Chapter 143: Leaving the Palace
"Queen Mother, Mrs. Wei is gone."
Su Xin was next to my ear, and when I whispered, my hand sipping tea hesitated for a moment, and then smiled indifferently: "Everyone has a life!" ā
Tomorrow is the wedding of Lou Xi and Zhaojun.
I think that Mrs. Wei's death is Lou Xi's first gift to Zhaojun's newlywed.
In fact, in the bottom of each of us, we know very well that Zhaojun's death cannot be blamed entirely on Wei Rongyi.
It's just that if you want to blame her, blame her for her bad life.
Who made her meet Lou Xi.
A man who can be crazy, desperate and not afraid of everything for love.
Lou Xi held Zhaojun's wedding very luxuriously.
Even after this wedding, from beginning to end, there was no bride in sight.
On the day of the wedding, he actually entertained all the people of Bian Liang City.
All the people admired and cheered for Lou Xi.
However, turning around, where Lou Xi couldn't see, they couldn't help but sigh.
They sincerely feel sorry for Lou Xi and sorry for the dead Zhaojun!
If that girl hadn't died, how happy she would have been.
"Zhaojun, have you seen it, this man you love deeply, how deep his love for you is, have you seen it?
If you have a spirit in the sky, can you also smile at Jiuquan? ā
I closed my eyes and prayed to the heavens sincerely, what I said to Zhaojun.
"Xiaoyu, Miss Wei died with a body, not a soul, as long as she is still alive in our hearts, then, one day, maybe there will be a miracle." Dongfang Yu suddenly patted me on the shoulder and comforted.
I was obviously taken aback by his sudden words, and after I calmed down, I suddenly felt that Dongfang Yu had something to say.
The so-called miracle is nothing more than a resurrection from the dead!
So, is the miracle that Dongfang Yu refers to exactly what I think?
"Yes, there is a miracle in this world." My appearance is not a miracle.
At night, everything is silent.
Looking at Dongfang Yu's handsome and perfect sleeping face, my heart couldn't help but throb for a while.
Dongfang Yu, do you know, you take care of me in every way and accommodate me in every way, how can I be indifferent.
However, when I find that my feelings for Murong are shaken, I will be scared and hesitant, and now I just want to escape from your side.
Perhaps, only by staying away from you, can I preserve my love for Murong, although I have been your queen, but my heart, my people, have been waiting for him to marry me.
He said it, he promised it, how could he forget?
Dongfang Yu, I'm sorry, maybe, it's time, it's time for me to leave?
In the middle of the night, when I changed into a plain skirt and crossed the palace wall with a little effort.
My heart was shocked and moved, and he said that if he let me go free, he would no longer force me to stay.
However, I said goodbye to him in this way, and it was not a great distrust to him.
Will he be sad, will he be sad?
Han Ziyu, what are you thinking, since you have decided, don't hesitate and hesitate like this.
"Third sister." On the silent street, I walked silently with my head bowed alone, and in my mind, there were thousands of thoughts, and suddenly, a soft sound like a spring breeze in March came into my ears.
I subconsciously turned my head, put a touch on my face, and said with a faint smile: "Second brother." ā
"Third sister, it's so late, you are not in the palace, how can you wander on this street, do you know, a girl's house, this is very dangerous."
Han Ziwen seemed to have a blaming tone, but his delicate and handsome face was full of concern.
I pursed my lips and said with a smile: "Second brother, then you, it's so late, why, are you here." ā
Han Ziwen moved his lips, and just as he was about to speak, I hurriedly interrupted: "Second brother, don't tell me, you are idle and bored, and you happened to meet me." ā
Han Ziwen coughed, smiled awkwardly and said, "It's not a book if it's no coincidence." ā
"Second brother, come with me." I shook my head and chuckled.
The lonely streets and the bright moonlight stretched the figures of me and Han Ziwen very long, very long.
In this way, we walked in silence, side by side without purpose.
I don't know how long it took, I stopped, raised my eyes, looked at Han Ziwen quietly, and said in a rather cautious tone: "Second brother, if I say that if I am not your third sister, will you still be good to me?" ā
"Xiaoyu, if the second brother said that from the beginning, I knew that you were not my third sister, would you believe it?" Han Ziwen suddenly asked me with a low chuckle.
I was slightly stunned for a moment, and then, I reacted and asked with a smile: "Second brother, have you ever liked your third sister?" ā
"I love her, but unfortunately, I am destined to have no relationship with her." Han Ziwen's tone was full of sighs, but he always maintained a soft smile on his face.
