Chapter 203: As long as it's you, it's enough
After Jiang Zhen and Huo Tingge talked, he directly asked Li Shengguo for leave the next day, Li Shengguo was too lazy to take care of him, anyway, no matter what he said, he was still like that, and he didn't let him deal with personal matters well, so that he could concentrate on his career this time.
Early in the morning, Jiang Zhen woke up early, walked around the house, thinking, what to say to Xia Ning? How can I say that I can't touch the scar in her heart? Jiang Zhen has been distressed.
Let's put it directly, this will make Xia Ning feel that he is sympathizing with her, and he will definitely be stiff again, and he has to have a way to convince both himself and her.
Jiang Mu didn't hear Jiang Zhen go out in the morning, so she knocked on the door of Jiang Zhen's room.
Jiang Zhen opened the door and saw Jiang Mu.
"Mom, what's wrong? Is there something wrong? ”
"You didn't go to the army today?" Jiang Mu asked.
"I have something to do today, so I'm on leave."
"That, son, did she agree to Ning Ning's proposal that day?" Jiang Mu asked with expectant eyes.
"I seem to be hurting her again." Jiang Zhen said a little distressed.
"What's wrong?" Jiang Mu hurriedly asked.
"Mom, come in and sit, there's something I want to talk to you about." Jiang Zhen Road.
Mother Jiang felt that the expression on her son's face was a little solemn, and she didn't know what was going on, so she entered his house and sat on the edge of the bed.
"What's wrong?" Jiang Mu asked.
"Mom, do you really want grandchildren?"
Well, Jiang's mother didn't expect Jiang Zhen to ask, "It's understandable that we want a grandson at our age!" When you are older, you can still be lively every day with grandchildren, who doesn't want it! ”
Indeed, when you are older, your sons are working outside, and the elderly are staying at home, they are very lonely and lonely, if you can have someone to accompany you, of course, it is good, if not, you would like to have a grandson, take your grandson for a walk every day, teach them things, how fun!
Jiang Zhen was a little entangled in his heart, his mother was right to say this, who didn't want to, but I was afraid that I would be sorry for her.
"Mom, I'm sorry!" Jiang Zhen suddenly apologized.
Jiang Mu was startled and hurriedly asked, "What's the matter?" Why apologize? ”
"Mom, if I can't have children, you can't have grandchildren, you will definitely be disappointed."
"What's wrong? Son, is there something wrong with you? It's okay, let's go to the hospital to see, it's definitely optimistic. Jiang Mu was a little panicked, and stood up directly and walked to Jiang Zhen.
"Mom, it's not me, if Ning Ning can't have any more children, I hope you can agree to us adopting a child."
"You mean...... Infertility? Jiang Mu's expression was a little flustered, and I am afraid that she didn't think it would be this reason.
"Hmm."
"That'...... That ...... "Mother Jiang doesn't know what to say, generally speaking, this situation is really unacceptable, after all, the current family is still very traditional, inheritance is ethics and filial piety, and now her son said that her future daughter-in-law can't have children, which makes her say it for a while.
"I know what you want to say, but what I want to say is, no matter what she looks like, I want her, because all this is what I deserve, if it weren't for me, you would have a seven or eight-year-old grandson by now, her physical condition is all my fault, I never mind having a child or not, but she, I can't lose it again, I hope you can understand me!" Jiang Zhen said reproachfully.
Mother Jiang was silent for a while, probably knowing that the things that happened back then may have really affected Xia Ning's body, and she also knew her son's self-blame, so he came to ask for his opinion, Mother Jiang was a little sad and distressed in an instant, all this also has its own share, isn't it? Come to think of it.
Jiang's mother said: "Mom knows, Mom also respects you, if you want to adopt, adopt it, that child has suffered enough, and I feel sorry for her, so I accept her and accept all her things." ”
Jiang Zhen smiled and hugged Jiang's mother and said, "Thank you for your understanding and tolerance, thank you, Mom!" ”
"Silly son, now is not the time to think about this, I feel like marrying someone back, hurry up and get back together!" Jiang Mu pushed Jiang Zhen away and urged.
