Chapter 9: Self-deception
Suddenly hearing Ye Wei'an say such a sentence, Cheng Xu fell into a long silence. After a long time, Cheng Xu said in a dry voice: "Wei'an, don't tell me that person is Jing Wenyan." ”
Ye Wei'an laughed and said lightly: "I know that you know me best, and you can guess anything!" That's right, that person is Jing Wenyan! ”
Cheng Xu was a little helpless, "Wei'an, do you know what you're talking about?" That person is your teacher! You can't just because you see a little bit of the shadow of the man in your dreams in him......"
Cheng Xu was only halfway through his words when he was interrupted by Ye Wei'an, "Cheng Xu, I know!" I know everything you have to say! I do see a little bit of the shadow of the man in his dreams, and that's one of the reasons I like him, but that's not all! I know it's inappropriate to like my teacher, but Cheng Xu, how many people can you meet in your life? Giving up the people I like for these senseless things, I... I'm not reconciled! ”
Listening to Ye Wei'an's words, Cheng Xu sighed heavily, "Then what are you going to do?" Confession? Have you ever wondered if Jing Wenyan can accept his students? ”
"I ...... I don't know! Ye Wei paused and said: "Actually, it's ridiculous, I don't know anything, I don't know what type he likes, I don't know if he has a girlfriend, and there are many, many more, I don't know!" But I just like him! Cheng Xu, do you think that such a thing as feelings is something I can control? ”
"Wei'an, have you ever thought that your so-called liking might just be your delusion? I know that after breaking up with Yiran, although you don't say it, you are very lonely in your heart. It just so happened that Jing Wenyan appeared at this time, and he still had the shadow of the person in your dream! So you grasp at this life-saving straw and mistakenly think that you are in love! But ......"
Cheng Xu's words were interrupted by Ye Wei'an again, "Cheng Xu, I'm not a child anymore, I can tell what love is and what is illusion." I know that this relationship is actually very ridiculous, the road ahead is foggy, I can't see the direction clearly, and I can't see the end of the road! But I hope at least you can support me! Because you're my best friend, only you'll comfort me when I'm hurting, okay? ”
Cheng Xu took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and pretended to be relaxed: "Of course." Remember, even if the whole world betrays you, I will always be behind you! ”
Ye Wei'an was amused by Cheng Xu's affectionate lines, "Thank you, Cheng Xu." It's my old iron that is the best for me! ”
After hanging up the phone, the corners of Cheng Xu's upturned mouth suddenly fell, and he looked at the code on the computer screen, only feeling irritable. He turned off the computer, walked to the balcony and lit a cigarette, and the words that Ye Wei'an had just passed kept flashing in his mind! She actually likes Jing Wenyan!
But his investigation of Jing Wenyan was so stagnant, and he didn't even know what happened between them back then, how to protect her? First Song Yiran, then Jing Wenyan, why can't it be him? Obviously, he is the one who has always been by her side, why is he always absent from her eyes?
Cheng Xu's roommate went to the balcony to dry his clothes, and when he saw Cheng Xu smoking a cigarette with sad eyes, he stepped forward and asked with concern, "What's wrong?" Brothers. Your addiction to cigarettes has been on the rise lately! I remember you used to smoke a pack of cigarettes a month, look at this time, it's only been a week, and the cigarette box is about to bottom out! ”
Cheng Xu shook his head, spit out a cloud of smoke, and said faintly: "It's not that I'm addicted to smoking, but I have too many things on my mind!" ”
Ye Wei'an hung up the phone, returned to the dormitory and flipped through the calendar, when this semester started, Jing Wenyan arranged the announcement before each class, and took turns according to the student number. Count the days, it'll be her turn next week! It's the first time I've made a presentation in Jing Wenyan's class, so you have to be prepared!
After some careful consideration, Ye Wei'an still chose the topic of Qixi Festival. Qixi Festival is a festival with special significance, and it is also her lunar birthday. The more Ye Wei'an thought about it, the more he felt good, so he went online to check the information!
There is a free question session in the publication arranged by Jing Wenyan, that is, after the announcement, Jing Wenyan will randomly select five people to ask questions to the person who made the presentation according to the content of the announcement. On the day of Ye Wei'an's publication, in order to deal with this link, she told a few acquaintances in advance what questions they could ask. When it came to the free questioning session, Jing Wenyan was also very face-saving, and almost all of the children he ordered were arranged by Ye Wei'an. The last person, Jing Wenyan, nodded Pang Ji, Ye Wei was secretly happy in peace, thinking that things would develop according to her expectations.
