Chapter 171: Stay with me for the last time

When Jiang Zhen handed over the divorce application to Li Shengguo, Li Shengguo was also startled by her and looked at him with suspicious eyes.

In fact, it's no wonder that Li Shengguo looked at him like that, after all, after Xia Ning's death and resurrection, Jiang Zhen was all focused on reuniting with Xia Ning, and he was crazy, last time for Xia Ning, he didn't even want a military rank, but now he made a fuss, which made Li Shengguo a little confused.

Li Shengguo shook the paper in front of Jiang Zhen with the piece of paper, and teased: "What kind of moth are you making here?" ”

Jiang Zhen said: "As you can see, chief, please approve my divorce application with Xia Ning!" ”

"Smack!" Li Shengguo slammed the paper on the table with his palm with the greatest strength and said, "Do you think I'm idle?" Or do you think I'm just here to solve your problems? ”

"You also said before that if the military party takes the initiative to divorce with a commission, then it will be accepted, right? Now I ask to dissolve my marriage with Xia Ning! ”

Li Shengguo looked at Jiang Zhen's attitude and tone, it didn't seem like a joke, he asked Jiang Zhen seriously: "You want to die or live for her, you have been tossing for so many years, and what you want is the current result?" ”

Jiang Zhen looked up at the ceiling, then looked at the kind of paper that applied for divorce, and said: "I thought I could give her a happy life, but after such a long time of proof, I found that I couldn't give it at all, she was with me, only pain, and even now I haven't seen her smile for a long time, you say, is there still any point in such a marriage relationship?" Instead of going on like this, it's better to cut through the mess quickly and end it all! ”

His tone was full of vicissitudes, which did not belong to his age, and there was a deep sense of powerlessness and sadness, which also made Li Shengguo helpless.

"Hey!" Li Shengguo sighed, stood up and walked up to Jiang Zhen, pointed to the application for divorce in his hand and said, "I don't evaluate your relationship, I just want to ask you, are you sure you want this?" ”

Jiang Zhen didn't hesitate at all, nodded, and said, "Please approve the chief!" ”

"Since it's what you want, then I'll fulfill you." Li Shengguo glanced at Jiang Zhen's determined eyes again and decided.

"Thank you, chief, then I'll go down."

After speaking, Jiang Zhen walked towards the door, and Li Shengguo shook his head helplessly at his back.

On the third day, Jiang Jian asked Xia Ning to meet at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau.

When he saw Xia Ning, Jiang Zhen said lightly: "Go in!" ”

Xia Ning nodded.

She thought that Jiang Zhen would think about it for a long time, and maybe he would do something more to redeem it, but she didn't expect that this time he was so simple, and he got an answer only one day later.

At this time, Xia Ning didn't see the expression on Jiang Zhen's face, but felt that he was shrouded in sadness that made people want to cry as soon as they got close, and Xia Ning's heart was slightly touched.

Xia Ning's marriage certificate was in Jiang Zhen's hand, and Jiang Zhen brought it all over.

The divorce procedures were handled quickly, and the handler looked at the expressions of the two of them and asked a few questions.

For example, are the two sure that they want to divorce? What are the grounds for divorce? There are no property disputes and so on.

Both of them are very calm, so that the handling staff also feels that this is what it is like to be divorced.

After getting the divorce certificate, the two went out of the Civil Affairs Bureau together.

Standing at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, Xia Ning stood behind Jiang Zhen's book, he kept looking ahead, not knowing what he was looking at.

Xia Ning said: "Thank you!" ”

"You're welcome, that's the only thing I can give you, how's it? Are you in a better mood? Jiang Zhen turned his head and looked at Xia Ning with a smile.

Xia Ning was stunned for a moment by his sudden smile, he seemed to have something different, he just felt that something was weird.

"Perhaps, it's over." Xia Ning said lightly.

"Is it over?" Jiang Zhen didn't know if he was asking himself or Xia Ning.

Xia Ning felt that she didn't have the slightest happiness in her heart at the moment, obviously this was the result she had always wanted, but for some reason, her heart became heavier and heavier, and she was not half relaxed.

"Then I'll go first."

What Xia Ning said now, she felt very calm, but only she knew that it was more like an excuse, an excuse to escape.

"Can you stay with me one last time?" Jiang Zhen pleaded.

His expression was so sincere and serious that Xia Ning couldn't refuse.

"I'll make a phone call back to the company, I came out secretly today." Xia Ning said.

"I'll wait for you in the car."

After speaking, Jiang Zhen walked in the direction of the car.

Xia Ning walked under the tree next to her and dialed Huo Tingge's phone.

"Mr. Huo, I have something to do today and want to take a day off!"

"I see."

Huo Tingge didn't ask her for a reason, knowing that everything she did was justified, he decided not to ask, she would tell him if she wanted to.

After making the call, Xia Ning went to Jiang Zhen's car.

Jiang Zhen had already opened the co-pilot's door and leaned to the side to wait for her.

Xia Ning naturally understood, didn't say anything, and sat in directly.

After closing the car door, Jiang Zhen drove away from the Civil Affairs Bureau.

Jiang Zhen first went to the place where Xia Ning took the two of them to meet for the first time.

Stand where the two met.