"Okay, I'll listen to my mother."
Jiang Zhen seemed to be confident, and ran out of the house quickly.
Mother Jiang stood at the door, looking at Jiang Zhen's back, and there happened to be an old man holding the child's hand passing by, Mother Jiang had envy and helplessness in her eyes, and sighed deeply.
As soon as Jiang Zhen left the house, he went straight to Jiashi.
When he arrived downstairs at Jiashi, Jiang Zhen dialed Xia Ning's mobile phone, but no one answered.
Jiang Zhen's heart sank, and he made her angry again, he really deserved it, he really wanted to smoke himself with a big ear, he couldn't change this preconceived idea, he always did things to hurt her unintentionally, if he changed his position, he would definitely draw a line completely.
Jiang Zhen stood downstairs and kept calling, but the phone was always unanswered, Jiang Zhen thought, will she never forgive herself again this time?
Thinking of this, Jiang Zhen was even more panicked, and he was even more out of luck, and he was anxious to go around downstairs.
There are security guards in Jiashi's building, and she can't get in, and even if she does, she doesn't know which floor she is on, which will cause her even more trouble.
Ay! Jiang Zhen looked up at the Jiashi Building and muttered, "Ning Ning, answer the phone!" ”
At this time, Xia Ning and Fang Yi were eating in the cafeteria, and Xia Ning happened to have no mobile phone.
"What's wrong with you and Jiang Zhen? Not ready to remarry? Fang Yi asked.
Xia Ning was slightly stunned, her expression was a little unnatural, and she said lightly: "Let's get along for a while!" ”
It's been two days in a row, Jiang Zhen didn't appear, remembering that day Jiang Zhen slammed the door and left, presumably he was angry, so can they still be in one?
Xia Ning felt so tired, she felt tired from the inside out, was this really what she wanted?
Fang Yi can't say anything, the so-called once bitten by a snake, ten years afraid of the well rope, it's not that she can't understand Xia Ning's feelings, it's normal to have a fear of marriage, but people can't always run away, there has to be a result!
After eating, Xia returned to her workstation, and recently Huo Tingge transferred her back to her previous position - training manager, and finally returned to the office after a long absence, and she was still a little uncomfortable.
And Huo Tingge was already waiting for her in her office.
"Mr. Huo, why are you here?" Xia Ning was surprised.
"I'll tell you something!"
"Mr. Huo, please speak!"
"Linda may come over here recently, and she will come back with you to get the training here together, and let her take you with her."
"Linda is coming? That's great. Xia Ning said in surprise.
"Well, maybe next week!"
"I haven't seen her in a long time, and I miss her a little."
Huo Tingge looked at Xia Ning with affection in his eyes.
Then Huo Tingge stood up and walked to the door, and then said, "Can you call my name once?" ”
Xia Ning didn't expect him to say this, it doesn't matter if she is named, it's just that in the company, if she is heard by others, she thinks that she is disrespectful to the boss, and she inevitably gossips again.
"Mr. Huo, I ......" Xia Ning was embarrassed.
"This is my last request!"
Hearing him say this, Xia Ning felt even more guilty in her heart, thinking that she had already rejected the excellent man in front of her, and she had never heard him make such a low request, it was really difficult to refuse.
Xia Ning hesitated for a moment, then saw that Huo Tingge had turned his head, and shouted softly, "...... Thunder Song! ”
Huo Tingge's heart warmed, and he directly hugged Xia Ning in his arms, very tight.
This is also something that Xia Ning didn't expect, the emotions are very complicated at this time, and she can't describe the desire to cry in the depths of her heart.
This picture was seen by Fang Yi, who came up to find Xia Ning, she just watched it quietly for a while, and then walked away.
He's still like that, he's her! Fang Yi touched his stomach, maybe it was time to end everything completely.
Time goes so fast that you don't have time to feel it, and it's time to get off work.
Xia Ning originally called Fang Yi to come, but she was off work, so she didn't bother.
