182. Indelible scars
Mu Yirou doesn't care, having Mu Wanqing die with him, it's also a happy thing. [Full text reading. 】
After everyone dispersed, Huo Huan still did not return to the palace, he wandered back and forth outside for a long time, asking people to take the child out of it without looking at it.
"Your Majesty, how should this be handled?"
Huo Huan pondered for a while, but he still couldn't bear it: "Burial according to etiquette." ”
He still can't hate her, why?
If it was Mu Wanqing before, he could have made sure that Mu Wanqing would not do this, but now Mu Wanqing has learned to protect herself, or rather, she has to protect herself. This is the sin she has done, and if it weren't for him, she probably wouldn't have come this far.
It's just that he can't let her be with Huo Chen, which will make him very uncomfortable.
The sky was getting darker, and the sunset grass trees were left with golden shadows.
When Mu Wanqing slowly opened her eyes, it was dark in front of her, she had changed into a set of clean clothes, but her lower body was still in pain, she stood up woodenly, and then the child was no longer by her side.
She wanted to call, but she endured it, she should accept the reality that the child was gone, gone.
The lamp in the room was as bad as a bean, the dim candle flame was swaying slightly, Mu Wanqing turned her head slightly, only to see Huo Huan sitting there, his face was half dark, but his outline was more resolute than before, and his deep and dark gaze fell on her body, as if he wanted to swallow her in.
Her hands were cold, but she didn't glance at it, she turned her head back, her eyes stared ahead in a daze, the smoker was on the small table, the smoke curled and entangled, and the sweet smell covered up the smell of blood.
But who can erase her memory, her heart is already a thousand holes.
"Qing'er, do you want to eat some porridge?" Huo Huan finally asked.
Mu Wanqing shook her head lightly and did not answer.
Huo Huan sighed, suppressed the sourness and anger in his heart, and brought the porridge over: "Eat some, I'm afraid your body won't be able to bear it." ”
"I'm not hungry." Mu Wanqing's voice was hoarse, and her eyes were empty and out of focus.
"Qing'er, don't be sad, we'll have a good life in the future, it doesn't matter if we don't have children, we can still have children in the future." Huo Huan decided to bury this matter deep in his heart, because he couldn't bear it anymore, he was afraid that Mu Wanqing would leave him and pretend to be crazy and stupid, isn't it good?
Mu Wanqing smiled faintly, indeed, the child will still have it, but the scar on her heart is difficult to erase.
She didn't have to snuggle up to Huo Huan at the moment, she didn't have any worries, she glanced at Huo Huan, and said in a low voice: "The courtier wants to go to the Yuanzhuo Palace, knock scriptures and recite Buddha for the child, and spend her whole life." ”
Huo Huan was stunned for a moment, a trace of anger flashed on his face, but it quickly disappeared again.
"Qing'er, life and death are fateful, why do you bother, let's live a good life in the future? Don't say these angry words. ”
"But the courtiers have already decided, please ask the emperor to fulfill it." Mu Wanqing's voice was flat, and there seemed to be no hint of pleading.
"Fulfillment? Have I not fulfilled you? Huo Huan's voice was suddenly cold, why didn't he back down, but he couldn't get her a little sincerity?
A rose-colored shadow cast under the sockets of her eyelashes, faint, her eyes rippled, and there were tears, and she was a little puzzled: "How does the emperor fulfill his courtiers?" The courtiers have always felt that their body and mind are not themselves, as if they have lost everything, but they have to grit their teeth and stick to the past. ”
"Are you trying to say that I have been persecuting you?" Huo Huan asked through gritted teeth.
Mu Wanqing sneered, the arc of her mouth was just right, her thoughts were already a little unclear, and the sadness in her heart had made her almost unable to think, she asked rhetorically: "Isn't it?" ”
Huo Huan couldn't hold it anymore, put the bowl of porridge on the small table, and stared at Mu Wanqing with his eyes: "I only ask you, are you willing to follow me with all your heart in the future?" ”
"Dead hearted?" Mu Wanqing muttered and repeated, she made it seem that if she was determined to accept her fate, and she had already accepted her fate many times, and now that she had nothing, did she still want her to accept her fate?
"Your Majesty, now that you are the emperor, you have to call yourself me, and you will no longer call yourself me, remember that at that time, when you were still King Yan, you would never call yourself this king to me, the emperor has changed, does it mean that everything has changed?" Mu Wanqing said softly, but her eyes didn't take her eyes off Huo Huan's body, "Actually, I have never changed, I was not with you then, and I will not be with you now." ”
Her expression was indifferent, as if she was talking about an ordinary thing, but this thing was what Huo Huan was looking forward to very much.
Huo Huan also felt that he had changed, but his affection for her has always been visible from the sun and the moon, why didn't she go with him?
Even the Buddha didn't know how sad he was at the moment.
"You lied to me, but I am still so humbly begging you to give me so much love, at this moment, I really really ......" Huo Huan couldn't say any more, Mu Wanqing was too cruel to him, he couldn't even plead at all.
"I lied to you?" Mu Wanqing asked in a daze, after a while, she finally smiled, she forgot, she forgot that Ling Chang was holding her letter in her hand, and Mu Yirou was Ling Chang's daughter, it seemed that Huo Huan already knew.
"Qing'er, how can you be so cruel to me? actually lied to me, the child is obviously Huo Chen's, why do you lie to me? Make me happy, make me feel like a fool, and think that I really want to be a father! Huo Huan laughed a few times desolately, and his heart hurt uncontrollably.
"If you had known that the child was Huo Chen's, would you still keep the child?" Mu Wanqing's face is dim under the candlelight, and she can't see the paleness, that kind of hazy beauty, but it can make people dream.
Huo Huan was stunned, thought about it, and couldn't get an answer, he didn't want Mu Wanqing and Huo Chen to have another intersection, the child ...... He won't keep most of them.
Seeing his expression, Mu Wanqing had already guessed seven or eight points, her original choice was right, but she didn't expect that she was busy in vain.
"We can have children for both of us, all the same." Huo Huan said softly, now that it was a meaningless thing to say at the beginning, he wanted to grab Mu Wanqing's hand, but she kept dodging, as if she was afraid of him.
Huo Huan looked at his empty palm, did he always fail to catch her?
"How can that be the same, you're not him." Mu Wanqing said lightly, but this language was like a sharp blade, piercing his heart. ~