coincidence, she had thought about it for a long time, maybe it was because of the similarity of the names that she had this rebirth, but there were no answers to these questions, and there was no way to ask.

There is no other way but to accept fate.

Because she woke up at the age of four, she didn't need to explain some things that couldn't be explained at all, such as that she didn't know anyone, including the mother who loved to call her blue; For example, she didn't know the place, although she later learned that her residence was actually very small, just a three-room backyard in all directions.

From the time that followed, she learned that the real dyed blue accidentally fell into the water, the rescue was not timely, and she almost died, and she may have passed away before she appeared. When Lizhu saw her daughter dead, she had no idea of living, so she wanted to go with her daughter. No wonder when she opened her eyes, she saw a long white silk falling from the hanging beam behind Livzon.

She had been looking forward to it, if it was a dream, then there would always be a day when she would wake up. However, the sun rises and sets, and the cycle repeats, and she grows up day by day in this dream. The dream has never woken up, she can't go back to her own time, and she can't go back to the previous Du Qingran, she has indeed crossed over, or is reborn.

She was reborn in an ancient girl from an alternate era, and she became a four-year-old.

The common sense of life in another world, Dye Qing knows how important it is to be healthy in this backward era in ancient times. Especially after learning about one's own background, I have a deeper understanding of the need to have a strong body in order to survive in this era.

So she started exercising regularly from a young age, and running was the only most effective aerobic exercise she could think of, and she got up in the early hours of the morning and jogged around the yard for an hour.

At first, Lizhu didn't understand why her daughter's temperament suddenly changed, and even found a doctor to come over for diagnosis and treatment, but after investigation, she said that there was no major problem, and her body was healthier than before, so she was relieved.

Dye Qing learned the most from Lizhu Niang to play the piano, because she was afraid of being cut off from her original world, and she was afraid that the songs in her memories would slowly fade away as time grew, so she would not be able to find any memories of that world at that time.

I once secretly speculated that if her crossing was a soul crossing, would her body in the other world have another soul entering? If so, does it mean that she and her biological parents will never see each other again in this life?

Coming here is tantamount to a catastrophe for her, the original world has a lot of attachments and bonds, she has kind parents, and she has a brother who dotes on her, but these are cut off by time and space.

Every festive season, thinking about her relatives is an ordinary day, and her thoughts often cross her mind, and she misses her distant relatives. Such thoughts may begin to slowly decrease and fade with the passage of time.

But there is always a place in my heart that is empty for the relatives of that life.

Now she is fourteen years old, and she has been fully integrated into her current life, but the sorrow in her heart has never dissipated. In the era when there was no TV, no computer, and no electrical appliances, she could tolerate it, but she couldn't tolerate the closed mind of surrender in this era, let alone let her fate be controlled by others.

She couldn't find a way to go back, she had exhausted all the ways she could think of, did she really have to die to return to the original world? Sometimes this idea will appear, but I just think about it casually, and I don't want to try, after all, it is very unreliable.

Every time she saw Lizhu secretly crying, she would feel sad. In modern times, Lizhu Niang can be completely reconciled with Ning, but here, she can only be confined in the Quartet and stay until she is old.

From then on, she decided that she would take Lizhu and Xiang'er away to let them feel the air of freedom.

Now that she is only one step away from her plan, people have forgotten some things, and Ning Ranqing is no longer mentioned, because she is already a "dead person"!

Oh, no one knows that the third lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion who "doesn't go out of the gate, and doesn't step out of the second door" actually knows how to water. Her trick was born after death, fascinated everyone's sight, the cliff is so high, the water is so deep, even if you can't find the "corpse", no one will doubt that she may still be alive.

She only heard about the rumor that she had stood on the edge of the cliff for three days without eating or drinking, and that she could not afford to be ill when she turned around. After listening to it, I don't know what it's like, but it's blocked.