Xia Ning stepped down the steps and saw Jiang Zhen standing in the distance.
Why is he here? He hadn't appeared for days, why did he reappear now?
Xia Ning's body was a little stiff, and she couldn't take a step out of her legs, so she stood in place.
Jiang Zhen walked up at this time, and without saying a word, he took Xia Ning's hand and walked in the direction of home.
Xia Ning didn't make the slightest gesture of resistance.
Wait until the two of them come to a place where no one is around, and then stop.
Xia Ning didn't speak, she didn't dare to look at Jiang Zhen, and she didn't know what he wanted to say, he would definitely not come again when he saw the anger that day, but she didn't expect him to come here today, which made Xia Ning completely unsure of how to react.
At this time, Jiang Zhen let go of Xia Ning's hand, stood in front of her, and said: "Ning Ning is sorry, I was too impulsive that day, I thought too little about it, and I didn't think about you, I know that you are insecure, I actually forced you so much, I'm really sorry, can you forgive me?" ”
Why did he apologize? It's obviously her fault, it's her problem, but why should he say I'm sorry, no, no, it's not like that.
"It's not your fault, it's me, I ......" Xia Ning almost told her about her infertility.
She was afraid, who could accept a woman who couldn't have children? And he is the only one in their family, she can't, can't!
Jiang Zhen slowly hugged Xia Ning and said slowly: "Listen to me, I don't care if you can have children or not, and no matter what flaws you have, as long as it's enough for you, I won't let you go anymore, unless I die!" ”
Xia Ning looked at Jiang Zhen with frightened eyes, he knew, he actually knew, how could he know? Xia Ning was scared and wanted to escape, Jiang Zhen's words were like revealing the secret she had always wanted to bury well under the public at once, she was so panicked that her body was trembling.
"Don't you want to run away from me anymore, I don't care about those things compared to you, only you, you are the person I can't let go of the most, I know you're scared, but you want to understand, your body is also caused by me, why do you want to bear it alone, it's obviously my fault!" Jiang Zhen let go of Xia Ning and looked at Xia Ning eagerly.
"Are you sympathizing with me?" Xia Ning said slowly.
This made Jiang Zhen angry and distressed, holding her face and saying, "In your eyes, do you think I'm a good person?" ”
Xia Ning looked at Jiang Zhen blankly.
Jiang Zhen is not a good person, selfish and arrogant, frivolous, self-righteous, and has many shortcomings.
"No, how can I sympathize with you! Sympathy is the feeling that a good person should have, for you, I only have distress and love, no children, no children, anyway, I don't like it, and I still want to live with you only two people, if you want, we can adopt one, and then teach him well, wouldn't it be better? ”
Xia Ning's eyes moistened instantly, what kind of person is this man, what kind of words to eat, oh girl, what is he said in his mouth, he is so bad! However, those words were a sense of security in her heart.
"You're so selfish, you don't care, but are you worthy of your family?" Xia Ning scolded.
"I told my mother that I didn't want children, that you were afraid of pain, and that my mother agreed, saying that it could be adopted!" Jiang Zhen said innocently.
Xia Ning didn't know whether she should cry or laugh, but a warm current passed through her heart, he thought about her so much, and was comfortable with his mother, what could she do with such a person?
"You must be threatening, right?"
"No, absolutely not, I'm just talking about it, I didn't expect my mother to agree immediately, do you think my mother is very open-minded?" Jiang Zhen boasted.
Xia Ning was a little speechless, Jiang Zhen stretched out his hand to wipe the tears off her eyelashes, and said, "Let's go to remarry tomorrow, right?" ”
"Ah, that's too fast, isn't it?" Xia Ning was shocked by his illogical jump.
"What's fast, it's too slow, is it because I didn't propose, so I'll propose again?" As he spoke, he took out the ring.
"What are you doing on the street?" Xia Ning was a little embarrassed by him.
"It's good on the street, you don't want me, what should I do?" Jiang Zhen said ruffianly.
"Bring it!" Xia Ning stretched out her hand and said.