Chapter 122: Our Children
Murong, what should I do?
If you don't come to see me, I'll go to see you, but in the face of my arrival, what kind of mood will you use to greet me?
Dongfang Yu suddenly stretched out his hand, and with warm fingers, gradually smoothed out the frowning brows that I couldn't help but make, and the corners of my lips outlined a faint, but full of distressed smile: "Madam, don't think too much, I don't mean anything else, it's really just very simple, very simple to respect your choice." ”
"So, don't feel pressured by what I'm saying."
After Dongfang Yu saw my thoughts, he was able to stand in my perspective and say this part, at this moment, I only felt that I was an evil liar.
Shameful and self-ashamed.
"As for this jade pendant." Dongfang Yu looked at the rare jade pendant in my palm of my hand silently for a while, like a hot potato, and the corners of his lips unconsciously skimmed a wisp of a joking smile: "Madam can dispose of it as she wants, if you really don't like it, now husband, I will help you throw it away, how about it." ”
Listening to Dongfang Yu's sweet words, I only felt a warmth in my heart, "I want to keep this jade pendant, neither return it to Murong Chen, nor throw it away, I will wait until one day when we are in trouble and sell it for silver taels." ”
I said happily as I gently leaned my head on Dongfang Yu's broad shoulders.
"Dongfang, do you think I'm a good lady who is very housekeeping."
"Yes." Dongfang Yu patted my back gently with a warm palm, and said the words without sincerity, which was without hesitation.
However, I feel that this feeling is very good, very warm, and sometimes, in a trance, I have an illusion, as if this very unreal feeling has been buried deep in my heart for many years.
"Dongfang, may I ask you a question?" After hesitating for a long time, I finally wanted to ask what was in my heart.
Dongfang Yu stared at me quietly, silent for a moment, and then nodded in a low tone, "Madam, I don't like you to deliberately keep a distance from me, many times, the distance between you and me is obviously so close, but I feel that no matter how hard my hands are stretched out, they can't touch the temperature in your heart." ”
As soon as Dongfang Yu's slightly sad love words came out, I instantly felt that the question I was about to exit was like a fish bone, stuck in my throat, unable to swallow or deduct.
"Dongfang, if one day, I leave you, will you hate me, will you hate me?" After a strong struggle, I finally asked for the answer I wanted to know.
"No, it won't." Dongfang Yu's long eyelashes blinked slightly, and there seemed to be a wisp of haze in his ink-like deep eyes.
"Really?" I raised my eyes in disbelief and looked up at Dongfang Yu, he was so smart and wise, he must have guessed the intention of my question.
"I may not have done well enough, but I have never deceived you for so long, and if, one day, you really decide to leave me, I will give you back your freedom, and I will forget you, and completely erase you from my memory, without leaving a trace."
"But, madam, can you not leave me, can you not let the distance between us become strangers, this is not the ending I want."
Dongfang Yu's words were almost pleading, and every word of his words echoed in my mind, like the grievances of a midnight terror, which made my heart twist like a knife and tear my heart out.
"Xiaoyu, have I ever told you what my ideal is from the smallest to the greatest?" Dongfang Yu gently held his forehead, and in his deep eyes, there was a touch of sadness.
"Nope." I smiled slightly, shook my head shallowly, I really don't remember, he told me about his ideals, and his so-called ideal of dominating the world is all pure blind guessing by me.
"Oh, I'll tell you now." Dongfang Yu's slightly soliciting eyes looked at me slightly, and after I understood what he meant, I nodded heavily and hummed.
"I remember when I was very young, I was talented and different from ordinary people, so I became the most cherished son of my father and mother, but, at that time, I was still very young, I didn't know that in my mind the omnipotent father, he actually had a very hard time, the Eastern Qin Kingdom, many years of internal and external troubles, he has already tormented him exhausted."
"I still remember when I was five years old, when Murong Nuan wrote a letter asking me to go to Xichu as a guest, how scared and hesitant I was. At that time, although I was young, I was not stupid, I knew that if my father compromised with Murong Nuan, then I would become a waste chess piece of the Dongfang family. ”
"The ending can be imagined, in the face of the safety of the Eastern Qin Kingdom, my status in my father's mind will become insignificant."
"Dongfang, do you hate your father and mother?" I know that Dongfang Yu's childhood was bullied in the Western Chu Kingdom as a proton, but I don't understand the twists and turns in between.
