And all this is not understood by others, only I can feel it vividly......

Just like Lin Xiangtian, who was sitting in front of me at this moment, comforting me softly, all he knew was that I was annoyed and helpless at this time because I slept for a day and a night, but he didn't understand what I was thinking in my heart.

Therefore, in the face of this situation, the only thing he could do was to keep comforting me, I just slept for a day and a night, all because I was too tired and there was no other reason.

"Xiao Ci, you can rest assured. You've been exhausted by so many things that have happened before, and you should know better than anyone how long it's been since you've had a good rest.

So it's normal to fall asleep no matter where you are, and you don't have to worry about your body. ”

"No, I still don't think it's normal, do you think I'm going to see a doctor? I think it's necessary, why don't we go to the doctor now? I can't wait, you take me there! ”

The more I thought about Qin Han, the more I understood now that all the reactions I was making now were all due to wanting to see Qin Han.

But after all, I drove Qin Han away, and maybe I won't meet him too often from now on, so I can only use other methods to try to hide my panic.

Lin Xiangtian has known me for so many years, he knows my temper and personality very well, and maybe he can still give me soft advice at first.

But as my attitude became more and more resolute, he seemed to sense that something was wrong, and looked at me with a little seriousness in his eyes.

Just when I was thinking about what kind of reason I could come up with to let Lin Xiangtian take me to the hospital, he suddenly tilted his head and whispered to me.

"Xiao Ci, it's just the two of us here now, so you can tell me anything, your current mood is really a little abnormal, this is not normal, do you have something to hide from us?"

"If you really have something on your mind, you'd better tell me now, so I can help you, if you just lock it in your heart and don't say anything, then you will only suffer twice as much."

"There's nothing we can't solve after discussing with each other, so just say it now, I'll help you solve the problem, you don't have to worry too much."

At first, Lin Xiangtian's tone was still serious, as if he wanted to force me to say what was on my mind, but in the end, his voice finally became gentle.

At the end of the day, he was still too soft-hearted and didn't want to force me.

As for me, whether it is Lin Xiangtian's resolute tone just now, or his little advice in the end, it is of no use to me.

Because I didn't plan to tell any of them what happened between me and Qin Han yesterday.

So when Lin Xiangtian looked at me with seriousness and seriousness, I also responded to him with the same eyes, and shook my head at him lightly without hesitation.

"No, I don't have anything on my mind, I just want to go to the doctor, it's as simple as that. Can you take me there, I beg you to take me to the doctor? ”

I begged Lin Xiangtian to see a doctor again, and when I heard my answer, Lin Xiangtian's eyes suddenly dimmed, and he could guess that I just didn't want to tell her what was on my mind.

If someone hears such a clumsy lie from me again, they will ask me again without mercy, and they will not ask me if I want to tell my heart, they only know that they must know, because only in this way can they help me.

But at least in this regard, there is a difference between Lin Xiangtian and Lin Xiangtian, because if I don't want to say what is in my heart, Lin Xiangtian will definitely not force me.

Whether you say it or not, it's all up to me.

But before that, even if he respected my opinion, Lin Xiangtian couldn't help but ask me, his eyes were still full of serious emotions, I think he probably really wanted to know.

He looked at me and hesitated for a long time, and finally spoke softly, "Xiao Ci, let me guess, you must have something on your mind, and you want to go to the hospital to see a doctor, this is just a lie of yours."

You want to hide your true feelings, but you don't want to tell us what's going on in your heart, right? ”

Facing Lin Xiangtian's questioning of me, I was a little hesitant, not knowing whether I should respond to him or not, and at this time, Lin Xiangtian's voice came into my ears again, with softness and comfort.

"You don't need to answer me too much, you just need to nod or shake your head, that's enough, I will never force you to say what you don't want to say, after all, everyone has secrets, everyone has difficult words."

There is no doubt that I was extremely moved by the words that Lin Xiangtian said to me at this time. I didn't have time to think about it, so I nodded at him, and my eyes were almost full of tears.

