Chapter 51: So it was
"I remember you asked me before why Ning Ning hates being a soldier." Father Xia said.
"Yes, you said let me feel it myself, but what happened yesterday, I only know that she is in pain, but she doesn't tell me, I can only be anxious, so I have to ask you, although I am not happy to know about her past from other people's mouths, but there is no way to do it."
"I know, that kid is stubborn, he likes to carry everything by himself, and he doesn't want his family to worry, alas!" Father Xia smiled very far-fetched.
"I want to share all the pain and sorrow for her, I just want to give her joy and happiness, this is my greatest wish."
Father Xia nodded, and slowly began to talk about the old story that was not very long, but it was not short, "That was when Ning Ning was eight years old.
That day, Ning Ning's mother took Ning Ning to go outside, I was on duty that day, and what happened later was also told to me by others. There was a robber that day, attacked a bank, the police could only try to force the prisoner in a place with fewer people, and the criminal also saw the police's thoughts, so he arrested Ning Ning's mother, who happened to be shopping around. ”
Jiang Zhen imagined that kind of picture, wasn't it very similar to yesterday's one? He suddenly understood a little bit of the reason why she was so emotional at that time.
I only heard Father Xia continue: "The criminal kidnapped Ning Ning's mother, and he had a knife in his hand, all the police did not dare to step forward, for fear of hurting the hostages, Ning Ning cried next to him and asked them to save his mother, but the police have their own considerations." They first negotiated with the criminal, but instead of negotiating, it angered him, he dragged Ning Ning's mother back, the knife cut through the skin next to her mother's neck, blood left from the neck, sticking to the collar of the clothes, Ning Ning was frightened and cried even more fiercely, and even rushed forward, but was stopped by the police, and at this time someone fired a shot. ”
Jiang Zhen chuckled in his heart, could it be?
"The robbery did not hit the criminal, the criminal used her mother as a shield in front of him, and just stared at his mother being shot in front of him, bleeding all over the ground, staining his mother's clothes red, although the gangster was finally subdued, but at the cost of her mother's death, her mother was shot in the heart and died, and when she was sent to the hospital, she was already out of breath." Father Xia took a deep breath, and it could be seen that Father Xia's words were filled with deep pain and sorrow.
Suddenly understood her abnormal behavior yesterday, it turned out that the picture of her relatives who had forgotten that they were killed was dug up by a similar picture, and that feeling was self-evident.
"And what about the back?" Jiang Zhen asked.
"The day after her mother died, Ning Ning asked me, why did the policeman shoot? Why did he shoot her mother? Why is the police officer who killed her mother still at work? Why was he not sentenced? Why do we get only apologies and compensation? I couldn't answer any of them, and the explanation given by the court at that time was that the policeman did not pursue responsibility, and no one thought that the gangster would use her mother to block it, but in Ning Ning's opinion, the gangster did not make any dangerous moves, and the policeman shot her mother's life, making her lose her mother for a while.
I also had to accept the court's ruling at the time, but my kind of behavior made Ning Ning misunderstand my incompetence, unable to seek justice for his wife, she kept complaining about me, she didn't call me dad for almost five years, yes, I was incompetent, if I went with them that day, maybe her mother wouldn't have died, and she wouldn't have had such a cruel childhood, since then, Ning Ning began to hate the police, hated the soldiers, didn't even participate in military training, was beaten or robbed, It's all about dealing with it myself, I really feel distressed to see that kind of condensation, I can only protect her as much as possible. Father Xia's voice began to choke up as he spoke.
The pain of losing her mother is a permanent scar in her heart, but there are different meanings mixed in this scar, and now this scar is touched again, there is no blood, but it hurts. He couldn't tell if what she was doing was right or wrong, but if he was replaced, he might not be able to do better than her, but she also made him feel distressed.
"Dad, I will cherish Ning Ning well, and I will never let her experience a fate like my mother-in-law, I promise!" Jiang Zhen Road.
"I know, you're a good boy, Ning Ning will ask you."
When she returned to her home, Xia Ning also happened to get off work, and when she was eating, Jiang Zhen looked at Xia Ning, she ate slowly, not like yesterday's expression.
After eating, go back to your room.
Jiang Zhen looked at Xia Ning with a gentle face, and Xia Ning looked at him, touched his face and said, "Do you have anything on my face?" ”
Jiang Zhen was silent, only shook his head.
"Then why are you looking at me, and it's disgusting with this expression." Xia Ning said with a look of disgust.
"I want to hug you, can you?" Jiang Zhen said suddenly.
"No way, dream, don't think" Xia Ning immediately refused succinctly and clearly with three words.
"Don't even think about it?"
"I'm telling you, don't even think about it." Xia Ning's tone was resolute.
