Chapter 119: Collective Suicide 5
Hearing Wanru's words, I didn't know what to say on the other end of the phone for a while, how I hoped she was lying to me, but the unexpected appearance of this man's voice completely shattered all my dreams about Wanru.
Wanru said at this time: "My boyfriend called me, let's talk about your business." ”
Wanru followed and hung up. Listening to the busy tone on the other end of the phone, I suddenly had a feeling of losing the whole world, and the whole person suddenly became negative, Wanru, am I going to lose Wanru?
Recalling that Li Shenyu told me before that after my accident, Liu Bing had asked his superiors for instructions to expel me from the institute, since I am no longer a member of the institute, what does collective suicide have to do with me?
The existence of the shadow company may produce some evil, but if I don't intervene, they can't deliberately come to me for trouble, as for the death of my parents, I don't know who the mastermind behind it is, so I want to get rid of all the people in the shadow company, so what's the difference between me and those who I think are evil?
I think I was the owner of a high-imitation watch shop, although I didn't earn much, but I was actually quite carefree every day.
Isn't it good to be a worldly person? Why think? And why resist? Why do you want to find some indifferent pain yourself?
Li Shenyu on the side saw that I was a little strange after making the call, and asked cautiously: "Brother Xin, what did Wanru say?" ”
I pursed my lips, took a few deep breaths, and said with a wry smile, "She doesn't want to worry about this." ”
Li Shenyu nodded lightly and muttered in a low voice, "Then let's find a way." ”
After hearing this, I gritted my teeth and said: "You are wrong, it's you, without us, I don't want to care about this matter, a unit that fired me, what does the life or death of the people in it have to do with me?" ”
After Li Shenyu heard this, his eyes immediately widened, and he said with some surprise: "Brother Xin, what's wrong with you?" ”
I pretended to be calm and said, "I'm fine, it's fine." ”
But the sharp-eyed Li Shenyu soon found my clenched fist, but he didn't continue to dwell on this issue, but said: "Brother Xin, you haven't had a good time inside during this time, so it's hard to come out, give yourself a vacation, I'll help you sign up for a tour group tomorrow, and you go out for a while." ”
I said coldly, "No, it's just a little hard in it, it's not a big deal." ”
When Li Shenyu saw me like this, he didn't say anything more, and quietly left to find Mao Jiabao.
I went back to the bedroom by myself, thinking about the conversation with Wanru just now, which made me feel like we were suddenly strangers to each other.
How could Wanru be such a girl? I couldn't believe it, and it was even harder to accept it, and for a while, even her appearance faded in my mind.
I suddenly felt like my heart was dripping blood, and I tried very hard to grasp even the slightest sweet memory that belonged to each other, but I found that I couldn't think of anything.
It's no wonder, because for a long time, I regarded her as my sister, but what about Wanru? Didn't she always treat me as a brother? What is my place in her mind?
Then I suddenly remembered that when she came back from the United States for the first time, she gave me a gift during Christmas, and the gift box was beautifully packaged. When she brought the gift to me, she repeatedly told me, "You must not open it unless I give it your permission." ”
I thought it was just a childish trick, so I didn't take it seriously. At this time, I suddenly remembered this gift, and I couldn't help but want to open it and take a look.
I rummaged through my bedroom for a long time before I found this dusty gift box under the bed.
I found a tissue to wipe off the ash on it, and then carefully opened the gift box, and when I opened the gift box thoroughly, I found that there was only one letter inside.
I opened the folded letter and saw that it read:
"Tian Xin, do you know how excited I was when I wrote this letter to you, because I was already in love with you a long time before I decided to write this letter to you."
"I want you to know, but I don't dare to let you know, so I'm going to do it this way."
"You may wonder why I fell in love with my brother."
"It's incredible, right, I thought it was incredible at first, but it's that amazing."
"When I arrived in the United States, I started to feel homesick, and I was very depressed at that time, because it wasn't lively at all, and the people here didn't treat me as their own, and I didn't fit in with their culture."
"And when I started to get crazy homesick, I suddenly realized that I missed you so much."
"The look on your face every time you talk to me, the slightly magnetic voice you speak, the determined gaze you look at me every time you say 'brother is here'......"
