Chapter 239 I only believe in you
In this way, the "Zhuqi" magazine had just been in operation for six months, and then it closed down because of poor management, but fortunately, Lang Qi was very business-minded and did not lose money, but made some small profits.
But he didn't care about these small profits at all, he was more concerned about Lin Xiaozhu's state of mind, and he didn't want Lin Xiaozhu to return to the stage where he took medicine before.
And since Lin Xiaozhu stopped running the magazine, he stayed at home all day long, and even his best friends on weekdays rarely contacted.
When Lang Qi came home every day, he saw Lin Xiaozhu sitting in the bedroom in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.
Today is no exception, Lin Xiaozhu is still sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at the wall with a dull expression, Lang Qi walked in front of her and took her into his arms, "Xiaozhu, don't you want to be like this, okay?" Isn't this the first time for you, if you have experience, I believe you will be able to run this magazine well. ”
Lin Xiaozhu came back to his senses, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and he pulled up a faint smile, "I'm fine, haven't I already earned my capital, and there's nothing to be sorry for." ”
"And my wish has come true, and I have nothing to regret."
Lang Qi nodded, "It's good if you can think like this, don't be sick because of these things, you can't tell me if you don't have any pleasure, you know?" ”
Lin Xiaozhu frowned slightly, "Although I don't have any regrets, I feel like a failure, and I blame me for not doing a good job in advance when I ran the magazine, if I had been prepared, maybe the magazine wouldn't have to go out of business." ”
Lang Qi hugged Lin Xiaozhu tighter, "Don't think like this, in the future, you will continue to be in the ecological park, help me keep an eye on the scene, and take a rest when you are tired, isn't it good to have such a day?" ”
Lin Xiaozhu blinked, "Lang Qi, I want to go out for a walk, I've been at home for the past few days, I've thought a lot, maybe I'm really just suitable for staying by your side." ”
"In the future, I won't be thinking about running my own company, I can just help by your side in the future, and when I have more free time, I can also cultivate other interests, what do you think?"
The corners of Lang Qi's mouth rose slightly, and he pulled up a gentle smile, "Since you want to go out for a walk, then I'll accompany you, why don't we go to the Maldives?" It just so happens that I'm not very busy during this time, and I have time to take you there. ”
Lin Xiaozhu shook his head, "I don't want to go abroad, I just want to go to the beach, forget about the Maldives, and I don't want you to go with me, I'll just walk alone." ”
Lang Qi looked at Lin Xiaozhu worriedly, "How can this work, I don't worry about you going alone, you can only go if you follow me, not to mention that it's almost dark, if you want to go, you have to go tomorrow." ”
Lin Xiaozhu frowned slightly, "Lang Qi, listen to me, I don't have other ideas, you have nothing to worry about, you really just want to go out for a walk." ”
"If you don't even give me this last bit of space, I really don't know how to vent my frustration."
When Lang Qi heard her words, he was slightly stunned, "Okay, it's me who is not good, I didn't take care of your feelings, then you can go, but you have to bring your mobile phone and come back early, is it okay?" ”
Lin Xiaozhu nodded, "Okay, I must come back early, I will call you if there is anything." ”
Then Lin Xiaozhu walked into the bathroom, took a shower, changed into clothes, and drove to the beach with his bag.
Lang Qi looked at the direction of Lin Xiaozhu's departure, his eyes were full of worry, but there was no way at all, at this time, maybe leaving a little space for Lin Xiaozhu was the best way to fight.
Lin Xiaozhu parked the Porsche 911 on the beach, changed into a pair of beach shoes, and walked on the seaside at sunset in the cool sea breeze, and his mood seemed to be a lot more relaxed.
When she saw others shouting at the sea before, she only thought that this kind of behavior was stupid, and she could not understand what those people were doing.
But now she can fully understand this kind of behavior, and at this moment she can't help but want to shout herself, and when she thinks of it, Lin Xiaozhu shouted loudly at the sea: "Ah......"
I thought that shouting at the sea and shouting out the emotions that I had suppressed for so long in my heart would make my mood better, but Lin Xiaozhu found that this was not the case.
She just finished shouting, but two lines of tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, even Lin Xiaozhu herself didn't know what was going on, she only felt that after crying, her heart was a lot more relaxed.
At this time, a familiar figure appeared in Lin Xiaozhu's eyes, and it was Jiang Yiyun.
Lin Xiaozhu was about to go to say hello, but when she saw her slowly walking towards the middle of the sea, Lin Xiaozhu was suddenly shocked, and anyone would think that she wanted to commit suicide.
And after Jiang Yiyun knew that she had cancer, the idea of suicide was even more likely to arise.
Lin Xiaozhu didn't have time to think about it, and shouted, "Yiyun, what are you going to do?" Don't do anything stupid, you're coming back......"
