Chapter 69: Confession and Forgiveness!
This is a very long story, Ding Le just picked some key points to tell Gu Qingmad, although Gu Qingmad didn't know everything, it was the most thrilling part.
After knowing that Tao Xiu's past still had such a deep love, Gu Qingyan's mood was very complicated, it turned out that Tao Xiu had been ignoring his good and rejecting his love because he didn't have the courage to trust someone wholeheartedly.
Because he was too seriously injured at the beginning, it ended with one party losing his life, and Tao Xiu, as the one who was left behind, was actually not much luckier than the dead person.
All the gossip, all the accusations of thousands of people, and the crime of killing people, the feeling of giving up the whole world for one person but finally losing that person, Gu Qingfang couldn't imagine how Tao Xiu came over in the first place.
In fact, Tao Xiu did have a tormented and painful past few years, if it weren't for Ding Le, Tao Xiu would have died a long time ago.
From Ding Le's words, Gu Qingyan learned that Tao Xiu's mental state was very bad at that time, and he was depressed and almost collapsed, so there was that scar.
When he knew that the scar that looked deep was really cut by Tao Xiu's own hands, Gu Qingfang's heart throbbed fiercely.
"Do you think you can accept him like this?" Ding Le asked lightly.
He would tell Gu Qingyan that he hoped that Gu Qingyan would make a choice after hearing it, and if Gu Qingyan couldn't accept it, then let go of his hand as soon as possible, and hurt everyone a little less.
If Gu Qingmad was still unwavering in Tao Xiu after he told Tao Xiu's past truthfully, then he would dare to believe Gu Qingmad's love for Tao Xiu.
Love is not as superficial as it seems on the surface, it is sometimes strong, sometimes it is fragile.
"His past has nothing to do with the fact that I love him per se." Gu Qingfang was extremely sure of authenticity.
Ding Le stopped, looked at Gu Qing and said wildly: "What if I told you that when Tao Xiu had a car accident before, he was once ...... by others Ahem, that too, you don't mind? ”
Ding Le must make sure that Gu Qingyan does not look down on or accept Tao Xiu, this matter has always been a stalk in Tao Xiu's heart, if he doesn't talk to Gu Qingyan now, who can predict that Gu Qingyan will suddenly know about this matter in the future, if he can't accept it, what kind of harm will be caused to Tao Xiu?
A trace of guilt and hesitation flashed in Gu Qingfang's eyes, and in the end he chose to confess, because at least he would feel much more comfortable saying it.
"You can rest assured of this, because the person who did something to Tao Xiu is me, so I will chase after him after the reunion."
Ding Le was taken aback, and immediately glared at Gu Qingmad, and grabbed his collar excitedly, "What did you say?!" That person is you?! ”
Gu nodded lightly.
Ding Le swung out a punch without hesitation, and Gu Qing's handsome face was knocked to the side by him.
"You bastard! How can you do this to him?! Ding Le glared at Gu Qingmad and gritted his teeth.
Gu Qingfang lowered his head, "I'm sorry, but I will definitely do my best to make him happy, not because of guilt, not because of compensation, because, I love him." ”
Ding Le gradually calmed down when he heard this, and the fact that the person who did that thing to Tao Xiu turned out to be Gu Qingmad, which made him very angry, but when he thought about it, that incident had already happened anyway, and no one could change it, and the person who did that thing was Gu Qingmad, it was better than not Gu Qingmad.
"You must tell him about this as soon as possible, lest he feel guilty and disgusted with himself because of this."
Ding Le knows Tao Xiu very well, if Tao Xiu really has feelings for Gu Qingma, that incident will definitely become a knot in Tao Xiu's heart, if he doesn't untie it, Tao Xiu will definitely feel that he is very sorry for Gu Qingma's kindness to himself.
Gu nodded wildly, "Okay." ”
"Tao Xiu has really suffered too much emotionally, I hope you can take him out of those bad pasts." This was the last thing Ding Le said to Gu Qingyan.
After that, Ding Le went to deliver food to his parents, and Gu Qingyan returned to Tao Xiu's ward.
Not long after he went back, Tao Xiu woke up, saw Gu Qingfang's face hurt, and was about to ask what happened, but at this time, the principal's phone called.
Tao Xiu answered the phone, "Well, it's nothing, so I won't bother you to come and see me, thank you for your concern...... principal"
After hanging up the phone, Tao Xiu looked at Gu Qingyan's face, and suddenly reacted, Gu Qingyan was in the fugue for the first half of today's game, and he didn't fight back at all, so his face was bruised, and his handsome face looked blue and red, and he looked a little embarrassed.
"How do you feel?" Gu Qingfang broke the awkward atmosphere.
"I'm fine." As long as the pain is stopped, it will be fine, this is all an old problem, as long as Tao Xiu is a little careless or unpunctual when eating, it will be like this.
"Didn't you eat properly when I wasn't there?" Gu Qing snorted coldly.
Tao Xiu turned his face sideways and was silent.
How could he be better while hurting Gu Qingmad?!
"Rest well." After Gu Qingyan finished speaking, he was about to go out to get medicine for Tao Xiu, but Tao Xiu unexpectedly grabbed his hand.
"I knew you were going to win." Tao Xiu is very sure of authenticity.