"The more homesick I became, the clearer your outline became, and the more I missed you, so much so that later, I began to read the books you loved and the movies you took me to watch over and over again."
"Tian Xin, the reason why I don't dare to tell you is because I am afraid that you will think that I am immature and reject me."
"So I'm really nervous, I saw this method in a psychology book."
"The book says that when you write a letter to the other person, give it to him on a special day, and repeatedly tell him not to read it, if he also likes you, or has a strong love for you, then he will definitely be unable to help but open it and read it, and then your love will quickly rise to a very high level."
"But if he doesn't like you and doesn't mean anything to you, then he does what you say and doesn't open it up."
"The book says that the waiting period is 3 years, it just so happens that I came back from studying in the United States, Tian Xin, you should actually like me a little bit, otherwise why would you have such meticulous care for me? Why do you show up every time I need you? Why is it so sincere and unscrupulous every time you smile at me? ”
"Three years, Tian Xin, you must not let me down, I will wait."
"Finally, I want to say that this feeling is really tangled and uncomfortable, because although I told you that you should never watch it, how much I actually wish you would watch it?"
"Tian Xin, I love you!"
I read this letter with tears in my eyes, and I couldn't calm down for a long time, thinking back to Wanru's abnormal behavior after returning to China, this time, I finally found the answer in this letter, and I made this time more than three years late.
I read the letter several times, and finally couldn't help but give myself a slap in the face, but this scene happened to be seen by Mao Jiabao, who pushed the door into the house.
Mao Jiabao immediately ran towards me and asked me one after another, "What happened to Brother Xin?" ”
I didn't want Mao Jiabao to worry about me, so I comforted him and said, "It's okay, it's just that I suddenly remembered a stupid thing I once did." ”
Mao Jiabao muttered to himself after hearing this: "Li Shenyu just went out, he said that you are in a very bad mood, tell me not to make you angry at home, I didn't want to disturb you, seeing that you held yourself in the house and didn't come out for a long time, I was really afraid that something would happen to you." ”
I smiled and said to Mao Jiabao: "Silly boy, isn't this good for me." ”
Mao Jiabao came to my eyes and looked at it, and suddenly said, "Brother Xin, why are you crying?" ”
I wiped my eyes and said, "Ah, I just remembered my parents, hehe, now it's okay." ”
After saying this, I immediately laughed at Mao Jiabao, and Mao Jiabao laughed when he saw me laughing.
I suddenly remembered my previous attitude towards Li Shenyu, which was really undeserved, so I hurriedly asked Mao Jiabao: "By the way, what did Li Shenyu do when he went out, did he tell you?" ”
Mao Jiabao said: "What else can I do, go find Li Mu'an." ”
After he finished speaking, he suddenly approached me and whispered: "Brother Xin, in the past few days, Li Mu'an has come to our house a few times, and I think she seems to be in love with Li Shenyu." ”
I laughed and said, "You think too much, they're just doing some work." ”
Mao Jiabao pursed his lips and said: "Brother Xin, it's true that I am a rural person with little knowledge, but I am not a fool after all, I can still see that they are in love." ”
I asked him with great interest, "Can you show any evidence?" ”
Mao Jiabao said with a wicked smile: "There really is one." ”
After he finished speaking, he took out a photo and showed me a photo, in which Li Shenyu and Li Mu'an were both standing at the door, Li Shenyu had his back to the camera, and their heads were intertwined, as if they were kissing, but it was like an effect created by the angle.
I smiled and said to Mao Jiabao, "This photo doesn't mean much. ”
Mao Jiabao was unconvinced: "These two are obviously kissing." ”
I pointed to the photo and said: "Li Shenyu's head blocked Li Mu'an's head, it can't prove that it must be a kiss, and the two of them may be talking in whispers." ”
Mao Jiabao still wanted to argue, but my phone rang, I took it out and saw that it was Li Mu'an calling, so I said to Mao Jiabao: "Just talking about Cao Cao, Cao Cao came here." ”
I then connected the phone, and Li Mu'an on the phone shouted in great panic: "Tian Xin, something happened to Shen Yu, you should find a way to save him!" ”
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