I closed my eyes and felt the coolness of the wind blowing, and the depression in my heart was swept away at this moment. Actually, when I was very young, I liked to sit like this. Because it can give me the illusion that this is another world, unconnected to the real world. And the person sitting on it can also be a person from outside the world who does not ask about the world and is not stained with red dust.

I like this feeling and I like this hypothetical feeling even more. But what I like more is to sit on a high place and look in the distance, as if I can know where I belong......

I sat on it for a long time until my aunt came back from the next set. She carried a stool in one hand and a handy bag in the other, which seemed to contain some food. When she saw me, she asked me what I was doing sitting so high, beware of falling.

I said it was okay and jumped straight down from it in front of her. When she saw this, she said that she was not afraid to break my leg.

I smiled and didn't speak, and when I saw her put the stool down, I touched an orange from her convenience bag and gave it to me. I took it and said thank you, stood next to her and peeled the orange.

"Today's fair, can your dad buy you anything delicious at the fair?" My aunt asked me while peeling an orange.

I smiled wryly and shook my head.

Seeing this, the aunt said, "Your father is so picky, what are you saving all that money for?" Reluctant to eat, reluctant to drink. Crops, too, today for this help, tomorrow for that help. Find someone to help, and if you are reluctant to buy someone a cigarette or a bottle of wine, they will have to pour oil money for him. It's only in and out all day, what do you do with all that money? ”

I was a little unhappy with what she said. What do you mean by only in but not out? My dad seems to be a greedy villain. You don't understand his pain, you don't know his difficulties, what right do you have to judge him?

Although I was very unhappy, I couldn't show it on my face, because I still hoped that my uncle would help my father when he was busy with the farm this year. If you offend your aunt at this time, you won't have to ask our family anything this year.

"How can my dad be rich? When he looked at my grandmother, he borrowed 30,000 or 40,000 yuan outside, and there are still a lot of them that have not been repaid! I said with a smirk.

"How much is still unclear? Besides, how many years has your grandmother been dead? The aunt sneered, obviously skeptical of my words, "To whom to listen and who to believe?" I also went out to work for two years, and the crops have not been much less than those of people in these years, so where did the money go? ”

My aunt is still saying that the boundary in my heart has completely exploded because of her words. I said angrily, "My grandmother has been sick for more than a year, and her crops have rotted in the ground for two seasons. Say my dad went out to work? He doesn't know a single word, and he does all the manual work on the construction site, and he only earns forty yuan a day! In the end, he was so tired that the disc in his waist protruded, and the money was not enough for him to come back to get medicine! Say that the crops are not harvested less than others? On a hot day, there was no water in the rice fields, so people set up machines to pump water into their fields. He can't turn on the machine, he can't pump water, and no one asks about things, so he looks at God every day if he can drop some water and collect more than people? I said in a swallowing voice, trying not to let myself cry. I don't understand, where do those people who say my dad is rich come from? Why don't I find out when I get along with my dad every day? To put it bluntly, he is an old man in his sixties, and he takes me a little girl of twelve or thirteen years old. I have no skills and no skills, and I don't know a single word when I go out to work. What is the main source of income besides those few acres of broken land? And just these few acres of broken land, how difficult is it for him to plant, are those people blind? And just say that you have money? Where did the money come from? Robbed people?

"Hmph...... Your father is pitiful in the world, he has no money and still runs to the small store every day to buy cigarettes......"

"Shut up!" I yelled suddenly, and when I realized what I had said, tears fell from my eyes, and I thought to myself that it was over. Biting his lip, he trembled and said, "I...... I don't want to speak ill of my dad......" I said, not knowing if it was because I was too nervous or too scared, and hiccuped.

My aunt probably didn't expect her to provoke me like this with just a few words, and the anger on her face quickly subsided at first, but now she is a little crying and laughing. I only heard her say: "I can be regarded as an eye-opener today, and I will casually say two words about your father, you are so virtuous!" When your dad dies, will you still be alive? ”

"My dad won't die, he will live a hundred years!" I cried and retorted.

When my aunt heard me say this, she sneered and said, "Your grandmother is in such good health that she has lived to be more than seventy years old, how old is your father now?" Sixty-five? In 10 years, you'll be your grandmother's age, right? Less is not to say more, twenty years? Eighty-five is considered an old age, right? Is it possible to live to deserve it? I'm tired like a cow every day......"

"Absolutely! Don't say eighty-five years old, one hundred and eighty-five can live to it! I stubbornly said. My aunt gave me a blank look, "Hmm! Yes! Live to be a thousand years old! ”

"Yes!" I was just stubborn, and I didn't care what my aunt said after saying this, just throw my hand and leave.