Gu Qingyan disagreed, "If it weren't for seeing you appear on the scene, it's hard to say." ”
Tao Xiu looked very entangled, paused and asked cautiously, "Did you make another appointment?" ”
"What do you say?" Gu Qingfang asked rhetorically.
Tao Xiu let go of his hand, his eyes darkened.
Gu Qingyan was not in a hurry to go out to get the medicine, he sat in front of Tao Xiu's bed, held Tao Xiu's hand, gently took off the watch that covered the scar, and kept stroking the scar that had not yet completely grown and smoothed.
Tao Xiu wanted to retract his hand several times, but Gu Qingyan held it more forcefully, and at the same time, Gu Qingyan also kissed Tao Xiu's scar when Tao Xiu was puzzled.
Gu Qing's frantic movements made Tao Xiu's scar feel a little itchy, and Tao Xiu uncomfortably grabbed the quilt with his other hand.
"I'm not going to give you another chance to do stupid things." Gu Qingfang shed tears in distress and muttered.
"Gu Qingfang......" Tao Xiu called Gu Qingyan's name suspiciously, and Gu Qingyan had already leaned down and kissed Tao Xiu's lips.
No matter how much uneasiness he had, he was also blocked back by Gu Qingmad with a kiss, Tao Xiu's body gradually became relaxed from stiffness, because the teacher and the student couldn't get out of the past and struggled to suppress his feelings for Gu Qingmad, Tao Xiu was already extremely unhappy these days.
In the dozens of days that Gu Qingyan didn't appear in front of him, he didn't even think about tea and dinner, but he still had to go to work like a normal person.
I hope that Gu Qingqi will not give up on himself, but I am also afraid that if Gu Qingmad persists, the road in the future will be even more difficult, and I am afraid that I will repeat the mistakes of the past.
But Tao Xiu didn't expect that Gu Qingyan would find another person so quickly......
Tao Xiu admitted that when he saw Gu Qingfang smiling at others, he felt so uncomfortable that he didn't know what to do.
Tao Xiu tasted the bitter tears of Gu Qingfang, and he gently raised his hand to help Gu Qingfang wipe away his tears.
Such an excellent man who stood up to the sky and the earth actually kissed his scar and wept, Tao Xiu's heart trembled violently.
"Gu Qingmad, don't hurt others for me, okay?" Tao Xiu asked softly.
Gu Qingyan knew that Tao Xiu was referring to something about that boy, and he squeezed out a mischievous smile at Tao Xiu, "It's okay, how about you replace him?" I can only be serious about you alone. ”
To Gu Qing's surprise, Tao Xiu nodded happily and agreed, but what he saw from Tao Xiu's eyes was not happiness or happiness, but worries that could not be resolved.
It is understandable that he can no longer love someone wholeheartedly after being hurt by love, but Gu Qingyan always believes that Tao Xiu is the kind of person who either doesn't love or loves desperately.
Tao Xiu thought very simply, it wasn't that he didn't want to accept Gu Qingman, he just didn't want to ruin Gu Qingman's life because of love, because he had tried it himself, so he didn't want Gu Qingmad to be attacked and hurt like that.
But if because he is not with Gu Qingma, Gu Qingmaan goes to find other boys in the school, then what is the big difference between being with him? It's still two men, and there will still be gossip.
Instead of this, he might as well choose to believe it again and face it with Gu Qingyan.
"But I'm ...... I told you, that, don't you really mind? Tao Xiu cautiously asked with clear eyes.
Gu Qingfang bent down and hugged Tao Xiu, "If you're worried about this, I'm sorry, the person who hurt you back then was me." ”
Gu Qingyan felt that what Ding Le said made sense, and told Tao Xiu directly about it, no matter how Tao Xiu reacted, he would not let go of Tao Xiu's hand again.
Tao Xiu's body in his arms became stiff, and Gu Qingyan sensed that Tao Xiu wanted to push him away, so he hurriedly hugged him tighter.
"So don't feel sorry for me, I'm sorry for you, please forgive me." Gu Qingfang said in a begging tone.
Tao Xiu closed his eyes gently, if it was someone else, Tao Xiu would definitely be entangled, worried that Gu Qingyan would dislike himself because of this matter.
But that person is none other than Gu Qingfang.
He can't blame him if he wants to, it's him, it's better than someone else.
Thinking about it this way, God is quite fair, he exchanged his first time for a second fate, although he experienced amnesia in the middle, but perhaps because he had forgotten, he was no longer depressed about the past.
"If you want to beat me and scold me to vent, you can do anything, but I won't give up on you and leave you." Gu Qingfang hugged Tao Xiu tightly.
"It's all gone, it's okay." Tao Xiu finally spoke, "We're together, try not to let others know, okay?" You're still studying, and I don't want people to look at you strangely. ”
"Okay." Gu Qingyan didn't mind what others thought of this matter, but he and Tao Xiu had a common idea, that is, he didn't want Tao Xiu to be hurt either.
"Also, you can make it clear to that boy." Tao Xiu instructed.
Gu Qingfang let go of Tao Xiu, "Don't worry, I have nothing to do with him, and I don't mean to play with him, it's just that he wants me to be his model, I agreed, let him draw it, it's as simple as that." ”
Tao Xiu's face was a little hot, he didn't expect Gu Qingyan to explain it to him so clearly.