When I returned home and looked at the empty room, I suddenly missed my parents so much that I looked out the window at the dark sky.

People are always afraid of loneliness, especially when they are alone, all the hard shells are removed, and what remains is fragile.

I don't know how many people I can miss, and how many people can be with me until the end, even the football king is going to be separated from me, is it?

Just like Anbei said, no one will accompany you for a lifetime, and you always have to learn to grow in loneliness.

When I thought of Anbei, I naturally thought of Yuzu, and I decided not to see him again in the future, let him live his life, and I should not bring him any more disasters.

Bored bath, change into pajamas, I nested on the sofa to call my aunt, but it turned out that I was on the phone, and I will call again later, or so, it must be with that Wei Zhiyong to make porridge on the phone again, annoying!

Back in the room, lying in bed but always restless, as if something big was going to happen, after a long time, I reacted, I didn't eat dinner, hungry!

As a result, there was nothing to eat at home, the refrigerator was empty, and I didn't go to the supermarket to shop for the past few days!

Looking at the time, it was already late, but thinking about the feeling of being hungry for a long night, I still put on my clothes and went out.

I rarely go out alone so late, but I can't help it, and the supermarket is not far away, so there should be no problem, which is so unlucky to go out at night like this, and I met a bad guy!

And I've met a lot of bad guys, and I've survived to the present, so it's conceivable that I'm still a blessed person.

Cheering myself up all the way, I finally walked into the supermarket and came back after a big shopping.

There was no one on the street in the middle of the night, and I was a little panicked, but if someone suddenly appeared, I guess I would be scared half to death!

I was thinking about it when I suddenly heard the sound of something being knocked over at the entrance of the compound.

Although it was only a low, muffled sound, it was very clear in the silence of the night.

"Who?" I paused and dared to ask.

The street lights here are not particularly bright, but the kind of dim light, I turned on the phone, dialed 110, and almost pressed it to hit it, so I dared to slowly get closer to the past.

It turned out that the dumpster was knocked down by someone who didn't know it, and I was feeling strange when I noticed that there seemed to be a person lying on the other side of the dumpster, and it moved.

"Anyone?" My heart was uneasy and I walked over slowly.

"It's ...... me"

This voice is Wen Ling! I hurriedly ran over and squatted down, it was really him, and his face was pale, one hand was covering his chest, and the bright red blood was constantly flowing out.

"Wen Ling, what's wrong with you?" I put down my shopping bag, at a loss as to how to help him.

"I'm fine, help me up." Wen Ling had some difficulty speaking.

"Oh!" I struggled to help him up and looked around, afraid that someone would chase him.

Because of my worries about him, I felt a tightness in my chest, and even began to have difficulty breathing, and the painful feeling made my whole body feel as if it had been drained away in an instant.

"What's wrong with you?" Wen Ling sensed something strange about me.

"No... I didn't dare to say how I feel now, so I could only deal with it haphazardly and say, "It's just a little weak." ”

"Help me in." Wen Ling's voice became lower and lower.

"Don't you go to the hospital? Is your body bleeding? "If you go on like this, you're going to die.

"I'm not going to die." Wen Ling was very stubborn, I had to help him into the community, but every step was very difficult, because I couldn't restrain my suffocation at all, how to return the chain at the critical moment!

Before I could take a few steps, I felt like my mouth and nose were blocked, and I couldn't breathe any oxygen at all, and the feeling of suffocation made me feel so painful that I lost consciousness unconsciously.

In my sleep I seemed to be buried in a cloud, and I struggled desperately, sticking my head out of the cloud, trying to breathe a breath of fresh oxygen, but each time I just poked my head out and was submerged again.

I wanted to cry for help, but I couldn't make a sound at all, there was a white expanse all around, no one came to save me, I could only continue to struggle in the pain of fending for myself.

When I finally struggled to breathe air, I opened my eyes at the same time, gasping heavily and looking at everything around me in horror.

This is Wen Ling's home, I am lying on the sofa in his house, Wen Ling is not there, sitting next to me is Xiao Jiu, and my head is resting on his lap.

looked at Xiao Jiu's eyes in a daze, he was also looking at me, his eyes were also slightly dull, as if he was recalling something.

"Where's Wen Ling?" My first reaction was Wen Ling's injury.

"Are you awake?" Xiao Jiu came back to his senses, but he didn't answer my question.

"Wen Ling is alright, right? He's hurt? A lot of blood was shed! "I sat up, feeling drained and exhausted.

