Chapter 49: I don't want to lose

The blinding light from the outside world opened Kyird's eyes. He turned his stiff, aching body and used his arms to prop his upper body off the edge of the bed.

He sat on the edge of the bed yesterday and fell asleep on his stomach unconsciously, without even closing the curtains. Bianko's hand was even held in his, and Bianko's own didn't seem to have come to his senses.

Of course, she was stimulated so much yesterday and injured so much, she should have taken a good rest.

Kylde stood up slowly, feeling uncomfortable from his inappropriate position, and he decided to wash his face and regain his spirits.

Based on the results of their discussions last night, Letty and Wokan were to inquire about what had happened to Bianco's journey to the west of the city yesterday, and to re-examine the garden west of the city. As part of the town, and so close to where the townspeople live, it would be too dangerous to be infested with wolves and snakes, so why were these residents able to live in peace? Without security measures, the people of those dwellings alone would not be enough to deal with these beasts.

Although they didn't want to visit Organi, firstly, Giaçault really annoyed them, and secondly, Bianko's hearing also needed to find the person, so they might as well wait until Bianko's body recovered, and then Kayld would be able to hold back his anger and not do anything to her when he saw Giardo.

Kylde wiped his face with a towel, and his eyes were faintly cyan reflected in the mirror. Having finished their discussion in this room the previous evening, Leyti and Wokan had been sitting by Bianko's bedside since they had left with their lovers.

He had been thinking about his feelings for Bianko. Yes, when there are no people who are deliberately stimulating him and provoking his nervous tolerance, he can still face this problem properly.

He just thought a few days ago that he could be kind to the girl, but was it out of the favor of relatives and friends, or the favor of the person he loved?

He never seemed to have a clear idea of what Bianco's was to him. His regulated? Of course, this layer of identity must exist, otherwise there would be no beginning between them at all. And after that? To say she's a friend? …… No, it's impossible. It's not that he looks down on Bianko, it's just that it's hard for him to put the girl on the same level as Leti and Wokan. Bianko is the one he wants to protect, not the one he should fight with.

Considering his mother's level, what about Bianco's sister? If it's a younger sister, then of course, it's very logical to protect it......

Kyild's mind paused for a moment, and the chaotic thoughts of the previous night took over his mind again, causing him to let out a long sigh.

He was so entangled and confused yesterday.

Kyild pressed his forehead and walked out of the room. Still asleep in bed, Biancolt sat softly on the edge of the bed and reached for Bianko's forehead.

Their only fear yesterday was that Bianko would have a fever from the wound. However, judging from the current situation, it is clear that the girl has not developed to the worst extent.

After testing the temperature, Kylde slowly moved his hand to Bianko's cheek, the girl's complexion was much whiter than the others, perhaps because of her long life in prison, she had little contact with the sun, and she did not get any good food, so she looked so thin and small.

Bianco's skin has been well cared for by Biangla, it feels smooth and delicate to the touch, and you can feel the softness of the hand when you press it gently. In contrast, the arms that are now wrapped in layers of bandages are even more pitiful, and it is hard to imagine what it will be like to heal such a delicate skin with such a rough injury.

Kyild shook his head, slid his fingers onto Bianko's arm, swam the bandage down Bianko's, and gently gripped it.

He didn't even think the scene of possible scars was ugly, but he felt a little pain spread from the bottom of his heart, gradually taking over the entire atrium.

She shouldn't have been hurt like this.

Kyild lifted Bianco's hand to his face and pressed his face against the back of the girl's hand.

…… He never wanted the girl to be his sister.

If it is a younger sister, she will definitely have more self-confidence and more pride than Bianko, and she will not be afraid of his face and choke with him, with a more dazzling light.

It won't make him want to be as close as he is now.

Bianko's purity made him immerse himself in it for some time, as if as long as he was with the girl, he didn't need to rack his brain to deal with everything, he could relax by Bianko's side, even if Biankom would always cause him some inexplicable trouble.

He could see Bianko whenever he wanted to. The maiden is always there.

Except yesterday.

When he habitually tried to look for the girl's dark eyes, he found that he couldn't find them.

He didn't even react at the first time, it was the huge sense of emptiness and panic in his heart that brought him back to reality.

