Chapter 119: A belated awakening
Cheng Xu's words were very light, but when they fell on Ye Wei'an, it seemed to weigh a thousand catties, she opened her mouth slightly, her eyes mixed with horror and distress, her eyes seemed to stay on him, and seemed to pass through him. The tenderness he exuded at that moment was so shocking that her language function was banned.
As soon as the words came out, Cheng Xu was shocked and speechless. However, the words spoken by man are like water that cannot be taken back. For a while, Cheng Xu didn't know what to say to remedy the current scene, so he had to be silent.
Today's weather is fine and the sunset is exceptionally beautiful. When the twilight came, a fire-like purple glow appeared in the distant sky outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the ambilight was like fireworks above the square in the festival, but it quickly dimmed after the sun fell below the horizon, and finally disappeared in the twilight.
The sky darkened little by little, and the time passed minute by minute, and the two figures were still facing each other. The low pressure spread inch by inch, and at this moment, the doorbell rang. Ye Wei'an seemed to see a savior, and hurriedly went to open the door, it was the takeaway brother. Ye Wei'an smiled and took the takeaway and put it on the table.
Ye Wei'an took a deep breath and slowly spoke, "Cheng Xu, I ......" Many words came to his lips, but he didn't know how to say them, and he couldn't say them, so he could only stop talking.
Cheng Xu lowered his head and lit a cigarette. In the quiet living room at this time, the sound of him pressing the lighter was especially clear. In the living room where the lights were not turned on, a little red on his fingertips was particularly obvious. In the dim light, Ye Wei'an couldn't see his face clearly, let alone his expression. He slowly exhaled a cloud of smoke, and his low voice sounded slowly with a somewhat hoarse voice, "Wei'an, you don't need to be stressed. I like you as my thing, it's none of your business. I know that you can't tolerate anyone else except Jing Wenyan in your heart, so seeing you and Jing Wenyan together, I haven't asked for anything more. I just want to be behind you, silently guarding you. For me, that's enough! ”
Ye Wei'an was silent for a long time before he whispered, "Cheng Xu, I'm not worth it." She had never thought about her relationship with Cheng Xu in this regard, so she didn't notice Cheng Xu's thoughts. But today Cheng Xu expressed her heart in front of her, and she looked back on the bits and pieces of their relationship, only to realize that there were actually many clues to follow.
Many times Cheng Xu's kindness to her goes beyond the care that should be taken between childhood sweethearts, but she doesn't realize it, and enjoys Cheng Xu's dedication with peace of mind, thinking that she has a clear conscience. How could she get him so loved, and what should she use to repay his deep love!
"Wei'an, emotional things, how can it be worth it or not, only whether you are willing or not." Probably because they couldn't see each other's faces in the dark, they had a little more courage when they spoke, "I've wanted to let go of you more than once, but I couldn't do it after all." Wo'an, I'm ......"
"Cheng Xu, don't say it!" Ye Wei'an interrupted him, "I know you're doing it for my good." Thank you for liking me, but I can't respond to your thoughts in my life! You shouldn't be so nice to me! You'll always be my best friend, and you'll always be my best friend! Go away, I'll treat you as if you haven't come, and I shouldn't have heard what you said! In the future, I will still treat you as a friend as before. Ye Wei'an said, putting the DNA identification report back into the file bag and handing it back to Cheng Xu.
"It's me talking nonsense tonight!" Cheng Xu smiled bitterly and said, "But Wei'an, at least I hope you can accept this!" I'm really worried about you! Cheng Xu said with the file bag.
Ye Wei'an shook his head and didn't take the file bag back. "Cheng Xu, I don't need it! It's my family affair and I can take care of it myself. As for this, it shouldn't have appeared in the first place! Have you forgotten that Su Wenxuan is your girlfriend. These pages record her life experience, the unspeakable things her mother once did! Did you consider her feelings while doing this? ”
Cheng Xu was stunned and fell into a long silence.
"Wen Xuan is a good girl, you shouldn't hurt her like this. Take this back, I appreciate your kindness! But I can't do that, either for Wen Yan or Wen Xuan. Ye Wei'an said lightly.
Cheng Xu silently put away the file bag and walked to the door. The moment his hand touched the doorknob, Cheng Xu's movements stopped. He turned around slowly, hesitated for a long time and asked, "Wei'an, can we still be the same as before?" ”
Ye Wei'an nodded lightly, "I said, I always treat you as my best friend." ”
"I see, I'm bothering you tonight, goodbye!" After Cheng Xu finished speaking, he turned the doorknob and walked out.
After Cheng Xu left, Ye Wei'an turned on the light and sat down to eat the half-cool takeaway. In fact, it was delicious, but Ye Wei'an felt a little unsavory. That was the first time Ye Wei'an felt that being loved was also a burden.
After eating and taking a shower, Ye Wei'an sat in front of the computer and wanted to write a manuscript, but his heart couldn't calm down. Ye Wei'an simply turned off the computer and sat on the bed reading a book. I opened the book along the place where the bookmark was recorded, but I didn't turn a page for half a day, I just held the book and was distracted.