"Hate." Dongfang Yu was silent for a moment, but there was a bitter smile in his eyes, "Why hate, my father, as the king of the Eastern Qin Kingdom, in the face of the righteousness of the world, he gave up one person in exchange for the people of the world, and his decision was not wrong." ”
"Dongfang, if one day, you face the same situation as your father, will your choice be the same as your father's?" Actually, I know that at this time, I shouldn't ask these nonsense questions, but people often say a lot of things without being filtered through their brains.
After Dongfang Yu listened to my words, his bottomless starry eyes, as if there were countless meteors, crossed the night sky, dazzling, he moved his lips, and every resolute and courageous word by word echoed in my ears.
"I don't allow anyone to touch our children." Dongfang Yu's eyes seem to be smiling but not smiling, and the curvature outlined by the corners of his lips is like a rainbow on the horizon, which is staggering.
"Our children." I was slightly flustered, and for a while, I was a little choked by myself.
"Yes, because on the day of the wedding, I swore to myself that all the children of my Dongfang Yu will only be born to my wife; Therefore, if my wife refuses to give birth to me, then our Dongfang family will have no successor. ”
Dongfang Yu looked at me with a little sadness, and the expression on his face deliberately appeared, not to mention how pitiful he was.
"Dongfang, don't tease me, okay, those women in your harem can't be counted, child, as long as you want, you can have a basket at any time." The depressed mood of being sensationalized by Dongfang Yu in the past disappeared in an instant.
"A basket, madam, are you a husband and I am a boar in heat everywhere." Dongfang Yu frowned slightly.
I raised my eyebrows and looked gloating: "I didn't say that. "My implication is very simple, you say it yourself, of course, nine times out of ten it is true.
I don't know how long it took, Su Xin's sullen laughter came in from outside the carriage, "Hehe, the eldest brother and sister-in-law are really affectionate." ”
Well, thinking that Su Xin entered the role so quickly, I didn't feel that there were countless crows hovering above my head.
"Su Xin, don't worry, I will be very good to you, just like the eldest brother is to the sister-in-law." As soon as Yun Ce's ridiculous words came out, I was even more embarrassed, I really couldn't imagine what Yun Ce's cold iceberg face would look like when he said such love words to Su Xin.
"Brother Yunce, I believe in you." The sound that made me soften with the sweetness of my heart drifted into my ears again with the breeze.
Unexpectedly, Yun Ce and Su Xin are also so numb, they are really real people who don't show their faces, and they don't show their faces.
For a long time, Dongfang Yu looked at the expression on my face, changing back and forth, and couldn't help but laugh out loud, I rolled my eyes and looked at Dongfang Yu's joy.
I can't help but think to myself, he may have been amused by the terrifying pockmarks on my face, which kept shrinking and elongating.
Time flies, and the bumps of the carriage make me can't help but lift the curtain and look out of the carriage window, pale reeds, green mountains and green waters, surrounded by broken flowers, and ancient forest paths.
It turned out that we had already left the city at some point.
"Dongfang, come and take a look at the scenery outside, it's so beautiful." Such a beautiful scenery, as soon as I saw it, I couldn't wait to share it with Dongfang Yu.
As the so-called solitary pleasure, it is better to be happy with everyone.
"No matter how beautiful the scenery is, it's not as beautiful as you." Dongfang Yu smiled, and the slightly doting words came into my ears, and I only felt a sense of physical and mental relief.
What a familiar sentence, I remember that once, Murong also said a similar sentence to me, the stars in the night sky are not as beautiful as you.
I withdrew my curious gaze from looking outside, tried to hide the restlessness in my heart, and sighed lightly, "I'm pockmarked now, what's there to see." ”
"Who told you it didn't look good." Dongfang Yu glanced at me very dissatisfied, the corners of his lips raised slightly, and he continued to entertain himself: "I think the dark spots on Madame's face are like the stars in the sky, dazzling and bright. ”
"Uh." When I heard this, my face was instantly black-eyed, and countless crows flew over my head.
"Dongfang, your aesthetics are so peculiar." When I said this, I tried very hard to hold back my laughter.
Mrs. Nebo smiled, and I was honored by my aesthetic. The deeper Dongfang Yu's smile is, the deeper the dimples on both sides of his cheeks will become, looking at his already clear and handsome face, such a smile appears, and my heart is also unconsciously melted quietly.
I think that this kind of orient is truly happy.
"Big brother, sister-in-law, it's getting dark, there's a wild inn ahead, we might as well rest here." Yun Ce's cold, very formulaic voice, floated in.
I glanced at Dongfang Yu, but found that Dongfang Yu was also looking at me, he chose not to speak at the moment, I knew what he meant, put the choice in my hands.