Chapter 024: There is really no tip
After Zi Shan finished speaking, she looked at Feng Dayong's eyes, and calmly met Feng Dayong's gaze until Feng Dayong avoided it; She said "I don't believe you" very calmly, which made the frustration accumulated in Feng Dayong's heart in Zishan in the past few days even more.
There was no scolding, no scolding, no broom and mop hitting him on the head and face; But Feng Dayong felt that the words spoken by Zishan, who was calm in front of him, were three points more powerful than those combined. Suddenly, he could barely find the words to say - he found that as long as he talked to Zishan, Zishan could always make him speechless these days.
He was a little embarrassed, and a sentence of "I don't believe it" almost stripped off his disguise.
"I know I'm wrong......" At this point, under Zishan's quiet gaze, he suddenly couldn't say any more; Because he originally asked Zishan to go to the doctor so that he would no longer talk about divorce with her, but now that he opened his mouth and bowed his head, wouldn't he have to bring up Xiaoliu and his affairs again?
Everything was back to square one, and it was too far away from the result he wanted; He reluctantly kept his words on, but just changed directions: "Your health is not good, how to say it, it is also due to the fact that I have worked hard for my children, my family, and my family for so many years; You just let me atone for my sins, as long as your body is completely well, you can take care of yourself and the baby, and then you still have to divorce, I, I are all up to you. ”
Zi Shan watched him take a sip and then a sip of tea, without meaning to speak.
Feng Dayong was even more embarrassed under his wife's gaze: "Zishan, I really have no malice; What's the matter, your illness also has to be seen, what is there to wait for you to get better, and we can't talk about it? You have something to say. ”
Zishan said lightly: "I'll talk about it after you're done, let's talk about it." ”
Feng Dayong looked at Zishan's feeling of powerlessness, no matter how much effort he put in and how many beautiful words he said, if he didn't get the slightest response: don't say that he was moved or even angry, what else could he say?
"Zishan, even if it's for the baby, let me do my best this time, okay?" He made a final struggle, and looked at Zishan with a pair of eyes full of guilt.
Zishan was still drinking tea, her eyes were looking at him flat, she had never left his face, but her eyes had not changed at all, as if she was watching a boring TV series.
Feng Dayong hugged his head: "Zishan!" ”
"Finished?" Zishan asked lightly.
Feng Dayong looked up at Zishan's eyes, still couldn't see a trace of emotion, and said dejectedly: "It's over." Zishan, I'm really ......."
"You go on." Zishan continued to drink tea, not in a hurry, not annoyed or happy.
Feng Dayong looked at her: "I'm done, I'm really done." The purple Shan in front of him made him feel like he had nowhere to start, and he didn't know what to do to achieve his goal; The woman he held in his palm and controlled all his joys and sorrows was gone, and he couldn't see through the one in front of him.
It turned out that he could know whether Zishan was happy or worried without looking, and he didn't have to move his mouth to speak if he wanted Zishan to cry or laugh. He watched Zishan's heart give birth to a realization: he was dead in her heart.
Zishan looked at him: "Are you really finished?" ”
"That's it." Feng Dayong replied honestly.
Zishan nodded and put down the teacup, there was not much water in the cup anymore, but she didn't want to pour it now, because she had already drunk a lot, and now she had something to say; But before she could speak, Feng Dayong looked at her cup: "I'll add water to you." ”
Picked up the cup and went to the water dispenser to receive a full cup of hot water, and then gently put it in front of Zishan, Feng Dayong sat down: "You like to drink water, especially if you are in a hurry for the past two days, it's better to drink more water." ”
Zishan leaned back slightly: "Hmm." Is there anything else you need to do? ”
Feng Dayong looked at Zishan and didn't understand what she meant: "Huh? ”
"Words, you have spoken; I also answered you - I don't believe you, so I'll arrange my own affairs, and you don't have to bother. Now that the water has been poured out, do you have anything else to do? "Zishan's meaning of chasing away customers is obvious.
Feng Dayong looked at Zishan: "That, I made it clear to Xiaoliu that I won't see her again in the future; I'll come back every day. After speaking, without waiting for Zishan to speak, he immediately stood up: "The clothes haven't been washed yet, right?" I'll go wash. I've put these dishes in the refrigerator. He knew that Zishan would not agree, so he couldn't give Zishan a chance to refuse.
Zi Shan looked at him and tapped his chin lightly with her fingers: "Washing clothes? Then do you want to drag the floor by the way? ”
"Ah, I'll drag, I'll drag. You're not in good health, so you don't have to worry about the family before the operation, I'll do it. Feng Dayong smiled flatteringly and rubbed his hands.
The matter of seeing a doctor must be persuaded to Zishan, and if we can't talk about it tonight, we will think again; Anyway, the martyr is afraid of pestering, he will let Li Zishan nod. Because it's a must. In order to gain Zishan's favor, of course he has to behave in the past few days, and he will work harder on housework.