Jiang Zhen recalled: "I still remember very clearly, I saw a very beautiful and very strong girl catching thieves, at that time I was thinking, there is such a righteous beauty, Linhai is really different." ”

Xia Ning also clearly remembered that she had been complaining to Fang Yi because of her graduation project, but she encountered a thief, and at that time, her anger value rose sharply, and she chased after her head with a fever, regardless of whether it was dangerous or not. As a result, she met him, and her intuition told her that she didn't like this man, but hated it, with a ruffian and arrogant face, and a high-minded appearance that made people want to hit him.

After that, I didn't expect the two to have so many intersections later, and even became husband and wife.

Xia Ning thought about why she would agree to him like that at that time? Is it really a return for gratitude? Or was he threatened? She didn't know.

"It really hit me with your dislike and disgust at the time, but then I think about it, you do have a reason to hate me." Jiang Zhen continued.

Then they came to a place, the place where the two of them met for the second time, but this place had no good memories for either of them.

It's just that Jiang Zhen felt that if he hadn't met her here, then they would definitely meet her elsewhere.

"Let's go, what's there to see!" Xia Ning walked away first.

Jiang Zhen knew that for her, this was her nightmare, and it was also the first time she had come into contact with the darkest place in the city, and there was really nothing to see.

Immediately after, they came to Linhai High School.

This place is extremely important to both of them, and until now Jiang Zhen still misses that time, and the two of them walked home together, talking and laughing, and the two of them did not doubt or guess at that time.

Although it is very plain, the sprout of love is gradually starting here and now.

At that time, Xia Ning could see Jiang Zhen's handsome figure at the school gate as soon as she left the school, and at that time she thought that the two of them would get along like friends, and it would go on forever, which was very dull. But she didn't expect that in the end they actually became a real husband and wife, but she never regretted it in her heart, as if it was a natural thing.

"At that time, I always had the luxury of accompanying you to work every day, getting off work every day, until we couldn't walk anymore, just lying on the old man's chair, slowly enjoying the peaceful days, just thinking about it, I felt that I had no regrets in this life." Jiang Zhen's face was longing.

Xia Ning looked at him, he couldn't tell what mood he was in, thinking about it now, maybe the two of them hadn't had a good chat at that time, they had been teasing him all the time, and she was hiding, and when he encountered something, he was impulsive, and she ran away.

It seems that this has always been the pattern of the two of them getting along, so it will always accumulate, like a tower with a chaotic chassis, and one day, this tower will fall down all at once, shattered, just like their relationship.

Then, Jiang Zhen took Xia Ning to sit on the Ferris wheel once.

Xia Ning has only taken the Ferris wheel a handful of times in the past 20 years, that is, once in four years, and now once, and the same person took her to sit.

Fear of heights, she still has it, but this time she can overcome it by herself, once Jiang Zhen said to her that she is afraid of heights, so she sees things parallel to it, which will reduce the dilation of the pupils of her eyes, she has always remembered it, and now she is doing it too.

"Are you still afraid?" Jiang Zhen asked worriedly.

Xia Ning shook her head and said, "I'm not afraid anymore." ”

This sentence is nothing to others, but for Jiang Zhen, it is like losing the last armor, it turns out that she is no longer afraid of heights, she is really no longer the same she used to be, and her heart is extremely bitter.

Since the meeting, he has been stubborn about her or the original her, I don't know if he doesn't want to think about it or not, Xia Ning in his memory is really gradually moving away from him.

When I got off the Ferris wheel, it was from afternoon to five o'clock in the afternoon.

Jiang Zhen looked at Xia Ning who was standing aside and said, "Let's have a casual meal, let's go!" ”

Xia Ning didn't speak, and walked behind him silently.

Jiang Zhen found a private room, which was quieter, and ordered a table of dishes.

Xia Ning looked at the dishes on the table in embarrassment and said, "We can't finish half of this in two rows, right?" ”

Jiang Zhen smiled: "It's okay, it's a big deal." ”

Jiang Zhen also ordered a bottle of beer, poured it for him and Xia Ning respectively, and said, "You can take a sip less, just treat it as accompanying me." ”

Then, Jiang Zhen raised his glass and said loudly: "This first cup, I apologize for all my previous mistakes." ”

I drank it in one gulp without panting, and then filled it up.

Continued: "The second cup, in memory of our children. ”

Jiang You took a sip, and then said: "The third cup, I hope you will live happily and happily in the future, and there will be no more pain and no sadness." ”

Xia Ning didn't drink a single glass, just watched Jiang Zhen drinking alone, to be honest, her heart was trembling, every time he said a word, every time she drank a glass of wine, she was trembling, obviously this was what she wanted, but why did she want to cry, but she couldn't cry.

"One last drink, I hope you'll forgive me for all my behavior."

After drinking, Jiang Zhen said, "In the future, can we still be friends?" The most ordinary kind is fine, and the one you just met is okay, okay? ”

Xia Ning pressed down the water that surged into her eyes and said, "If I say no, what will you say?" ”

"Can't you? That's right, we are like this, it may be more embarrassing to be friends, I will do whatever you say, I respect you. ”

After that, the two didn't talk until Xia Ning received a call from Huo Tingge to pick him up, and the two said goodbye.

In the end, when Xia Ning left, Jiang Zhen shouted loudly: "Ning Ning, I love you for a lifetime!" ”

Finally, Xia Ning's tears flowed down, but Jiang Zhen couldn't see it, and Huo Tingge saw it, he just said lightly: "Let's go!" ”

Is it over? Is it really over?

Jiang Zhen's heart seemed to be missing a big piece, and he couldn't feel the pain, he thought, in this life, his heart will never be complete again, because she is gone, this time completely out of his life.