During this year, there was no news from Xiaobai. Basket. Hue. Book. Ba, I have been to Tianshou Mountain and Qinling several times, trying to find Xiaobai, but the result is in vain.

It was as if she had disappeared between heaven and earth, and there was no sound at all.

"Has she already been reincarnated?"

I sometimes ask myself in my heart, but every time I feel that I won't, Xiaobai hasn't said goodbye to me yet, how can he leave

I still have a lot of doubts in my heart that I want to ask her, if she is gone, who will I find to answer?

Although I thought so in my heart, time passed day by day, Xiaobai no longer appeared in my life, and my confidence was gradually shaken.

Xiaobai, she won't really be gone

One day, after watching a movie with Mu Ling, on the way home to send her, walking in the dim street, Mu Ling suddenly stopped and said softly: "Chen Shen, I have something to say to you." ”

I stopped beside her and watched her quietly, waiting for what she had to say.

Mu Ling didn't look at me, her eyes fell on the darkness in the distance, and she said calmly: "Chen Shen, we can be regarded as together now."

My heart was beating and I didn't know how to answer.

Mu Ling continued: "Eat together, watch movies together, press the road together, you also came to my house to see my parents eat, we should be in love like this."

I looked at Mu Ling's delicate side face and felt my heart beat faster.

"Everybody thinks we're in a relationship. But only I know we're not," Mu Ling said, turning his head and glancing at me calmly, "because we haven't even held hands for so long. ”

Mu Ling: "I wanted to say something, but my throat was so dry.

"It's been a year." Mu Ling stared at me and said, "Chen Shen, I like you, but I don't want to continue like this in a daze, I don't want to talk about a lukewarm relationship, so you can give me an answer." ”

I looked away: "I"

Mu Ling suddenly stepped forward, and before I could react, a warm lip came up.

As soon as the lips touched, Mu Ling quickly turned around and walked forward.

"I'll go back on my own for the rest of the way, I'll give you a month to think about whether you want to really be with me, think about it and give me an answer. We don't see each other again for a month. As Mu Ling's figure slowly disappeared into the darkness, the words she left behind slowly dissipated.

My mind went blank, and Mu Ling's kiss was so unexpected that it took me a few minutes to come to my senses.

I slowly calmed my heartbeat, my fingers unconsciously reaching to my lips, where there seemed to be some kind of warm warmth.

"A month," I licked my lips, and my heart beat again.

"You say, do you like her or not?"

"I should like it."

"Then you are still hesitating to force other girls to say this kind of thing, what did you do to make me angry, such a good thing, since you like her, she also likes you, you are happy, like me and Wu Xiao, what else do you have to hesitate, quickly take out your mobile phone and call Mu Ling"

I pushed away Xiao Hei's hand that wanted to snatch my phone, and said helplessly: "Don't be in such a hurry, there is still more than half a month to think about it."

Since being given an ultimatum by Mu Ling, I have been thinking about it alone for several days, but I can't make a decision, and after thinking about it, I decided to discuss it with Xiao Hei. After talking about the matter with Mu Ling, Xiao Hei clearly expressed his support for us to be together.

"What time is there to consider" Xiao Hei said to me dissatisfied, "People say a month, you really have to delay it for a month, Mu Ling is waiting for your reply, how tormented it is, why don't you want to think about it, and think about a wool ah, such a good girl, miss it, hurry up"

I whispered hesitantly, "But I used to be sick."

I was about to say that it was a terminal illness, but Xiao Hei had already quickly interrupted me: "You are sick, are you neurotic, do you have other people you like, that's why you are so hesitant"

I was silent, the yin qi problem caused by the three yin constitutions has been solved by Shenyu, I have been to Kucang Mountain, and my aunt has looked at my pulse for me, confirming that the yin qi in my body is no longer harmful.

"It's hard to put into words," I sighed lightly and began to tell Xiao Hei about Xiao Bai.

Xiaobai's matter, this is the biggest secret in my heart, if it weren't for Xiaobai's nowhere to be found, and I encountered such an indecisive thing, I'm afraid I wouldn't have told Xiaohei so easily.

Xiaobai's story is long, complex and bizarre, and I told it for most of the day before I finished telling the cause and effect.

