For half a month's grace, the concubines in the harem had a lot of complaints about Chunxi. But on the bright side, no one can do anything about her except envy.

The emperor's favor is not up to them. Everything in this palace may be guessed, but the emperor's thoughts, even if they are really guessed, may not be able to influence them. can only watch others being loved, but he can only wait stupidly.

On this day, the consultant came again to spread the word that the emperor still turned over the brand of the nobleman.

In the past half a month, Yikun Palace has gone up and down, but his face has risen, and there are people who stutter everywhere he goes. Only then did they feel that their master was favored, what a beautiful thing.

Chunxi was ready early, sat on the step to the Qianqing Palace and waited.

The hour was getting late, but he didn't see Xuan Ye coming over for a long time, and Chun Xi was also puzzled in his heart, but it was not good to send someone to ask, so he only asked Shu Sleeve to inquire about Wei Yangji, and when he came back, he only said that he was still dealing with official business.

She had nothing to do, so she got dressed and went to the small kitchen to see if she could find something to make a supper for Xuante.

She really found a lot of good things, and after working for a long time, she returned to the dormitory with a porcelain cup containing supper and continued to wait.

didn't see Xuan Ye come back for a long time, so Chun Xi had to ask someone to bring the chessboard and practice chess by himself. After a game of chess, Xuan Ye didn't come back, and he didn't have the interest in playing chess, so he asked people to send the four treasures of the study, and he started to draw in the dormitory.

I don't know if it's because it's getting late, and I've been busy for so long, I'm upset and irritable, and I'm not satisfied with how I paint. I tore one after another, and in the end, I didn't have the patience to draw again, so I just sat next to me in a daze.

After waiting for a long time, Chunxi fell asleep on the square table on the side of the collapse, and it was already four days before he woke up.

Seeing that Shu Sleeve, who was supposed to be outside the door, was already standing aside at some point, Chun Xi straightened her clothes and asked her, "What time is it?" ”

"It's already the fourth watch." Shu sleeve returned: "During the second watch, the emperor sent Father-in-law Wei to say that he couldn't go back to the dormitory, so let the little master sleep first." ”

"Why can't you come back? Is it that there are too many twists and turns in the previous dynasty? Chunxi wondered. Seeing that there was a freshly brewed hot tea on the side, he reached out to pour it, and when he saw this, he hurriedly stepped forward to help, but was stopped by Chunxi.

Shu Sleeve shook his head and said, "Yes...... It was Fuqin from Zhongcui Palace who came over and said that it was ...... He said that he was a noble person....... She...... She ......"

"What's wrong with Sister Rong? But what happened? Seeing her like this, Chunxi couldn't help but feel anxious, and couldn't bear her spitting and spitting, so she said it for her.

"Yes and no." Shu Sleeve thought for a while and didn't know whether to say it, but Chun Xi suddenly had a good temperament and was not in a hurry to ask, and ate tea by himself.

In the end, he still couldn't hold it back, and Shu Sleeve Vino said: "It's Rong Guiren who is angry and red." ”

After a pause, he put down the teacup. Seeing red? Isn't that a sign of miscarriage?

"Did you call in a doctor?" Chun Xi asked again.

Shu Sleeve replied, "Please, say it's fine." All you need to do is recuperate in peace. ”

"Do you know why you are angry?" Chunxi put down the teacup and looked at the porcelain cup that was already cold on the side, the contents were already cold and couldn't be eaten.

Shu sleeve said: "I heard that I bumped into An Guiren during the day and quarreled a few words. ”

Hearing that this matter was due to An Guiren, Chunxi also suddenly felt clear. Rong Guiren has always been gentle, so naturally he can't compare to An Guiren's clever mouth, so he thinks he is angry.

"Then the emperor stayed in Zhongcui Palace?" Chun Xi asked again.

"Not really. The emperor thought that Rong Guiren was fine, and thought about coming back, but on the way, he met Fang Fei from Qixiang Palace to ask for the imperial doctor, saying that Mu promised that his stomach hurt badly. When the emperor heard this, he also followed. ”

"What is the matter with Mu agreeing?" Chun Xi was stunned again, this big night is really enough to toss.

"Yes—it's joyful." Sleeves sloppy answer.

Bun in the oven? One almost had a miscarriage, and the other was happy again, and this night was really not a joy or a sorrow.

Chunxi reached out to open the porcelain cup, picked up the golden spoon next to it and stirred it into the porcelain cup.

Chun Xi muttered: "It seems that the emperor really can't come back, so let me sleep first." ”

"The little lord is angry?" Shu Sleeve said tentatively, looking at her movements, she didn't mean to put it in her mouth, as if she was tinkering with something, playing with it.

"I'm not angry. Relax your sleeves, clean up, and go back to Yikun Palace. The quilt covering her body was about to collapse, and Shu Sleeves hurriedly put on her shoes.

Shu Sleeve persuaded while busy talking: "Little master, it's all this hour, why don't you just rest here." The emperor also specially instructed the little master to stay and wait. What's more, the emperor has been gone for so long, I'm afraid he is already on his way back. "It's late at night now, and it will be dawn in a while, so why bother, little lord.