But Pang Ji did not let Ye Wei'an get his way. He slowly stood up, smiling a little strangely. Shen Linyuan on the side covered his mouth and couldn't stop laughing. An ominous premonition arose from Ye Wei's bottom of the peace. Sure enough, Pang Ji opened his mouth and asked in Japanese: "An-chan, choose someone in this classroom to spend next year's Tanabata with you, who will you choose?" ”
The scope of this classroom is limited, and Tanabata is a special festival called Chinese Valentine's Day! Pang Ji made it clear that he wanted her to choose the scene and Wen Yan! Ye Wei'an suddenly regretted choosing this topic, Pang Ji actually set him up here! Although she really wants to choose Jing Wenyan in her heart, what is the difference between choosing Jing Wenyan and confessing here? For today's plan, I had to save the scene first! Now single dogs abound, and most of them have spent Tanabata with their girlfriends! So Ye Wei'an smiled and said, "I choose Sun Qin." ”
As soon as the words came out, he saw Sun Qin's tablemate whispering in Sun Qin's ear, which made Ye Wei's sense of foreboding even worse. Sure enough, after seeing Sun Qin's tablemate whispering, Sun Qin covered his lips with his hand and said to Ye Wei'an with a wicked smile: "An Jiang, I'm sorry, I refuse!" As soon as Sun Qin said this, the whole class burst into laughter!
In the midst of laughter, Ye Wei'an on the podium was in a very awkward situation, the smile on the corner of his lips couldn't help but stiffen, gave Sun Qin a sharp look, and gritted his teeth and said, "That's a pity!" ”
In this class, Pang Ji didn't dare to look at Ye Wei'an because he was a thief. finally waited for the end of class, Pang Ji grabbed his schoolbag and ran. Ye Wei'an grabbed Pang Ji's schoolbag strap and pulled him back, with a fascinated smile on his face, and asked with a smile with Pang Ji: "Pang Ji, what question did I ask you?" You see what questions you asked? Did you know? I really want to hit you right now! ”
Pang Ji pulled the schoolbag back with a force, and made a grimace at Ye Wei'an, Ye Wei'an saw it, raised his hand and made a gesture to hit him.
At this time, a hand pressed Ye Wei'an's shoulder, and the familiar low magnetic but somewhat hoarse voice sounded behind him, "An Jiang, girls are not good for being so violent." ”
As soon as Ye Wei'an turned around, it was really Jing Wenyan! She glanced at the slender hand resting on her shoulder, and her heart was beating faster as if there was a deer in her heart! Ye Wei'an's cheeks were slightly hot, the smile on his lips was slightly shy, and his voice was a little soft, "No, I'm just joking." ”
Jing Wenyan clenched his other hand into a hollow fist and coughed lightly twice, he smiled slightly, and said in a dumb voice: "Let's go!" If you don't hurry up, the canteen will be robbed of food in a while!
"Teacher, do you have an uncomfortable throat?" Ye Wei'an asked with concern, feeling that his voice was a little wrong when he was in class just now.
"Hmm. When I wake up in the morning, I feel a sore throat, maybe I have a cold! Jing Wenyan cleared his throat as he spoke.
"Recently, the weather has gradually become cooler, and the teacher pays more attention to his body." Ye Wei'an lowered his head shyly and said.
Jing Wenyan paused slightly, nodded with a smile, "Thank you, you are the same." Recently, it has been rainy in D City, so remember to bring an umbrella when you go out. ”
As he spoke, he had reached the intersection of separation, Ye Wei'an looked at the back of Jing Wenyan leaving, and stood in place for a long time, his heart was full of sweetness. After her observation in the last few days, Ye Wei'an felt that Jing Wenyan had a girlfriend was probably really just a rumor. If he really has a girlfriend, how can he be so close to a schoolgirl.
At this time, Jing Wenyan, who was striding forward, also had a light smile on his lips, and his heart was rippling with warmth and joy. She was the first student to care about him in this way.
The two people didn't know that this scene had completely fallen into the eyes of Naga, who happened to pass by here, and the expressions of both of them were really watched.