She shouted as she ran towards Jiang Yiyun.
Jiang Yiyun picked up a certain fashionable hat from the seawater, and when she heard Lin Xiaozhu's voice, the corners of her mouth rose slightly, and she pulled up a condensed arc.
And because the distance was a little far, Lin Xiaozhu didn't see the expression on her face.
Soon Lin Xiaozhu ran to Jiang Yiyun's side, grabbed her hand, frowned deeply, and his eyes were full of displeasure, "What are you doing here?" Didn't you promise me that you wouldn't do such a thing? ”
"Can't you forget what you said to me? Do you know it, you're scared the hell out of me. ”
As she was talking, sad tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, but Jiang Yiyun looked at Lin Xiaozhu with another surprised expression, "Xiaozhu, what are you talking about?" I just picked it up when my hat fell off. ”
This time, Lin Xiaozhu was stunned, looked at Jiang Yiyun in confusion, and suddenly felt a little embarrassed, "I'...... I thought ......"
Without waiting for Lin Xiaozhu to finish speaking, the corners of Jiang Yiyun's mouth rose slightly, and a gentle smile was raised, "Do you think I will commit suicide?" I don't have that kind of courage, and I want to live a few more years. ”
Lin Xiaozhu looked at Jiang Yiyun thoughtfully, took her hand and said, "It's not that you can't think about it, let's go back quickly, I always feel uneasy standing here." ”
Then Lin Xiaozhu pulled Jiang Yiyun to a location where there was no seawater, and the two of them did not dislike the dirty beach, and sat on the ground one after another.
Jiang Yiyun blinked, looked at Lin Xiaozhu and said, "Why did you come to the beach so late, wouldn't Lang Qi worry about you?" ”
Lin Xiaozhu frowned slightly, "He was worried about me, and it took me a lot of effort to get him to agree to me coming out, but I didn't come out and walked around by myself, I always felt very aggrieved in my heart, I was afraid that if I continued to stay at home, I would go crazy." ”
Jiang Yiyun actually knew that Lin Xiaozhu's magazine had closed down, and of course, her help was also indispensable.
But she pretended to look at Lin Xiaozhu with a puzzled look, "What's wrong with you?" Wasn't it okay before? Why do you suddenly feel uncomfortable? Did Lang Qi bully you? ”
Lin Xiaozhu shook his head, "It's not Lang Qi's problem, it's my own mistake, you may not know it, my magazine has closed down." ”
"I really feel like a failure, I can't do anything like this, I let Sophie and Lang Qi trust me once in vain, but I messed up."
Jiang Yiyun's eyes widened instantly, and she looked at Lin Xiaozhu in disbelief, "What? How so, and when? ”
Lin Xiaozhu blinked, "Just a few days ago, the provincial hospital of the magazine plummeted, and I really had no choice, so I chose to give up." ”
"As long as there is the slightest hope, I will not give up easily."
Jiang Yiyun stretched out her arm and slapped Lin Xiaozhu on the shoulder, "Don't be too sad, it's not just you who are experiencing such things in this world." ”
"If you don't believe me, you can interview a few current business chaebols, which one has not failed a few times behind the success? Definitely there are all of them. ”
"So you don't have to worry about it at all, just get up from where you fall, and it's always okay to take your time."
Lin Xiaozhu sighed lightly, "Alas! ”
"I don't want to try anymore, after this incident, I don't want to run any kind of company anymore, but fortunately, I have worked hard and I have nothing to regret."
After she finished speaking, she looked at Jiang Yiyun, "By the way, how are you doing, have you contacted foreign doctors?" There should be better treatment options abroad, right? ”
Jiang Yiyun smiled gently, "If you don't tell me about this, I will also go to find it, I have already contacted it, and I am going to go to the UK in the near future." ”
Lin Xiaozhu nodded and looked at Jiang Yiyun with satisfaction, "That's good, your people are so good, I believe there will be a good result." ”
Jiang Yiyun blinked and looked at Lin Xiaozhu thoughtfully, "By the way, Xiaozhu, since you don't have anything to do now, can you come to my company to help me?" ”
"You also know that although Lele works hard, it is not suitable to be a backbone, I asked her to go to the company at the beginning, I just wanted to help her,"
"And I'm going to go abroad for treatment now, and I don't worry about handing over the company's affairs to others, and you don't have anything to do now, can you ......?"
Without waiting for Jiang Yiyun to finish speaking, Lin Xiaozhu frowned slightly, "I'm afraid I can't do it, right?" I don't know anything about your company's business, not to mention that I just went through something like that, and I don't have confidence in myself, let alone helping you. ”
Jiang Yiyun held Lin Xiaozhu's hand, the corners of her mouth rose slightly, and she pulled up a sincere smile, "It's okay, I believe in you, except for you, no one can let me go to the UK with confidence." ”