"So the reason why you hesitate to be with Mu Ling is because that Xiao Bai "After listening to the whole story, Xiao Hei was stunned and speechless for a long time before he slowly said such a sentence, "Chen Shen, you like a ghost"

"I don't deny it, I like Xiaobai a lot, even though she's a ghost you can't see or touch." I looked at the clouds in the sky, and my mind was stuck in the previous story, "Xiaobai is beautiful, kind and understanding, except for being a ghost, she can be said to be a perfect woman. Since I met her, I can't remember how many times I've been saved by her, and I not only like her, but also appreciate her. It's just a pity she's a ghost."

Xiao Hei shook his head and sighed: "Real life is not a movie, people and ghosts have different paths, it is indeed impossible to be together." ”

I was silent.

Xiao Hei sighed a few times, patted me on the shoulder, and said, "What do you think about Mu Ling now, how are you going to answer?"

I let out a sigh of relief and said, "I didn't think about it. Mu Ling is very good to me, and I like her in my heart. It's just that Xiaobai went to Qinling to find Shenyu for me a year ago, and he is nowhere to be found until now. This is like a thorn, lying in my heart, every time I think of Xiaobai, my heart is like a pinprick pain, if she is really gone, why don't you say hello to me, give me a dream, it will not make me feel so worried now."

"In this way, that Xiao Bai has never appeared, you will always wait" Xiao Hei shook his head and said, "What about Mu Ling, it is very unfair to her." ”

I looked at Hei blankly, not knowing how to answer.

Xiao Hei was also silent, and after the two of us looked at each other wordlessly for a long time, Xiao Hei put his arm on my shoulder and said, "I don't care about your business, and I can't take care of it." Sort it out yourself. ”

Half a month has passed, and I still haven't replied to Mu Ling. After a few days at Hei's house, I went back to my hometown because my mother called me and said that a distant relative had died. The cremation site of the old man was still in the Houshan funeral home, and I followed my relatives to see the old man off for the last time.

After nearly two years, I came to the Houshan funeral home again, the last time I sent my grandmother to be cremated, at that time I was very sad, but this time it was a little different.

Distant relatives are too far away from me, and it is a joy and mourning, so I naturally will not be too sad, but I will revisit the old place and think of my grandmother, although I will not cry bitterly, my mood will inevitably be low.

Taking advantage of the cremation of the old man's body, I moved away from the crowd and walked towards the back of the funeral home.

There was a pine cypress in the back, verdant and unusual, and there I met Mimi, and Xiaobai met me.

Since I'm here today, I'm naturally going to come and have a look.

It's late summer and early autumn, and the morning sun isn't too violent, but it's a little warmer. It's only been two years since I came, and the pine and cypress have become more vigorous, and the dense branches and foliage of the trees have blocked the sun and the temperature. Walking among the green leaves, it feels a little shady and a little gloomy. But I didn't feel scared at all, and walked slowly and committently, glancing around from time to time.

"You saw me two years ago, but you couldn't hide from me. You met me, but I didn't meet you. Now, two years later, where are you?" I thought to myself, and my footsteps gradually stopped.

"Xiaobai, you meet me again, say a word, I'll let you go, okay" I walked under a pine tree, sat down slowly with my back against the trunk, looked at the green pines and cypresses above my head and whispered, "Didn't you let me live and wait for you to come back I insisted, I did it, then why didn't you come back"

I slowly closed my eyes, and there was a rustle of branches and leaves blown by the wind, and there was a faint sound of mournful music and crying in the distance, and I suddenly felt a little sour in my nose, and I couldn't help but shake my head.

"What a liar"

There was a faint warmth in my chest, it was the light emitted by the divine jade, it completely suppressed the yin qi in my body, and now I can live to old age without the divine jade. But I still carry it, not because I want to live forever, but because of a thought.

My chest was warm and comfortable, and I leaned against the pine trees in a half-asleep state.

"Woohoo"

There was a strange sound in my ears, and I woke up, opened my eyes, and couldn't help but be stunned.

There is a white shadow in front of him, smiling lightly, captivating the country and the city, like a dream.

After a while, I shook my head and touched my face with a smile, and sighed softly: "I actually daydreamed in broad daylight, do I want to see you so much?"

"If you're going to think I'm dreaming, then I'll leave." A familiar soft voice rang out in the woods, and I opened my eyes suddenly, staring at the person in front of me, rubbing my eyes in disbelief.

When I opened my eyes again, the white shadow did not disappear, and ecstasy rose in my heart, and I got up from the ground and rushed to her: "Xiaobai, is it you, I'm not dreaming, right?"

"It's me, I'm back." Xiaobai smiled, his eyebrows and eyes bloomed like the most gorgeous Caixia in the sky, "Chen Shen, are you okay"~ Search the basket color, you can read the following chapters in full

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