Chapter 27: Confiding
"But I'm ...... I like her. Jing Wenyan took a big sip of Mocha and said in a trembling voice.
"Like?" Ye Lin chuckled and repeated, "Jing Wenyan, if you really like Wei'an, you should know how to be good to her. Let me ask you, can you really let go of the knot in your heart towards Chu Yize? Even if you could, what about your family? Judging by your aunt's attitude back then, I don't think she could! Do you think Wei'an will be happy with you? Jing Wenyan, you can only remind her of those unpleasant memories, so why torture her? ”
Jing Wenyan was reluctant to part with Ye Wei'an from the bottom of his heart, and the girl he put in his heart said that he liked him. He originally thought that as long as this period of time passed, when he was no longer her teacher, they would be able to live and fly together. But when Ye Wei'an and Chu Xinran are the same person, everything becomes different!
Jing Wenyan wanted to refute Ye Lin, but he had nothing to say! He had to admit that Ye Lin's words, although they were very reasonable. He and her are destined to be a bad fate, he can't forget what her father did, if she is with him, maybe one day, he will hurt her!
After a long time, Jing Wenyan closed his eyes, as if he had made up his mind, and slowly said, "Don't worry, Aunt Ye Lin, I know what to do!" ”
"That's for the best." Ye Lin said lightly: "Jing Wenyan, don't blame me. I'm just a mother and want to protect my daughter! ”
After separating from Ye Lin, Jing Wenyan drove on the way back to school, and memories kept flashing in his mind, Chu Xinran ten years ago called him in a sweet and immature voice, Brother Wen Yan! The picture flashed in her mind, and Ye Wei'an's face appeared, she blushed, looked at him shyly, and said to him: "Because the person I like is ...... It's you! Jing Wenyan remembered that someone told him that in this world, the most rare thing is that the person you put in your heart also cares about you. He was lucky to have met! But......
But there was too much between them! He will never forget his mother's resentful eyes and his aunt's angry look when she saw that he had secretly hidden that picture! He couldn't forget Chu Xinran's tearful gaze, and he couldn't forget the "Brother Wenyan" she shouted with a crying voice, which was the last time she called him like that.
The chaotic and intertwined memories made Jing Wenyan's heart feel like a mess, unspeakably troubled, the hand holding the steering wheel was unconsciously clasped, and the foot of the accelerator was also a little harder. The wind was blowing outside the car window, Jing Wenyan didn't look at the speedometer, and he didn't know how fast he was driving, only that one car after another was overtaken, and there was a feeling of almost flying.
When passing through an intersection, a turning car came out of the side road, and it was almost too late to dodge Jing Wenyan's car. With all his strength, he pressed the brakes to the end before the two cars collided. It was a female driver who was driving, and she couldn't help but roll down the window and complain, "You can't drive!" Is this your home? Drive so fast! ”
Jing Wenyan knew that he was at a loss and didn't say anything. He just took a deep breath, calmed down, and silently started the car and left. At this time, he was already near the school, Jing Wenyan drove the car into the school at a low speed, took out his mobile phone and made a call.
"I'm Naga Shima." The phone was connected, and Naga's opening words in Japanese came from the microphone.
"That's He, it's me, Jing Wenyan. If you are free in the evening, come out for a drink with me. Jing Wenyan leaned on the back of the driver's seat a little weakly and said lightly.
"Okay, I'm fine." Naga agreed very happily, "I'll see you at the old place at five o'clock that night." ”
"Well, okay, that's it." Jing Wenyan put down his phone and sighed helplessly.
In the evening, Nahe came to the place agreed with Jing Wenyan on time and found that Jing Wenyan had arrived and had already opened the wine. Seeing Nahe, Jing Wenyan made a gesture to sit down, poured wine for Nahe without saying a word, drank all the wine in his cup, poured it for himself, and drank it all again!
Na He looked at Jing Wenyan puzzled, he still knew a little bit about Jing Wenyan's drinking, seeing him pouring himself like this, he said helplessly: "Wen Yan, you asked me to come out to drink with you." I came out, and you didn't say anything. What the hell is wrong with you, drink so much! ”
Jing Wenyan drank another glass of wine, he had never drunk well, his cheeks were already flushed, he shook the wine glass in his hand, and the voice that sounded slowly was a little hoarse, "Nahe, did I tell you that I used to have a very good relationship with the little sister next door, named Chu Xinran." ”
Naga took a sip of wine, nodded and said, "Yes." The last time you drank too much, not only told me that you and Chu Xinran used to be very good, but also told me the very dramatic story of the two of you from beginning to end, and then said with emotion, after so many years, you miss her and want to see her again, but I am very glad that I haven't seen her again. You also said that you are destined to have a bad relationship between you. ”
"Did I say anything else?" Jing Wenyan asked with a wry smile, sure enough, he would spit out the truth after drinking, what Na He said was the truest thought in his heart over the years.
"Oh, by the way, you also said that Ye Wei'an looks a lot like Chu Xinran. When I first reminded you of your relationship with Ye Wei'an, you also told me that you were good to Ye Wei'an just because she was like Chu Xinran. It's just that later, you seem to like Ye Wei'an again. While eating snacks, Na He joked with Jing Wenyan: "What, it's just a holiday, and you start to miss Ye Wei'an?" ”
Jing Wenyan chuckled lightly and said softly, "Missing? Now I can't do anything but miss her silently! Naga, you know what? I only found out today that Ye Wei'an and Chu Xinran are actually the same person! ”
"What?" Now Naga was also very surprised, "Is there something wrong?" Even if she changed her name, her surname ......"
"You can't go wrong! Today I met Chu Xinran's mother! She told me herself, Ye Wei'an is Chu Xinran! The year I left, Chu Xinran's parents divorced, and after that, Chu Xinran changed her name to Ye Wei'an with her mother's surname! I said, how can there be two people who are so similar in this world! Jing Wenyan shook his head again and again as he spoke, "It's really a creation and a trick!" After so many years, God actually let me reunite with her like this, and made me fall in love with her. ”
"Why didn't she tell you that she was Chu Xinran?" Naga asked a little strangely, "She should have known you were ...... early on."
"She forgot!" Jing Wenyan said with a wry smile: "Her mother told me that after falling into the water that year, she forgot everything!" Because of the huge stimulation, the brain does not want to bear these pains, so it chooses to forget! And these pains are what I inflict on her. ”
"I see! What else did her mom say? Naga asked.
"Keep me away from her! Her mother said that only if the well water of our two families does not interfere with the river water from now on, and has nothing to do with it, is the best choice. Thinking of what Ye Lin said during the day, Jing Wenyan felt that his heart was like a knife, and he could only use alcohol to numb his nerves constantly.
"And what are you going to do?" Naga asked with a sigh.
"What else could I do, her mother made sense. We're not going to get results! Being with me only reminds her of those painful memories of the past! My family won't accept her either. Jing Wenyan finished with a wry smile and drank another glass of wine. He hid his face with his hands, and his tense emotions finally got out of control, and he said with tears in his eyes: "But Naga, I miss her!" ”
After listening to Jing Wenyan's words, Na He didn't say anything, just silently poured Jing Wenyan's cup full of wine. Na He understands very well that in Jing Wenyan's matter, he is just an outsider, and no matter how comforting words he has, he will inevitably have a bit of "standing and talking without backache".
At this time, what Jing Wenyan needed was not comfort, just someone who listened to him talk about these things. He just needs to do this role well and accompany him! Naga raised his wine glass, touched it with Jing Wenyan's cup, and said with a smile: "For the beloved!" ”