"You!" Jiang Zhen suddenly laughed, there should be a big gap between her and her when she was a child, although she hates being a soldier, but to him, she is still relatively open-minded, at least she still talks to him, argues, and plays games, isn't this a good start?
"I know it all." Jiang Zhen Road.
"What?" Xia Ning had a confused expression on his face again, what did he know?
"Your mother's business."
Xia Ning's expression immediately changed, and her tone became sharper, "It has nothing to do with you." ”
"I'm not going to let you go through anything like that, I promise!"
His words still surprised Xia Ning, I didn't expect him to say this, I thought he would keep asking, and he would say whether what he did was right or not, but I didn't expect him to say this, and I didn't expect him to run to ask his father, I really don't understand the man in front of him, he also has a very careful place. There was a slight movement in his heart, "Neurotic!" Xia Ning scolded in a low voice.
But somewhere in her heart, she began to feel warm, although the person in front of her was not very reliable, but she admitted that what he said just now did make her heart ripple.
"Haha." Jiang Zhen laughed out loud.
When he went to bed at night, Jiang Zhen had already made the bed, and suddenly remembered that he was looking for something and began to rummage through the cabinets. At this time, Xia Ning had just finished taking a shower and walked out of the bathroom wearing slippers, she didn't know what she stepped on, her body didn't stand firmly, and she immediately fell forward.
"Danger!" Jiang Zhen shouted when he saw it, and then leaned forward to grab her and take it into his arms, but because he was also piling things up, his sense of balance was out of balance, and both of them fell to the ground.
Hearing only the sound of "boom", I don't know what I stepped on, Xia Ning fell into Jiang Zhen's arms, and Jiang Zhen held her with his back to the ground.
"Are you alright?" Jiang Zhen hurriedly asked, his eyes constantly observing her reaction, worrying if there was any pain in the fall.
Xia Ning reacted, her little face turned a little red, "It's okay." Whispered.
"Sorry, I'm looking for something." Looking at the things scattered around the side, Jiang Zhen said apologetically.
"Can you let me go?" Xia Ning turned her face to the side and said, this is very embarrassing.
"Let me hold it for a while, just for a while." Jiang Zhen thought, the person in his arms was so soft after taking a bath, with the fragrance of shower gel and the unique smell of girls, he didn't want to let go and take the opportunity to cheat, and this opportunity was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, he didn't want to let it go.
"You're a scoundrel, Jiang Zhen!" Xia Ning began to struggle, and scolded.
"I'm a scoundrel, and I have the ability to get up on my own." So Jiang Zhen's hand hugged tighter, and the strength of his body also pressed up.
"You...... You let go, you're hurting me, you're so heavy, I'm out of breath. "Is this guy trying to strangle her?
Jiang Zhen's hand loosened a little, but Xia Ning still couldn't break free, so he began to pinch him, but he didn't expect that the meat on this guy's body was all muscles, there was no trace of loose meat, and it was so hard to pinch it, the key was that he couldn't pinch it yet, and he was not a perennial exerciser.
"Just your strength to breastfeed, it's almost the same as a mosquito bite, save it, it's useless! After a while, I will pinch my hands and get tired. Jiang Zhen didn't forget to tease Xia Ning's strength.
"What do you want to do?" Xia Ning is already impatient, this posture is too ambiguous, and it is still two people in a house, the so-called lonely man and widow, the moon is dark and the wind is high, young and vigorous, she doesn't dare to think casually anymore, and she gets rid of the messy pictures in her mind.
"Let me hold it for a while, just for a while, just for a while." Jiang Zhen said slowly, he can feel that she can have so much courage to face everything at such a young age, to become so good, and to be able to let himself meet her, it may be regarded as a kind of fate.
"Okay, just a minute." Xia Ning had no choice but to compromise.
"One minute is too much, ten minutes." Jiang Zhen said.
"No, it can't be more than a minute," Xia Ning insisted.
"Ten minutes, no less."
.....
The two are bargaining.
In the end, Xia Ning compromised and said: "Five minutes is already the limit. ”
"Okay, five minutes is five minutes." Jiang Zhen agreed.
This made Xia Ning think, did he dig a trap to let himself jump, this scheming man, you really have to think about talking to him, otherwise when will he be sold, and help him count the money.
Jiang Zhen was holding a beauty in his arms, not to mention how comfortable it was.
Leaning on his chest, Xia Ning could clearly feel his powerful heartbeat and scorching temperature, but it was so warm in this hot summer.
Suddenly, I felt that the door of a place in the depths of my heart had been opened, it was a place that could not be visited, there was only cold and darkness, and now there was a trace of heat slowly penetrating in, and a trace of light shot inside, immediately dispelling the bone-eating cold.