Chapter 146: Everyone will experience parting
Anbei will not leave me, and on the way home, I have been comforting myself so silently in my heart.
If Wen Ling was so good, he would always handle everything silently in the past, but now, I feel so powerless.
Walking up the last step, I silently stared at the door of Wen Ling's house, if there can be a miracle, Wen Ling opened the door at this time, I think I will give him a big hug, Wen Ling, I miss you very much!
But miracles don't happen, at least I won't have that good luck.
I sighed and was about to open the door to go home, just as I was about to take a step, the door of Wen Ling's house really opened, and Wen Ling really appeared in front of my eyes!
He was wearing his home pajamas, without the scar on the right side of his face, with a slightly tired look in his eyes, his hands in the pockets of his pajamas, looking at me lazily.
"Wenling!" I rushed up excitedly and hugged his neck tightly.
I think this must be my fantasy, a beautiful fantasy, I was always frightened by all kinds of inexplicable fantasies, and today, I can finally have a beautiful situation.
"Hey!" Wen Ling pushed me away in disgust.
My body hit the railing of the stairs next to me and almost rolled down, but fortunately, Wen Ling grabbed me in time.
But the pain in my body told me that all this was not a dream, nor was it my fantasy, but that Wen Ling had really returned.
If that's the case, then my move just now was a little embarrassing, I was stunned for two seconds, and punched him heavily in the chest, "It's not funny to say hello when you come back!" ”
I think this one is more gentlemanly, at least it can ease the awkwardness between us.
Wen Ling looked at me speechlessly and rolled his eyes.
I looked into the room through the gap in his body, and since he was back, wouldn't the red vine come with him?
Wen Ling pushed me away, not allowing me to look inside, and kept a distance of about half a meter between him and me before he spoke: "School will start tomorrow, disguise yourself, and people you don't know will stay away from him, the more indifferent the better." ”
It's a familiar feeling, Wen Ling likes to say something I don't understand, is this his warning or prophecy?
Isn't there going to be anything going on? My mind flashed Jiaonu, Xiao Jiu, and Anbei, and they all worried me today.
I was about to ask Wen Ling, but he had already gone back and closed the door, I raised my hand, and finally didn't knock on the door, forget it, we will meet tomorrow anyway.
My aunt hasn't come back yet, she has been coming home late, I went back to the room, took out my mobile phone, and looked at the photos of our three kings and five daughters, how beautiful it was at that time, I hope everyone is well.
The next day, the school officially started.
When I arrived at the classroom, everyone had already arrived, Wen Ling didn't sit next to me, he went straight to the back row, and the classmates in that position heard that they had gone abroad.
That's fine, otherwise if I sit with him, it will disturb my heart, and I think so, but I feel lost.
The king of the ball said that he still couldn't contact the king of scourge, so he disappeared without saying hello, and no one knew where he went.
I think he must have felt that he was useless because of the lady's affairs, so he deliberately avoided everyone.
When I turn around and talk to the ball king, I always can't help but aim at Wen Ling, his position is very close to Anbei, I look at Anbei, strange, why hasn't Anbei come today?
Although his presence is not high, I can see him every time I look back, and this is the first time I can't see him in the class!
Anbei almost never skips school! My heart tightened all of a sudden, something couldn't have happened to him, right? What he said to me last night kept repeating in my head, and the more I thought about it, the more terrible it became!
I stared at Anbei's position tightly, I really couldn't sit idly by, and looked at Wen Ling with inquiring eyes, but his eyes always looked ahead, and he had nothing to do with me at all.
I can't continue to wait like this, if Anbei really encounters something unexpected at home, then time is of the essence!
Thinking about it like this, I seem to hear Anbei's call to me, he needs me at this time!
My heart throbbed, and I got up from my seat, raised my hand, and prepared to take a leave of absence from my teacher.
But before I could speak, Director Cai nodded and said, "Okay, Liao Zichen, you can sit next to Yan Ruoxian." ”
I was stunned, there was a new classmate in the class, and he was also a handsome guy, but it gave people a very uncomfortable feeling.
I instantly felt that I had done something wrong, and when I looked back, I saw the talented girl staring at me with slightly squinted eyes, the ball king bowed his head and was silent, and Wen Ling wanted to strangle me to death.
I'll go! I just wanted to take a leave of absence, how did I get myself in such a big trouble!
I looked speechlessly at the Zichen who walked up to me, stretched out his hand and said in a friendly manner, "Hello, I'm Liao Zichen!" ”
"You sit casually, I just want to take a leave of absence when I stand up." I walked past him, came to Cai Bandao, and made my request.
"Take your first day off?" Cai Bandao was a little surprised.