When Jing Wenyan returned home, he saw such a scene. He took off his coat and hung it in the closet, climbed onto the bed and sat next to Ye Wei'an, hugged Ye Wei'an and asked, "What are you thinking?" ”
Ye Wei'an smiled lightly and shook his head, "It's nothing!" Why did you come back? Smelling the smell of wine on Jing Wenyan's body, Ye Wei'an frowned, "I know that you can't drink less when you go out with Teacher Nahe!" Let's take a shower and go to bed early! I'll go out tomorrow to run errands! ”
"Okay, listen to your wife!" Jing Wenyan said and kissed Ye Wei'an lightly on the cheek, got up and went to the bathroom!
By the time Jing Wenyan came out of the shower, Ye Wei'an had already fallen asleep in the same position he had just held, still holding a book in his hand. Jing Wenyan shook her head, gently pulled the book out of her hand, picked up the bookmark and put it aside, arranged the pillow for her, and finally lay down beside her, turned off the small lamp at the head of the bed, hugged her gently, and whispered: "Good night, my baby!" ”
After Cheng Xu left Ye Wei'an's house, he didn't go home directly, but went to the beach. The sea under the night sky was not as beautiful blue as the day, and from a distance, all you could see was pitch black, like a huge black hole, almost swallowing people. There were hardly any people to be seen on the beach at night, and he stood alone on the beach, listening to the sound of the waves crashing on the beach. In a densely populated city, there is such a quiet place, like a painstaking arrangement from heaven. In such silence, it is easier for one to see time and see one's own figure.
Silently lit a cigarette, Ye Wei'an's words flashed into Cheng Xu's mind, "Have you considered Wen Xuan's feelings when you do this?" Wen Xuan is a good girl, you shouldn't hurt her like this! ”
The scene when Su Wenxuan drunk and confessed to him seemed to be yesterday, and in a blink of an eye, they had been dating for more than two years. For more than two years, he has long been accustomed to the role of Su Wenxuan's boyfriend. They get along like any normal couple, and what other boyfriends can do, he will do. People often say that Su Wenxuan is happy and has a good boyfriend. Only he knows how perfunctory what he did.
Su Wenxuan's smiling face flashed in her mind, Ye Wei'an was right, she was a good girl and a good girlfriend. It was he who was sorry for her. He loves Ye Wei'an, but Ye Wei'an is someone else's wife after all! Now the person next to him is Su Wenxuan, and the person who will be with him for the rest of his life in the future should also be Su Wenxuan, and he should be kind to her! Cheng Xu chuckled, at this point, he couldn't help but wake up too late!
Cheng Xu picked up the DNA report and wanted to sink it into the sea. But at the moment when the document touched the water, Cheng Xu hesitated. It is not safe to sink into the sea, and if this document is picked up by someone with a heart, it will be a hidden danger after all. I still waited for him to use a shredder to destroy it when he went to work on Monday.
Later, Cheng Xu thought that if he hadn't hesitated at the beginning, he would have sunk this document directly into the sea, and everything would not have happened later! However, if it is false after all!
That night, Cheng Xu stayed awake all night and sat on the beach all night. It wasn't until the sun rose inch by inch from where the sea and the sky met, and after the sky was bright, Cheng Xu slowly got up, walked to the subway station, and took the first subway in the morning to go home. After returning home, Cheng Xu, who had not slept all night, only felt exhausted, and left his coat and tie and briefcase on the sofa indiscriminately, and then went into the house to make up for sleep. The curtains in the bedroom are blackout curtains, no matter how bright the sun is outside the window, the house is also dim, in such an environment, Cheng Xu forgot the time and fell asleep peacefully.
At noon, Su Wenxuan bought a bunch of delicious food and visited Cheng Xu's apartment. After she knocked on the door twice and no one opened it, she thought that Cheng Xu was not at home, so she took the key and opened the door. As soon as she entered the door, Su Wenxuan saw a messy sofa and couldn't help frowning. She opened the bedroom door and found that Cheng Xu was asleep, so she couldn't bear to disturb and quietly retreated.
Su Wenxuan picked up the coat on the sofa, picked up the clothes from the hanger and hung them up, sorting out the things that Cheng Xu had piled up haphazardly one by one. She picked up Cheng Xu's briefcase and was about to put it on the desk next to her, but she accidentally dropped the mouth of the briefcase down on the ground, Su Wenxuan stuck out her tongue and hurriedly went to clean it up.
Suddenly, a file bag attracted her attention, she picked up the file bag, opened it carefully, and pulled out the documents inside, and what caught her eye was the DNA identification report, and her name and Su Zhiqian's name were written in the name column! Su Wenxuan frowned, who is so boring and still goes to test her and her father's DNA, can she not be Su Zhiqian's own child!
But turning to the last page, the identification results clearly stated that the biological father-daughter relationship between Su Zhiqian and Su Wenxuan was not established! At that moment, Su Wenxuan's first thought was that she was dazzled! She looked at it again and again, and after confirming that she was not mistaken, she began to have a trace of panic that she had never felt before! This report should ...... It's fake!
Cheng Xu heard the sound, rubbed his eyes and walked out of the bedroom, and what he saw was the scene of Su Wenxuan kneeling on the ground holding the appraisal report that was ready to be destroyed!