In the past, when he first got married, he still helped Zishan with housework, but later he gradually socialized more and more, so the housework became Zishan's alone; And he was tired after a day of running outside, and he didn't bother to move after taking a shower.
However, he never thought that Zishan was also tired all day at that time, but he still tidied up his house neatly, and remembered to put the bath water for him.
Feng Dayong is not worried about being tired of doing housework now, but worrying that Zishan will not let him do it; Now Zishan's temperament is not like before, and she has her own ideas about everything.
Zishan smiled: "Are you sure you want to wash clothes and mop the floor?" Is it that you also scrub inside and out, up and down in the kitchen, well, it really should be cleaned up; It's just that I'm in a bad mood these days, so I haven't cleaned up seriously. The home really needs to be cleaned. ”
"I'll come, I'll come." Feng Dayong saw Zishan smile and felt slightly relieved, women are very easy to coax; In the past, he just treated Zishan better, wasn't she moved to identify him? No matter how opposed by his family, he still married him, and now Zishan's temperament has changed a little, but she is still a woman.
He pushed the tea to Zishan: "You drink some water and watch TV, well, it's the time when the sunshine you love to watch starts; If you are not in good health, you don't have to worry about things at home. As long as you take care of your body, it is a great happiness for your baby. "He is very self-aware, and he does not say that it is his greatest happiness.
Zishan didn't drink water but stood up: "Don't drink water, I want to eat an apple." You're busy, I'll peel apples. ”
After hearing this, Feng Dayong suddenly had doubts in his heart - Li Zishan wasn't playing herself, was she? But thinking of Yang Guoying and the child in Xiaoliu's belly, he still smiled: "You sit down, I'll take it, I'll peel it." ”
Zishan didn't sit down: "No need, I'll go by myself." And you don't know how big to cut into pieces, so I'll do it myself. She raised her voice to call the baby: "Do you want to eat apples?" "You can't let the child be alone for too long, anyway, looking at Feng Dayong's appearance today, he won't quarrel with her.
The baby ran out: "I want to eat melon, I want to eat the melon of the rabbit, the kitten, the dog, and the big lion." ”
Zishan hugged her and kissed her fiercely, it was really her own daughter, what does it mean that mother and daughter have the same heart? Look, she doesn't need to hint or remind, her daughter just said that she wanted a rabbit or something melon; I really love the baby to death, no, she has to kiss it again.
Feng Dayong knew very well that it would not be so easy for him to live in again, so he was so attentive; Hearing his daughter's words, although he felt a little bitter in his heart, his daughter was the meat of his heart, but he was a little willing to agree: "Okay, my little baby, you just want to eat the elephant's melon, and Dad will cut it for you." ”
He reached out and gently pressed Zishan's shoulder: "You sit down, I'll come." He rubbed his daughter's head again, and then went to the kitchen: "Melon and apple, wait a minute, they will be there soon; Tipping is not allowed. ”
Zishan was in a trance for a moment, as if she had returned to many years ago, when Feng Dayong had no money at that time, and they were still renting a house; The house was small, the kitchen was small, everything was very basic, but at that time they had a good time, very happy.
It was at that time that Feng Dayong would buy some fruits after work, and they would all sell the leftovers; When he entered the door, he would jokingly say to Zishan: "Guest officer, the small shop has high-quality fruits, washing, cutting and feeding, all free and no tips - do you want to order one?" ”
Zishan closed her eyes slightly, and her eyes were a little warm: for, Feng Dayong once had a bright and warm smile; And for those warm and sweet times in the past.
When she opened her eyes again, she regained her composure, which had been before, and was now; She has to be clear so that she doesn't do anything wrong again; The good old days have passed, and the man she once leaned on, the man she once swore to protect her, is dead.
Feng Dayong didn't do such a thing for a few years, and it took a long time for the fruit to come out; However, Zishan and the baby were not bored playing on the sofa watching TV, and then their mother and daughter ate fruit and played games, while Feng Dayong began to do laundry, mop the floor and clean up the kitchen.
It's nothing to have a washing machine for washing clothes, but mopping the floor and cleaning the entire kitchen requires Feng Dayong to do it himself; Years of not doing things really made him tired and sweaty.
The baby went to sleep quickly, and Feng Dayong straightened up after cleaning up and found that the sky was almost dawn! He rubbed his old waist: It's really terrible. However, he is a child who has suffered from hardship, and his mind is not ordinarily firm, so he really doesn't take this difficulty to heart.
As soon as he sat down on the sofa, Zishan pushed open the door and walked out: "You haven't left yet?" Looking back and seeing that the kitchen was spotless, she smiled: "Oh, you've just finished cleaning up?" It's not so slow to get used to, I usually clean up once a week, but I haven't slept at night. ”
"Well, according to you, this breakfast ——?" As if he didn't see Feng Dayong's tiredness, Zi Shan stretched out her voice and looked at Feng Dayong and waited for him to speak; She wanted Feng Dayong to know that she really didn't plan to give a "tip".