"Then if she died because of me, would you hate me?" I paused slightly, and before Han Ziwen had time to speak, I continued: "Second brother, can you, don't hate me?" ā
None of this, is it what I hoped?
I want to live, but I don't want to, at the cost of another fresh life?
"How so?" My eyes widened, and I couldn't understand why, I said this, he could still be so calm, as if the water in the lotus pond was unwavering.
Seeming, anxious to explain my confusion, he said softly: "She sacrificed for love, and she was willing to do all this, so I don't blame anyone, and I have no right to blame anyone." ā
What does it mean to sacrifice for the sake of love?
I wondered why, but I also understood that if I asked him why, it wouldn't be the same as rubbing salt on his unhealed wound.
In the face of truth and true feelings, I will not hesitate to give up the former and take the latter.
Therefore, I was silent and prepared to wait for his next words.
"Xiaoyu, you must be confused now, why, she sacrificed for love, right?" Han Ziwen suddenly patted me on the shoulder.
"Hmm." I nodded slightly, and suddenly, I understood something, and quickly shook my head again.
I don't know what I look like now, in his eyes, but his sullen smile quickly gave me the answer.
"Xiaoyu, shall I tell you a story?" Although Han Ziwen was looking at me, I knew that his gaze, the focus of his eyes, had drifted to the distant past.
"Okay." I nodded obediently and continued to walk side by side with him in small steps.
"Once, there was a girl who was brilliant and good-looking, but she never showed her eyes and did not show water.
Her personality seems to be gentle, but in fact, she is very tenacious, so in her life, no matter how much she has been wronged, she will always face a smile.
However, until one day, she suddenly changed, she likes to be in a daze, she likes to giggle, but it is obvious that there is endless sadness in her eyes after smirking. ā
Han Ziwen was talking, and suddenly fell silent, I know that when he said this, his heart was inevitably tormented.
So, I continued with his words: "She is sad because she is in love with someone she shouldn't love, and even that person wants to exchange her life for the life of the woman she loves, right?" ā
When I asked Han Ziwen rhetorically, my heart suddenly throbbed.
Dongfang Yu, brought me into this world, how many people did you kill, and how much did you pay silently, I don't know the price?
"It seems that you have guessed all this?" Suddenly, I seemed to notice a smile flashing in Han Ziwen's eyes.
One is a thousand sails, and quiet like water.
"Yes." I nodded, and for a moment, I didn't know what to say.
Because, no matter what I say, I can't change it, she was indirectly killed by me.
"Then have you guessed why, when you leave the palace tonight, I will be not far from the palace wall?" Han Ziwen suddenly hooked the corners of his lips and smiled lightly.
"Nope." I shook my head, maybe it wasn't that I didn't guess, but I guessed, and I didn't want to face it.
In the face of Dongfang Yu, I chose to escape, perhaps, emotionally, I belong to the category of cowards.
"It's because Your Majesty, after the dynasty this morning, Your Majesty told me that tonight, you will go out of the palace alone and go to Xichu, and he doesn't worry about you, so I hope that my brother, can send you off."
"He, how would he know that I would choose to leave tonight." It's one thing to guess, but when you know it's the truth, it's a shock and helplessness.
"Your Majesty, it is a rare genius in my Eastern Qin Kingdom in a hundred years, so how can he not see this little bit of caution of yours." Han Ziwen smiled helplessly.
"I know." I answered in a low voice, and suddenly my heart ached inexplicably.
I know that my pain is only because of Han Ziwen Chiguoguo's telling the truth, so that I can no longer ignore and escape my cruelty to Dongfang Yu.
His heart is magnificent, and Iā
"Xiaoyu, can't you really stay, even for the sake of Your Majesty, for me, for everyone you care about?"
Han Ziwen stopped again, and his clear eyes were full of hope.
Actually, he understood, no matter what, I wouldn't stay, but he still asked?
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry?" My eyes were full of tears, and I cried silently.
I have never been a strong person, nor am I a person who has no heart and is indifferent, but I have an attachment to what I believe will never be able to abandon.
Now, in addition to being sad, sad, and reluctant, all I can express in words is these three words that hurt others and hurt myself.
"There's no need to say I'm sorry, it's not your fault, if it's wrong, then blame the second brother for asking too much and being too extravagant." Han Ziwen sighed, his soft voice was mixed with a touch of sorrow.
"Second brother, no matter where the third sister is in the future, you will always be my second brother, in this life, in this life, forever, and forever, and will never change." When Han Ziwen was defenseless, I threw myself into his arms, "Second brother, mother, in the future, I will ask you to take care of it." ā