Extra: See you again 4

She had seen Emperor Hongwen when she was a child, but after many years, she couldn't really remember his appearance. I only thought of Hong's intention, which was to let his father face Fang Shan all day long.

Why do you want to face Fang Shan? Against a woman who died and didn't want to be buried with you?

She remembered that on the day the Buddha statue was inaugurated, she came here with Tuoba Hong to worship the Buddha, and then, the two of them enjoyed the boundless beauty of the place together. In my memory, it was scattered for a while, how long ago was that?

Emperor Yang of the Sui Dynasty once climbed the mountain north of Luoyang, saw Yique in the south of Luoyang from a distance, and said to his attendants, isn't this the gateway of the true dragon emperor? Why didn't the ancients build their capital here? One of the ministers replied flatteringly, "The ancients are not ignorant, but they are just waiting for you, Your Majesty."

Because the scenery was so beautiful, she thought of Emperor Yang of Sui at that time, and at this time, she remembered it again. Who is Emperor Yang of Sui? History of the past? Future tyrants? She held her head, but she felt a splitting headache, and she didn't know why she thought of such a person at this time - it hurt to the limit, and she slowly understood.

Why Tuoba Hong can't wait to go to the royal expedition - because he is afraid of a person.

Emperor Wen of Sui.

Emperor Wen of Sui who unified the world.

The world is not unified by him, it is Emperor Wen of Sui - he told him.

So, who told himself? She was frightened, unable to remember, and her memories drifted away, like slush claws. Only buzzing non-stop - in front of an emperor, mentioning the future emperor - the taboo of the world.

If someone tells you that in ten years you will definitely die, and besides, who will kill you.

What would it feel like in your heart?

Not far away, a tune came. It was a "flying sky" song and dance, some young girls played the appearance of fairies, flowing clouds and water sleeves, singing and dancing, and the Silk Road flowers and rain......

She saw the boys and girls sitting in the lotus throne carried by the two people in front of her, they were smiling, and the elves were lovely. The girl behind them is infinitely young and lively...... Kids, Lori...... Two of the most welcoming people in the world...... Her lost hope, never to return to youth...... They laughed and went back with the gongs and drums...... The people who followed behind him were full of laughter...... Then, the surroundings calmed down.

Finally the people were almost gone.

Old.

The river reflected her haggard face, and the wind blew her hair away, bringing out a hint of snow-white color.

Shocking.

It was a white hair, very long, long.

She plucked it off and found that the white hair was all white, not a little black.

The head was broken, and along with her womb.

What else is this woman worth?

What is she living for?

Feng Miaolian held her head, but her hand was very cold, and she suddenly stretched out and grabbed desperately, her hand full of rose petals was scattered, the flower juice was splashing, and her hand was as red as blood - and suddenly fell down heavily.

Even the pain is in the season of flowers, good days, beautiful scenery...... It's just, it's just, who can share it??!

Inadvertently, she has already consumed all her love and marriage, but she is at a loss. In the bottom of my heart, there is only distorted hatred.

Tuoba Macro !!!

When she was kicked out of the palace for the first time and broke with her palm, she had never hated him so much—hatred for King Xianyang, hatred for Pengcheng, hatred for everyone in the world...... It's all focused on him alone.

There is no reason, no reason, and no limit...... She just hated him, as much as she hated herself.

She lay on her back on the grass, the last trace of the sunset was gone, and between heaven and earth, there was only a person dressed as a "little maid" lying on the grass, like an inconsequential worshipper, tired and thirsty, and walked a long way...... It's just a place to stop.

She faced the Buddha statue and was full of murderous intentions.

The whistle is at first sharp, poignant, slowly, becomes whimper, and finally, tends to be weak and silent...... There was no response.

That's what she learned in the family temple, her relationship with Ye Jia, some spring nights when she missed him...... She whistled like Zhang Sheng outside the room where he lived alone, just like Zhang Sheng seduced the matchmaker.

That's the whistle of cheating. Yes, she was never a good woman.

Today is retribution.

She can't blame Takubahiro.

She should obediently lie in the family temple and wait for death, it is good for Ye Jia to save her, if she doesn't save her, it is better to die quietly;

She should obediently live alone in the family temple and bury her youth. If Tuoba Hong remembers that taking her back is her creation, if he forgets, then it is the festival she deserves, and there is nothing wrong with being a living widow for the rest of her life......

Because she is not "obedient", it is destined that all this after this is a different ending.

Her voice was hoarse, and no one answered.

Yega is not here.

He may have left a long time ago, North Wudang, Kunlun Mountain, the ends of the earth...... Go as far as you can;

Perhaps, he died a long time ago, his soul was incomplete, and he was killed by the king of Xianyang, Peng Cheng, a long time ago...... Like Dr. Hua, he has long since turned into a pile of bones......

Yega is dead.

Even he died.

Since then, she has no one to comfort her with. Just like when she had just woken up from the pain of a difficult birth, there was no one around, no Ye Jia, and even whether he had been here was a mystery guess.

Tuoba Hong didn't give her any chance, and he didn't even mention Ye Jia in front of her.

What is he afraid of?

Why didn't he dare to mention Yega?

Her body trembled violently: because he killed him?

Because he killed him?

That's why he didn't dare to say it?

He knew that he was her only backer, so he didn't hesitate to kill him? After killing, he walked away and completed his heroic cause?

For so long, she had trusted in his love, tenderness, pampering, and concern...... Even she couldn't believe that all this had suddenly faded so quickly, so quickly.

I still remember the royal driving expedition, she said goodbye to him, and the two of them still depended on each other, thinking that their affection for each other had never changed.

It's just, it's just, at that time, she didn't know that she couldn't have children at all—at that time, she didn't know. And at that time, he actually already knew. However, he does not say. He didn't reveal anything about it.

Because of this, his hypocrisy is even more evident - the feeling of being a human being is so strange. Just in an instant, a change in the heart completely wiped out the goodness of another person.

When people inflict pain on us, we have to find a window to vent. Otherwise, how can this pain be overcome?

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