Although there was a voice in his heart saying that it was Qin Tiance acting, he must have stood there for some consideration. But there were still a few days when I felt uncomfortable.

The life of hiding here is even less free than when he was in the Prime Minister's Mansion before. Because she had no way to sneak out again, now, she had to wait except wait, and even the most commonly used piano to clear her heart, she couldn't touch it anymore.

She can't create any danger that may be exposed, as long as she lives here for a long time and is not discovered, then she can swagger out of Huaicheng in the future without worrying about being arrested.

Lao Zhao in the front yard always thought that there was only an old mother and a daughter living in this backyard, because Lizhu Niang had instructed that he didn't need to clean the backyard anymore and wanted to live a quiet life, so Lao Zhao would not come to the backyard if he was fine.

As for Chen's rice shop, in fact, as early as two days before Dye Qing decided to leave, she talked to Chen He and gave him the shop. Because of the successful implementation of rouge rice after the 100-meter banquet, the silver taels in Chen He's hands were also enriched, so it was more than enough to buy this rice shop, and he also told him the planting method of rouge rice.

Of course, he wouldn't know that the rouge rice was not extraordinary, and it could not be grown without knowing the cultivation method. Dying Qing will not tell him all these things, in business, he should get it, she won't give less, he shouldn't get it, he can't get it.

But in any case, after Chen Jiamipu has the light of Wang and Ning Feiyang, it will not go out of business again.

Therefore, she took the silver taels she deserved, and did not feel guilty.

In this way, with patience, another two months passed, and it was already February, and after winter, everyone put on jackets. Dye Qing estimated that this year's New Year might be spent here.

But I also moved the idea of going out to explore the wind. It's inconvenient for her and Lizhu to go out, so naturally there is only Xiang'er.

Xiang'er disguised herself as a peasant woman, and also smeared her face, the purpose of this trip, one is to explore the wind, and the other is to buy some New Year's items, and she has lived in seclusion for four months, and some daily necessities should also be replenished.

I went this time, but I didn't see anyone come back for half a day. Lizhu Niang's heart was not stable anymore, so she walked to the dyed green house and asked if something would happen. Dye Qing smiled and reassured, according to her estimate, after April, there would definitely not be martial law like before.

Xiang'er must have been delayed by something, so she won't come back for a long time.

As soon as she read it, she heard the backyard door tapping, and hurriedly walked to the back of the door and tapped it three times, which was the secret signal between her and Xiang'er. Sure enough, I heard three more bangs on the door, and when I opened the door, it was Xiang'er who came back.

It turned out that after Xiang'er went out, she first went to the place where the emperor list was posted, and saw that there was no portrait there. He walked down to the city gates on the east and west sides, and saw that the entrance and exit of the city gate were still very strict, and almost everyone had to be strictly checked before they could leave the city.

When she went back, she went shopping for some household goods, and even went to a ready-to-wear store to buy three new jackets.

But when she was about to come back, she heard someone talking about something on the side of the road, so she stopped. It turned out that after the king fell ill four months ago, although he didn't really get sick, his body fell ill. Therefore, the marriage contract of the daughter of the Mu family was also terminated by the divorced king on the grounds of serious illness.

Scholar Mu didn't make much of a fuss about this matter. After all, he only has one daughter, and he is as painful as a pearl in his palm, so he is reluctant to let his daughter marry a sick man, even if it is a king!

After hearing this, Dye Qing was silent.

Xiang'er called with some hesitation: "Miss......"

"Xiang'er, don't mention that person again in the future." Dye Qing's voice was a little cold, she didn't want that person to disturb her heart again.

Who he marries and who he doesn't marry has long had nothing to do with her.

Falling flowers will not be fragrant, and the streamer will not reappear; Shaohua will not return, and you and I will not return...

Xiang'er looked at her lady's face, and could only sigh in her heart.

Indeed, nowadays, those mundane things are really not something they can think about anymore.

One step out, there is no turning back, only to look forward.

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