"Qixiang Palace is still a long way away from this Qianqing Palace, if you want to come back, how can the emperor not come back. Didn't you also say that it's been this hour, I'm afraid that you have already been stopped by An Guiren and rested there. Even if the emperor is here, this time should have allowed the concubines to go back. In the past, the emperor left me because he was there, but now, he is not here, so why should I stay here and not leave. Her eyes were dim, and she didn't know what mood she should be in to face such a thing now. She really didn't want to stay here any longer, and she had mixed feelings.

Is it loss? Is it sad? She didn't know what attitude to use.

Shu Sleeve looked at her appearance, and couldn't think of a refutation for a while, so he had to let her.

But at this moment, she also seemed to understand a little bit what suffering is, not the pain of lovesickness, but more bitterness than the pain of lovesickness.

The man he loves has a child with another woman, but he is left alone in this golden dormitory. How does she sleep peacefully?

Chun Xi glanced at the paintings left by himself on the table next to him, those did not have a complete pattern. Looking at it now, I have no idea what I'm drawing.

"Let people clean up all this, the emperor will come back and see it." After giving the order, he stepped out of the door of the dormitory.

Chunxi walked out of the door of the Qianqing Palace, and regardless of the steps that had been prepared, he just walked on the palace road on foot. Suddenly, she found that the road back to Yikun Palace from Qianqing Palace was so long, and she couldn't go back after walking for a long time.

The faint light in the lantern shone on the cold palace wall. In the darkness, it makes people feel even more desolate. Is it true that since ancient times, the women of emperors have experienced such dark nights?

I didn't feel lonely before, because she had the purest thoughts. She doesn't fight, she doesn't rush, she waits for the man she loves to fall in love with him. But now? How could she suddenly feel that she was the same as others, and suddenly understood that she was just one of his harems. Nothing special, nothing different.

I should have woken up earlier, there are many more such darkness, such cold nights. She wanted to be alone, alone with every such lonely night.

Back in Yikun Palace, Chunxi had long been sleepless, sitting in front of the desk, reading at night, but he never read a word.

Her mind was full of the places he had been and the people he had met that night. She thought that he was now gentle with another woman.

My heart hurts so much that I want to cry. But why can't you shed tears?

When the day was slightly bright, Chunxi ordered someone to freshen up her, ate a few mouthfuls of sweet potato porridge, and went to Yongshou Palace.

At dawn, the concubines of the palace had arrived.

"It's so early for you to come today." As soon as the noble Jin entered the door, he saw Chun Xi who was already sitting on a chair talking to Yun Concubine.

"It's not too late for my sister to come." She smiled lightly and bowed slightly to her.

"I'm afraid that the nobles don't know, the nobles are unusually early today, but it's because the emperor is not in the Qianqing Palace." It just so happened that An Guiren also entered the door, and he smiled when he heard Jin's words.

"The emperor wasn't in the Qianqing Palace yesterday? Where did that go? As soon as Guiren Jin asked deliberately, it seemed that he had already guessed seventy-seven-eighty-eight. I have already heard about what happened last night, and seeing An Guiren's appearance this morning, I affirmed the answer in my heart.

"Last night, Mu promised not to be comfortable, and called the imperial doctor over, it turned out that he was happy. Now I'm afraid that some people can't hold back the holy grace that they have been holding. For most of the month, except for the nobles, we have never heard a sound. Fortunately, yesterday because Mu promised to be happy, the little master was able to see the holy face. An Guiren smiled even more happily, walked up to Chunxi with his head held high, and looked at her condescendingly, this feeling was really good.

Chunxi's face stiffened, and he hadn't slept in the second half of the night, and his face was naturally white, and now he looked even more pale.

"Shut up all of them." When Concubine Tong entered the door, she saw that Chunxi's face was pale, and she heard An Guiren's extremely ridiculous voice, and she was also a little unhappy in her heart. How could there be such an incompetent person under his own hands.

"It's not that you are happy, so why bother to ridicule others here. What's more, the nobles even turned over the bed, maybe they already had an heir in their stomachs. Concubine Tong said again.

Chunxi looked up and saw Concubine Tong speaking for herself, and her heart warmed.

"That's right, my sister doesn't have to mind what others say." Yun Concubine stretched out her hand to hold her, and the warmth she gave made her feel even more at ease.

Seeing that Concubine Tong was angry in her words, An Guiren couldn't say any more, so she sat down angrily, only competing with the hot tea she had just served.

Mu promised to be the last to arrive, and as soon as she entered the door, everyone saw the spring breeze on her face. Seeing a thorn in her heart, she felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

"This time you have to take care of the baby in your womb. Don't be angry, if it's really a miscarriage, the gains outweigh the losses. Concubine Wan instructed Rong Guiren, and then promised Mu a promise: "This has a child, it can't be the same as before, how can I do it if I am pregnant." Not only should you be careful, but you should also be very careful. ”

She didn't realize what else she said, and she had long forgotten how she returned to Yikun Palace. When he returned, he fell into bed and fell into a groggy sleep.