Xiao Ming is the time to grow his body, and his health is the critical moment to pay attention to, as well as various tuition fees and so on.

Although they are not rich, in order to let Xiao Ming have a good future and development in the future, Zhao Leqing, like many parents, enrolled her younger brother in various cram schools, and they can't lose at the starting line.

So for her younger brother, she has to work long hours every day, and she is much more tired than many colleagues.

However, when she was exhausted, she had to take care of Li Feng's feelings, and she had to cook for him every day and other work before she went home.

Sometimes, when I suddenly cry, I am like a nanny hired by Li Feng, calling you when you need it, and he doesn't know who this person is who he may call you when he doesn't need it.

Zhao Leqing is a man who is worthy of living on his own, and for a long time, I suddenly don't know how such a man has lived safely and soundly until now. It seems that except for singing, I can't take care of myself in other lives.

Zhao Leqing clearly remembers that once she went to Li Feng to cook for him after work.

Because he was too busy two days ago, he didn't have time to come to his house, and suddenly he knew that if he didn't cook for him, then he would only spend time in instant noodles and takeout, and I remember the first time I came to his house, the living room was full of all kinds of lunch boxes, and from that time I could see that this was a man who didn't know how to live.

Later, after learning about it, it also proved that Zhao Leqing did not look at the wrong person, this is a man with a flawed life.

I didn't come to Li Feng's house for a few days, and sure enough, as I suddenly imagined, it was full of instant noodle boxes and fast food boxes, and almost the entire tea table was piled up.

At that time, I suddenly didn't know why a deep sense of despair poured out.

A long time ago, because of the early death of her parents, the burden of life has been on her, she fantasized that she would have a boyfriend who loves and cares about herself in the future, and can live a good life with herself every day, and can give the most even greetings when she is full of grievances and exhaustion, and solve it together, you don't need to have a good appearance, as long as you can love yourself.

The early death of his parents cast a deep shadow on Zhao Leqing's heart.

There was no care and love from her relatives a long time ago, and the happy and happy days when her parents were alive seemed to have passed many, many years, and during these years, she and her brother depended on each other, and they became each other's most important existence.

Therefore, for a long time, I suddenly didn't dare to imagine if something happened to Xiao Ming, how would her life continue, and what would be the meaning of living in this world.

She hopes to have a prince charming in her life, one day, like in a fairy tale, riding a white horse to her, so smiling, with only him Zhao Leqing in her eyes.

But it always backfires, the ideal is very full, the reality is very skinny, they will always be deeply disappointed in the reality and dreams, and everything they expected is completely different.

Li Feng is the one who is completely out of his imagination.

If you first saw him, you thought that this was a melancholy prince, but when you walked into his life, you realized that this was not a prince, but just a boy who had not grown up, and would always live in his own world and would not want to communicate with other people.

Sometimes I suddenly feel like I am raising a child, and being with Li Feng is such a feeling, Li Feng is such a boy, he wants to rely on others to help him in everything.

That day, after Zhao Leqing cleaned the living room and bedroom for him, he cooked for him, if he hadn't come to the kitchen by himself, Li Feng might not have come in, and when it was moldy, he would remember that he still had a kitchen.

Because I was going to make my own specialty dish celery stir-fried pork, but suddenly I remembered that I forgot to buy celery when I bought beef just now, and I couldn't do without it.

But it happened that Li Feng went out to talk to his friends about a concert in a few days that day, and he would come back in a while, so Zhao Leqing asked Li Feng to bring the celery back.

However, when Li Feng came back, he was holding a bunch of coriander in his hand.

At that time, Zhao Leqing didn't know why she wanted to cry and laugh, but after laughing, she felt more despair.

"Li Feng, this is coriander, I can't afford to ask you to buy celery?"

Zhao Leqing did not use an angry tone, but said in a blank tone.

Li Feng looked at the thing in his hand in confusion, he thought it was right.

"Isn't this celery? I remember that's what it looks like, huh? How can it be coriander? ”

Looking at Li Feng's guilty look, Zhao Leqing couldn't bear to blame him anymore, this was a child, and she didn't have any intention of caring about this person.

"It's okay, coriander is fine, you can put it down, and you can eat right away."

After saying that, he suddenly walked into the kitchen.

It's just that after a while, her tears fell unconsciously, and her heart was blocked all the time.

She knew that this was a mistake that many people would make, and it was just a very small thing, but she felt very uncomfortable.

Suddenly I wanted to lose my temper, but I don't know where to start, everything seems to be unreasonable.

If it was only the first time, it would be fine if he really didn't mean to, but it was because she knew too much that she knew that Li Feng didn't take her words to heart at all, and always seemed so casual, just like just now, she was stingy with even a nice words of comfort, and it was because of such a person that she didn't care about her so much.

A long time has passed since they are now, and their relationship has not deepened because of the extension of time, but has become more and more like two strangers.

Suddenly, I always felt that Li Feng should see himself as one of his nannies, and at most he was a slightly familiar person.

Later, one day when Zhao Leqing got off work, he suddenly saw Li Feng's figure downstairs, sitting pitifully next to the flower bed, with a suitcase at his feet, holding his favorite guitar in his arms, once suddenly remembered that Li Feng said that the guitar was almost his life, if there was no guitar, I don't know what he would be like.

Zhao Leqing sometimes thinks about whether the guitar is more important in his heart, or she is more important. But she never dared to ask, she was afraid that she would hear an answer that she didn't want to hear, then she would be injured in the end, and Li Feng would never give her a word of comfort.