[206] The pain of waking up
Two days passed, and Gong Yuxi finally woke up.
As soon as Gong Yuxi woke up, he looked at the ceiling blankly, which made the silver foam yarn and Yu Mu on the side anxious.
"Yuxi?" Yinmosha looked at Gong Yuxi worriedly, Yuxi had been awake for a long time but had been staring at the ceiling in a daze, it was really worrying for the two.
"......" Gong Yuxi just stared at the ceiling as if she hadn't heard it.
Gone, all gone, huh.
"Yuxi, what's wrong?"
……
"Yuxi."
……
After a long time, Gong Yuxi suddenly said, "You go out first, let me be quiet." ”
Yin Mosha and Yu Muxun glanced at each other, and then said to Gong Yuxi, "Okay, by the way, Yuxi, are you hungry?" ”
Gong Yuxi didn't answer her, and the two walked out of the room in desperation.
Outside the door:
"Alas~ It seems that Yuxi has been hit hard this time!" Silver foam yarn sighed.
"Well, Yuxi has carried so much and experienced so much, but the final result is ...... Alas~~ Why is Yuxi's life so bitter. Yu Muxun said helplessly, her eyes full of distress for Gong Yuxi.
Yu Xi, from the moment they met, was the one who carried the most burden, and the one who experienced the most pain...... Why does Yuxi have to be so bitter and tired?
"Alas~ let Yu Xi be quiet."
"yes, okay."
The two left helplessly.
In the room, Gong Yuxi was left alone to bear the loneliness and pain.
Gone, all gone. Am I as strong as I was without you? What would I do without you? Now that the revenge has been avenged, what is the point of me living? What else do I have to sustain me to keep alive?
Tears slowly trickled down from Gong Yuxi's eyes and dripped onto the pillow.
Why are you all so ruthless, and you all have to leave me?
Gong Yuxi, what's wrong with you, Gong Yuxi, when did you become so cowardly, when did Gong Yuxi become such a stranger, where did you go before?
Gong Yuxi suddenly got up from the bed and got out of bed in a daze.
Take out a notebook from the bedside table.
Gong Yuxi sat on the edge of the bed with a notebook, but his eyes never took off the notebook.
This notebook is the only memory Yi left her, the only ......
Looking at this notebook, nostalgia, obsession, and pain appeared in Gong Yuxi's eyes.
Gong Yuxi's jade fingers touched the cover of this notebook over and over again, and his fingertips revealed memories......
Yi, did you only leave me such a memory? Yi, why are you so ruthless? Why did you leave me? Why? I am the only one with you, but you have left me.
The sun sets, Luo Bingyi, you two are so ruthless.
……
Teardrops fell on the notebook like beads with broken threads.
Gong Yuxi closed his eyes and held the notebook in his heart, but tears kept flowing out of his eyes, and he unconsciously became a tearful person.
Gong Yuxi hugged the notebook tightly.
Suddenly, she shouted hysterically, "Ah——————————hhhhh
You're so ruthless, really ruthless. Ten years ago, my dearest ones left me, and ten years later, you have left me.
Is this all destiny?
The hysterical shouts from upstairs deeply shocked Yinmosha and Yumuxun, and hurriedly ran to the door of Gong Yuxi's room, "Yuxi, what's wrong with you?" Open the door! Silver Mosha knocked on the door with a worried face.
They were answered by hysterical cries.
"Yuxi, don't cry, okay? Is it good to open the door! "Yu Muxun is about to cry urgently.
They were still answered by hysterical cries.
Yinmosha and Yumuxun knocked on the door vigorously, but later found that it was useless, because Gong Yuxi would not come to open the door at all.
In desperation, the two had to wait anxiously outside the door.
Gradually, the crying stopped, and Gong Yuxi was also tired.
However, Gong Yuxi held the notebook tightly as if he had been immobilized, and looked at the front with empty eyes.
At this time, Gong Yuxi looked like a broken porcelain doll.
The heart is dead, what is the use of this shell? What are you still nostalgic for? What happiness and love are bullshit! Gong Yuxi, what are you still obsessed with?
Gong Yuxi thought self-deprecatingly, his eyes were empty.