"I have an important competition quiz today, I forgot it, I will definitely make up for my homework when I go back!" I pretended to be pathetic.
Cai Bandao thought about it for a while, and finally approved, I quickly wrote the leave note, and watched Cai Bandao sign it.
After thanking me, I ran out of the classroom, Anbei, you must wait for me, no matter what, you must wait for me!
I kept calling Anbei's mobile phone, but no one answered, which made my heart even tighter!
When I get to the bus stop, a bus just drives away, and I refuse to stop no matter how much I shout, what should I do? Otherwise, take a taxi back!
I made up my mind, but I saw Wen Ling, who also came out, and stood opposite me.
"Where are you going?" Wen Ling asked me.
"I'm going to find Anbei!" I had a vague feeling that Wen Ling might know something.
"He's gone, he doesn't want to say goodbye to you, let me pass this on to you." Wen Ling said and put something in the palm of my hand.
This is the black stone bracelet that Anbei has always worn on his wrist, and each stone on it is engraved with the word north.
"Where did he go?" I asked.
"I don't know." Wen Ling shook his head.
I don't believe he doesn't know, and I don't believe that Anbei just said goodbye, obviously we met last night!
But at least one thing is certain, Anbei is fine, just went to a place I don't know.
Another bus came, Wen Ling didn't stop me from getting on the bus, he didn't get on with me, I sat in my seat and looked at him through the window, he was watching me.
Wen Ling's eyes were very gentle, but with an indescribable sadness, which was not the look he should have.
It wasn't until I couldn't see him that I withdrew my gaze, Anbei, where did he go?
I guessed that maybe he had a seizure and went to the hospital, but I couldn't predict the final outcome and didn't want me to see him in the most pain.
There is also the fact that he is unwilling to face the world and find a place where no one knows him to hide, but how will he live in the future? Will Wen Ling help him?
I have too many questions to get answered, and at this time, I just want to see Anbei.
When I arrived at Anbei's house, I knocked on the door desperately, it was quiet inside, there was no response, I took out the key to open the door and went in, there was no change inside, just no Anbei.
I searched every room, every corner, and shouted his name, and the tears finally fell uncontrollably.
Anbei has no relatives, and I am his only friend, I began to hate myself, why didn't I notice Anbei's strangeness last night!
I should have stopped him! I can't just watch him fend for himself!
I ran out of Anbei's house and ran to all the hospitals in the city, but I couldn't find him.
Could it be that he has already left the city? Anbei, where are you?
When night fell, I returned to the gate of the community tiredly, Grandma Li set up a small stall tonight, I sat next to her, watching the people on the street, but none of them were Anbei.
Anbei is a friend I care about so much! But then I realized that I didn't even have a picture of him!
He disappeared from my world silently, is it the fragility of life? Or is it the weakness of human nature? Don't he want to hold on any longer? He must have been in pain, and I, I didn't do anything for him.
I'm really selfish, every time I look for Anbei, I will only pour my troubles on him, never care about him, ask him about his mood and feelings.
"Ruoxian, what's wrong with you today?" Grandma Li looked at me and asked kindly.
"Grandma Li, a friend of mine is gone." I couldn't hold back my tears.
"We'll meet again in the future, it's okay, don't you all have that smartphone, the one that can watch people talk!" Grandma Li knows quite a lot.
I smiled, but I can't contact Anbei now, and I don't know if he will occasionally think of me and send me a WeChat message.
I was thinking about it, I felt an extra piece of clothing on my shoulder, and when I looked back, I saw that it was Wen Ling, and I was a little surprised that he would care about me.
"Everyone will experience several partings in their lives, he doesn't want you to be sad, and he doesn't want to see you cry, in the future, without him, and me." Wen Ling spoke very slowly.
I looked up at him, Anbei must have asked him to take care of me before leaving, otherwise Wen Ling would not be so good to me.
"Wen Ling, thank you." I stood up and returned the clothes to him.
Wenling and Anbei can't be compared, can I drink milk tea and eat small pastries with Wenling, and then talk nonsense?
What Anbei and I can say or do, I can't do with Wen Ling.
"Go home and have a good rest, and I have to go to school tomorrow." Wen Ling said softly.
"You know where Anbei is, don't you?" I think Wen Ling must know.
"I don't know." Wen Ling still denied it.
No matter how I ask, Wen Ling will not say, and I don't plan to embarrass him, since Anbei doesn't want to see me now, then I can at least ask Wen Ling to help me convey a word.
"If you find him, tell him to live well." This is my only sustenance for Anbei.
Wen Ling looked at me, and after a long time, he nodded very seriously.