Biancole vanished from his side. Although they tried to get the girl back as fast as they could, there was still a lingering sense of uneasiness that wrapped around his heart like a vine.

If...... Is this disappearance forever?

The coldness that erupted from the bottom of his heart made him quickly dispel his imagination in this direction.

Maybe he is greedy for the unreserved trust and simplicity of the girl, after experiencing Ji Aduo's deception, these clean and clear eyes will always make him can't help but sink his soul. Because with her, he will not be betrayed and deceived, nor will he lose her for anything, she will always be here.

However, the facts told him that this was not the case.

Even if this loss can be said to be an accident caused by his carelessness, it also rings the alarm bell in his mind. If this continues, sooner or later he will face the scene where she really leaves. Biankom is not an object, she is a living human being. Now he can rely on her with the kindness that took her out of prison at that time, but what about after that?

If he has been stingy with what he has given him, why should the girl endure his hurt and stay by his side forever?

Kyald covered his face and let out a silent wail.

Since when did he think about the "forever" of the girl in front of him?

It was he who wanted her to leave the Nobel family before, and now it was he who wanted her to stay.

…… She must have been confused.

Although he had a headache to find a way to explain the problem and deal with the stupid girl who would be stubborn and inappropriate, he didn't want to let her go without doing anything even if he had another headache.

No, it wasn't so much that he was tied up, but that he didn't want to let her go no matter what.

It's not just about staying at Nobile's house, it's about staying with him. He would not allow someone who came from nowhere to take Bianko away one day in the future, nor would he allow her to belong to another new family with whom he would no longer have anything to do with him.

He only wanted Biankom to be in his family, and apart from his parents, in his family, he only wanted to see Bianko. As long as the soul that tolerates him and allows him to let go of negative emotions is there, even if he encounters something that is very sad, he can face it with a stable mood.

If you don't have Bianco? Of course, he can still live a normal life, there is no doubt about it. He is the heir of Nobil and will one day become the head of the Nobil family, continuing the glory of the Nobel family as a nobleman. But......

If he could keep Bianko by his side now with the effort he could put in, why didn't he do it?

No nobleman's family motto teaches his children not to fight for the people or things he should fight for.

So, he wants to fight for it, and he will let Bianko stay by his side well, and willingly, without any reluctance.

Having made up his mind, Kyild's heart gradually calmed down, and he fixed his gaze at the girl's sleeping face, and there was unprecedented tenderness in his dark gray eyes.

Does he like Bianco? Or does he have a crush on that girl? He didn't know either.

But he'll have time to figure this out. He knew he didn't want to leave Bianko, he didn't want to lose her. He knew that his mood was not a whim, and although his actions might be a little overbearing to Bianko, as long as the girl herself was not upset.

Bianko was already far more dependent on him than anyone else, and he just needed to use this to make himself more irreplaceable in her heart.

Kyild closed his eyes, the girl's warm palm and soft palm made him reluctant to let go, he kissed the finger separated by the bandage, and then covered the small palm with both hands.

Even if he was reluctant to leave Bianco's side, Kyild still had to deal with the need for food. If he doesn't have enough to eat, he doesn't have enough strength and clear thinking to protect the people around him, and he knows this very well.

He only hesitated for a moment, and then only asked the waiter to provide a meal and enter the house. When Bianko woke up, he could have paid for another one instead of having the girl eat the cold food. Although she spent the first 18 years like this, it doesn't mean that she should live like this for the next 18 years.

Kylde was absentmindedly eating what was not breakfast or lunch, and in order not to let the girl out of his sight, he had chosen to eat in the room, but he still felt that the distance between the table and the bed was too far, and if the girl suddenly made any movement, he could not arrive at the first time.

He knew he was overwhelmed, and the hotel they were staying in was the largest in Timai Town, but still small for the capital, and he could rush to Bianko's side in a second. But perhaps he has not yet come out of the shadow of the girl's disappearance, so there is always an unstable panic.

Kyild frowned at Bianko, he was definitely not the only one who had a shadow over this lost experience. The girl's screams before being knocked unconscious by Wokan showed her ability to go on a rampage again, and whether this would affect her hearing was uncertain, and it was only to be observed when she woke up.