I was stunned when I said this, although protecting me is no different from protecting cubs, but it always makes me think.

If in the future, after my cubs are born, such a thing happens, how will I be punished? Will it still be sent into the forest? Or is it straightforward...... Forever?

Rebecca is right, I now rely on a child in my belly, and not his child?

What would have happened to me without his children? Did he leave me immediately after he had lost his patience?

Rebecca seemed to see that I was panicking, and she was pressing again.

"How long do you think you can follow him? You are a human being, and every day is different. For the same thing, if you get tired of it in three days, he will use it for three years. Be afraid, you are tired of it before him! ”

"I won't!" I laughed, "Even if you're tired of it!" I have his cubs, even if it's a quarrel, it's going to be fine! ”

"Cubs? What happens after the landing, who can make a clear decision? ”

I was stunned again, yes, he once said that he gave me this cub because he owed me in his previous life.

Like me now because of me.

That is, if I still don't deserve this cub, will he like me?

Give me the cub, it means to do it, and when you feel satisfied with it, you will push the boat with the water.

What when he is no longer satisfied one day? Don't like me anymore?

Or is it really as Rebecca said, I'm tired of him?

I shook my head: "You less BB, keep your mouth shut!" The chatter is endless, has it been tens of thousands of years without speaking!? ”

I was so angry that I didn't even want to talk to Rebecca anymore!

Chatting with her is like a thorn in my heart, and then it was originally small, but it has been being played, and in the end, I will start to think about whether this thorn will be pulled out one day!

So! In this case, it's really easy to think about listening to such people say these things!

At first, I was still in a happy state, waiting with confidence, waiting for the three days to pass and then what kind of sunny world I would face when I went out.

But now, because of what Rebecca has said, I already think I'm going to face a haze when I get out!

It can be seen that talking with crazy and dirty people will eventually turn your soul dark, so it's better not to say it!

But Rebecca looked down on me with a face, just stared at me who wanted to turn around and leave, step by step, even if it was difficult, she followed me! It's almost on my tail!

"In a hurry? What's the hurry? With your trouble-making temperament, who can like you for a long time? ”

"What if I get into trouble?" To be honest, at this time, I was really anxious, turned around, and glared at Rebecca!

It was as if I had stepped on my tail, and if it weren't for the only remaining bit of reason that made me indifferent, I'm afraid I would have jumped up and scratched this mouthy, long-tongued guy by this time!

"You're selfish." She snorted softly.

"I'm sorry I don't have that kind of thing."

When I heard this, I laughed and said that I can accept anything.

It's just that Lethe just told me that the selfish part of me is now working in the place of my whole soul in the boundary bead, can I still have such a thing as selfishness?

"Aren't you selfish? What are you considering? Yourself, right? Or that sister of yours? ”

I frowned, how did she know that something had something to do with Xin'er?

"Hehe—I guess wrong? Who doesn't know that you entered the rift because of your sister? But if you have only these two things in your selfish heart without him, this is the end of the day! ”

Rebecca said angrily, the blue and purple cat's face was already full of anger, and even her eyes were bloodshot.

It seems that she still likes Lethe, even if she is punished here by him, for more than a year, I don't know how much she has suffered, but she still hasn't changed the attachment in her heart.

"Am I selfish?"

I muttered, and suddenly I felt, just this little bit of love, worthy? Everyone reveres him, thinks of him for the first time, only me, always puts him last!

And, doesn't that say I don't have that part of selfishness? Why did she say that?

"Aren't you? It's impossible for you to be both forever and willful, and if you were for him, you wouldn't be here at this point, am I right?! ”

I really, at this moment, I was scolded step by step, and I wanted to grin and refute, but I didn't find a word.

I seem to be beginning to understand what Lethe really thinks when he puts me here.

There are some things that he doesn't want to say to me, but he wants me to understand?

Perhaps, Lethe Chuan himself also thinks that I am good to Xin'er, above him, and makes him unhappy?

Why didn't I pay attention, Lechuan has shown to me many times and many times, he doesn't like my feelings for Xin'er, and he is afraid of what she will do, so he will leave him.

Lechuan felt that he should be the first choice, but I chose Xin'er instead of him every time.

He put me here in the hope that I can think clearly about who is the first choice when I encounter something in the future.

Yes, I didn't think about Lechuan in this matter, not at all, not only that, but many things didn't take him into account in the slightest.

Indeed, because the victim is not him.

If Lethe is not really so good at his head, it is almost equivalent to being immune to Youluo's sneak attack, and the last victim is him.

Now I can say to Lethe unscathed, I don't tell him who he is! I'm going to protect the people I want to protect in my heart! I can't just watch him kill my loved ones!

But what if he is the one who falls before me at this time? What if, under Youluo's tricks, I will never see him again?

How much should I hate Xin'er?

How much have I lost?

In three days, I may have lived like a year. Not to mention, the so-called forever.

When lost, it is truly forever. And this forever, I feel a sting in my heart when I think about it.

Imagine if I had to choose.

You will never be able to see the core, and you will never be able to see Lethe. Comparing these two in my eyes, I think the former will make me feel heartbroken, while the latter will make me have no hope of life.

"Why don't you speak? Can't say enough? Slut! She gritted her teeth, and it seemed that without the light by my side, she would come and eat me at any moment.

I looked up at Rebecca, not as excited as I had just been, but calmed down.

Sure enough, chatting with this kind of person who is full of grievances is really knowledgeable.

Rebecca is also the kind of person who will take out enemies by example, not like a shrew, who only scolds the street.

For example, the last time I was reprimanded by Jiuyan, I learned a lot and knew a lot of truths.

People need to improve, and I have the ability to learn, so what Rebecca said, or maybe right, I have to learn by myself and improve slowly.

She made me understand that although Lethe is the master, I can't ask him to pay everything.

Sometimes, I really ignore this man who can accomplish everything perfectly, and I gradually feel that spoiling me is what he has to do!

He can do everything well, so I don't have to care about him at all, I just care about those who can't control themselves, such as Xin'er.

However, the reality is that the person who will never betray me may only be Lethe.

Even Xin'er shook me out after being deceived.

So how can I have such idiotic thoughts? It's no wonder Rebecca says I'm selfish.

I'm not selfish, I'm stupid.

"Slut! Slut! Slut! ”

Because Rebecca said, a lot of kittens in the back are calling me that!

I was angry, but I couldn't speak!

"Haha-three days, annoying you to death!"

I narrowed my eyes: "Really?" ”

"I'm not the only one who hates you. Doesn't you feel good? That's what you want, these three days, I'll be annoyed and you want to die! ”

"Huh-" I laughed and leaned closer to her, "you want to annoy me?" ”

"Yes!" She stepped back.

I know that my expression is almost the same as Lethe's now.

I've been with him for a long time, and many times, I've become ruthless, and I may be like this.

"Then, I'll kill you first."

"Y-how dare you!" Rebecca took a few more steps back.

"How do you know I don't dare?"

"You are so weak! You can't! ”

I laughed, licked my paws, and slammed them down!

"I said I wouldn't be soft on you from the day you hurt my cub!"

Rebecca really didn't seem to react, but was directly slapped away by me without mercy!

Bloody, splashed all over the ground!

She still won't die, but at least temporarily for a few hours until she recovers.

If she didn't suffer enough, I wouldn't mind killing a few more times! After all, it's not a killing, and I'm not sorry!

It's time for me to reflect on what I've done wrong.