After getting my answer, Lin Xiangtian just smiled softly at me, as if the reaction I wanted to make was already something he expected, so even if I didn't say it, he wasn't too surprised.

He just stretched out his hand and gently stroked my hair, with a gentle attitude, and even the eyes that looked at me with a gentle look.

Seeing that I seemed to want to cry, Lin Xiangtian immediately brought the tissue placed in the table to me, and whispered to me to comfort me.

"I'm just asking you to nod or shake your head, and I'm not asking you what happened, so don't cry.

If you cry now, then everything will be counted on my head, and I can't afford it! ”

Lin Xiangtian's words made me laugh, I laughed out loud, and tears fell with it, but I didn't hesitate to wipe it off, and responded to Lin Xiangtian teasingly.

"What are you talking about, I don't blame you for this, otherwise, do you really think you can escape from my palm?"

"If you really want to frame me, then I definitely won't refuse."

Lin Xiangtian also smiled in response to me, but soon, his expression softened again, and he told me the reason why he was here today.

"It was Xu Yi who called you at the beginning last night, after all, you are staying at home alone now, but you didn't answer his phone, which already made him feel very uneasy, but there are so many things that have happened in his house recently, he can't take the time to come to see you."

"A phone call can't get through, Xu Yi has no choice, so he can only call you one after another, but it's good that you fell asleep here, and you didn't hear any of them, so you just let Xu Yi be anxious over there."

"Xu Yi seems to have tried to call Lin Xun and Chen Tang and tell them to come to your house to see if something happened to you, but I heard that there seems to be a quarrel between you and the two of them, so neither of them wants to come."

Lin Xiangtian whispered to me on the side, and his eyes became dim when he looked at me, so he stopped and looked at me calmly.

When I saw Lin Xiangtian showing me such a gaze, even though he hadn't said anything yet, for some reason, I could guess what he wanted to say.

So without hesitation, I immediately raised my head and smiled at Xu Yi, and asked him, "Let me guess, do you want to ask what happened between me and Chen Tang and Lin Xun, so that they didn't even want to look at me to come to see me." ”

"That's pretty much it, it's just ......" Lin Xiangtian nodded at me without hesitation, and then stretched out his hand and touched his chin lightly, as if he was thinking, "I think since I can make both of them unwilling to come to see you, then this incident is probably very serious......"

"If that's what you're guessing, then I can only congratulate you, you're right. Something very serious happened between us, so serious that the two of them probably won't come to my house again. ”

Looking at Lin Xiangtian's eyes with surprise, but I only felt more sad, and simply explained more to Lin Xiangtian, "And I don't need to hide it from you, the reason for this result is all me, I said unforgivable words to the two of them, which made them angry." ”

"If that's what you say, then I can only tell you that I don't understand, I don't understand why you're doing this.

Because you are a kind person, you can't say anything cruel to us at all, not to mention that Lin Xun and Chen Tang have always been good to you. ”

"Of course I understand that the two of them are very good to me, one of them is one of my best friends and the other is my brother.

And after all that has happened, they have always stood by my side steadfastly, protecting me at all times, and no one will be as good as they are to me. ”

When he heard me say this, judging from the expression on Lin Xiangtian's face, he was even more puzzled and shocked than before, and even spread his hands slightly towards me, showing a helpless look.

"Since you understand all these things, why are you doing this? Why them off, is it any good for you? ”

"Sometimes I can't explain it at all, but you just need to know that the reason why I am doing this to them is not because there is no reason, I also have my own grievances, but I can't say it for the time being."

When he said this kind of thing to Lin Xiangtian again, he probably understood that this was another conversation that he was unwilling to continue, because after he heard what I said, he just sat in place in a daze for a long time, and never said a word again.

After a long time, Lin nodded lightly at me, accepting what I said to him, even if I was unwilling to tell the truth of the matter.

"Okay, then I believe that since you are doing this, you must use your own reasons, and I will not force you to say it."