"Did you dream of him?" Xiao Jiu tilted his head to look at me, then looked close to me and asked, "Did you dream of me?" ”

"Is it a dream?" I lost my confidence all of a sudden, and it is true that I sometimes couldn't tell the difference between my dreams and reality.

"I don't know, Wen Ling wasn't injured anyway, and he didn't shed a lot of blood as you said." Xiao Jiu stood up and poured me a glass of water.

"Then why am I here?" I'm a little confused.

"I came to find Wenling, and I saw you fainting at the gate of the community, so I brought you over." Xiao Jiu replied.

"I fainted? Why did I faint? "I blinked, and it felt like everything was so incredible.

"You ask me? I don't know? Xiao Jiu spread out his hands.

yes, how could I faint and how would he know? My mind is a little confused, since Wen Ling is fine, what about Wen Ling? Why isn't he here?

No, it must be Xiao Jiu who is lying to me, the heron is back, if it wasn't for Wen Ling's accident in the middle of the night, how could he come here?

"Xiao Jiu, what's going on with Wen Ling?" I got up from the couch and looked around for any clues.

"He's resting in the room, is it possible that the two of us are with you in the middle of the night!" Xiao Jiu said very calmly.

"Rest in your room?" I wouldn't believe this kind of nonsense, so while Xiao Jiu was unprepared, I ran to the door of Wenling's room in a few steps, opened the door and broke in.

The bedside light was on, Wen Ling was really lying on the bed, Xiao Jiu came to stop me, but I still self-righteously ran to the side of Wen Ling's bed who woke up, and tore off his pajamas, and there was no trace of injury at all!

"Are you sleepwalking?" Wen Ling pulled up his clothes a little angrily.

I took a step back, and all the bravery I had just now disappeared in an instant, and my face was flushed, what am I doing?

Xiao Jiu came over and pulled me out of the room, then closed the door, and didn't reprimand me in a low voice until he threw me back on the sofa: "Are you crazy?" Do you care so much about Wenling? ”

"I didn't!" I stiffened my mouth and said, "I just want to prove that I'm not dreaming!" ”

"Really?" Xiao Jiu obviously didn't believe it.

I didn't believe it myself, but I could only throw out one sentence: "Believe it or not!" ”

"And now? What does it prove? Xiao Jiu asked.

I sighed, hugged my knees, and said to Xiao Jiu without much energy, "What should I do?" I can't tell the difference between reality and dreams, and it's not the first time, does it prove that I'm really sick? ”

"Everybody's flawed, it's nothing, you don't have to worry too much." Xiao Jiu persuaded me.

How could it not be cared about? The psychiatrist also said that I was fine, but in reality, there are all kinds of signs that the problem is serious!

Because it's so real, I still think that I really met the injured Wen Ling when I came back from shopping, how could it be a dream?

But his wound was obviously on his chest, how could it be that it was gone after such a while? How can this be explained?

"Get a good night's sleep and you'll be fine." Xiao Jiu patted me on the shoulder.

I nodded, ready to go home, took two steps and looked back at Xiao Jiu and said, "Are you and the heron okay?" ”

Xiao Jiu probably didn't expect me to ask such a question, so he was stunned and didn't speak for a long time.

I didn't think I should worry about anything between them, so I smiled and defused the embarrassment, but I looked down and saw the shopping bag I was shopping for at the supermarket, which was placed at the door.

If I didn't see the injured Wen Ling at the gate of the community, then why did I faint and have no impression at all?

"Go back early and get some rest." Xiao Jiu's voice came from behind me, "Yuzu has been discharged from the hospital." ”

"Thank you!" I turned around and walked out of Wenling's house with my belongings.

I opened the door of my house and put the shopping bag in, but I didn't go in, but ran to the door of the community quickly, and in the dead of night, I could feel my restless heartbeat.

The trash can that I had knocked over was still standing there, there was not a trace of blood on the ground, and nothing had happened here.

I came home depressed, took off my coat, took out my phone, and was going to see what time it was, but after the phone was unlocked, I saw 110 that I hadn't dialed yet!

What's going on? Isn't that what I did when I heard the movement? And if it's all a dream? How can the things in the dream be brought into reality?

I'm confused, where does the dream begin? And where did it end?

And am I a real person, or a phantom in a dream? Who is my dream and whose dream am I?

Obviously, it's because I'm hungry that I pull out so many things, but now I don't have the heart to eat anything, and my mind is chaotic, like hundreds of bees buzzing around.

Wen Ling, is it really because I care about you too much? That's why these hallucinations occur?