The king sent me to the door of the community, and I let him go back, I didn't want to delay him too much, and I didn't want to see his worried eyes for me.

I owe the king too much, maybe after the college entrance examination, the entanglement between me and him will end together.

I didn't go home, but went to Anbei's residence, the mood was indescribably complicated and messy, I used to have anything on my mind and talk to Anbei, but now I can only look at the empty room, see things and think about people.

Because there was no one to live in, there was already dust on the table, I thought that Anbei would come back after all, and I should be sad to see such a home when the time came, so I cleaned it up.

I didn't dare to delay for a moment, just like I would come back after cleaning Anbei, desperately wiping the table and the floor, not letting myself be idle.

Finally slumped on the floor, sweating profusely, looking at the still empty room, and I knew that my expectations had been disappointed.

It's impossible for Anbei to come back, I don't dare to think too much, because it's a terrible thing and I can't accept it.

On the table are neatly placed the books that Anbei used to like, and I don't know when there was an extra Journey to the West in those books about the universe and the future.

When did Anbei like Journey to the West? I picked up the book curiously, it was a very shabby version, almost the kind of classical Chinese, I still didn't understand it, Anbei is so strange.

However, he circled the three characters Huaguoshan with a red pen, and I think he might really want to go to that place, right?

I felt tired and moved my neck for a moment, only to realize that I was a little hungry, and I was about to get up when I heard footsteps in the stairs.

Could it be that Anbei is back? I stared nervously at the door, this footstep was very soft, very slow, like Anbei!

The footsteps finally stopped at the door, and the corners of my mouth showed a smile, it seemed that it was really him, and Anbei must have heard my prayers!

The door slowly opened, and I got up from the floor, rushed over quickly, and shouted: "Anbei! ”

But after the door was completely opened, the person who appeared there was not Anbei, but Wenling!

My bright eyes dimmed, my smile faded, and all joy was replaced by disappointment.

Wen Ling was stunned for a few seconds when he saw my instantaneous change, and then he raised the small bag in his hand and said, "Milk tea and small pastries!" ”

"Do you miss Anbei too?" Milk tea and small pastries are Anbei's favorite foods, and I used to buy them for him often.

"I'm here to eat." Wen Ling was a little embarrassed.

"Thank you." I took the things in his hand, but I still couldn't help asking, "Where is Anbei?" ”

"I don't know." Wen Ling shook his head, and then said, "But he should be fine." ”

"Alive, right?" I don't know why I asked.

But Wen Ling was silent when he heard my question, and he looked at me with surprise and sadness in his eyes, although it was fleeting, he was still seen by me.

"Wen Ling?" I was scared, I regretted it, I shouldn't have asked.

"He's alive!" Wen Ling said suddenly, and raised his right hand and said, "I swear!" ”

Wen Ling proved this to me too much, which made me have a bad premonition, but I would rather believe what he said, Anbei is fine, he is still alive!

"Hmm." Not wanting to dwell on it any longer, I turned and walked to the window.

It was already dark, and there were no stars in the sky, so I put the straw of the milk tea in and put it aside, this is for Anbei, at least he is still in my world.

If I tell Anbei about my current situation, Anbei will definitely say that I am not sick, he will not dislike me, and will quietly accompany me through the difficult years, but unfortunately he is not there.

I'm really scared of the night right now, I'm scared of sleeping, I'm scared of nightmares, I'm afraid of losing someone I care about.

"Let's go." Wen Ling's voice broke my musings.

"Okay." I turned my head and looked at Wen Ling, I knew he was guarding me for Anbei.

Wen Ling and I walked slowly back to the community where we lived, and we didn't say a word all the way until I walked into my own door.

I didn't expect my aunt to be at home, she rarely came back so early, and she also cooked a lot of dishes and was waiting for me.

"Ruoxian!" My aunt beckoned me to sit down, and her enthusiasm made me feel a little weak.

"You invited Wei Zhiyong to your home for dinner? Aren't you afraid that he won't want you after he tastes your craft? "I'm purely poor, but it's actually good for my aunt to cook seriously.

"He's on a business trip, just the two of us today, how is my aunt treating you?" After my aunt finished speaking, she helped me pack the rice and poured orange juice.

"Auntie, do you have something to ask me for help?" As the saying goes, it's nothing to be courteous, it's either a traitor or a thief!

"Ouch ho!" Auntie finally glared, but immediately sat next to me with a smile and served me vegetables, "Ruoxian, Auntie has been busy with work and falling in love during this time, ignoring you, let's have a good chat and make friends today." ”

"Auntie, have you heard something?" I lowered my head, a little defensive.

"No? Is something wrong? I heard that you took two days off, what is wrong with your body? Do you want your aunt to take you to the hospital? "Auntie is obviously talking nonsense.

"I'm fine, I'll go to class tomorrow." I'm a little averse to this topic.

"Ruoxian, do you have a boyfriend?" The aunt coughed lightly and asked seemingly unintentionally.

"Nope!" I suddenly realized what my aunt was worried about, and hurriedly waved my hand to explain: "I really haven't had a boyfriend, don't guess those things that don't exist!" ”

"I didn't say anything, what are you nervous about? Could it be true? My aunt's eyes widened and she aimed at my stomach.

I'm even more dizzy, what is going on in my aunt's head! Really! I waved my two hands in front of my aunt's eyes indiscriminately, and roared with a red face: "No! Nothing! ”

"Really?" Auntie still doesn't believe it.

"I'm not eating, I'm going back to my room!" Sick of it! How can there be such an aunt!

"Hey, hey, hey!" My aunt hurriedly pulled me back, and then said with a smile: "It's good if you don't have it!" Auntie just asks. ”

"Auntie, what do you want to say?" A table full of food, a feast!

"Ruoxian, tell your aunt the truth, do you have anything on your mind?" Auntie continued to knock on the side.

I always feel that my aunt seems to know something, or see something, otherwise she wouldn't be holding me like this!

"I'm your aunt, we're relatives and friends, if you don't tell me something, I can only call your parents! Otherwise, something is wrong with you, and my aunt can't explain it! "This is my aunt's killer feature, and I'm most afraid that she will call my parents.

"Auntie!" I grabbed her, maybe I needed her help.

I told my aunt that I had delusions, and she looked at me incredulously, as if she had heard an unreliable story.

"Auntie, do you think I'm going to see a psychiatrist?" At this time, I was full of dependence on my aunt.

"When did it start? After a car accident? "It took a long time for my aunt to come to her senses.

"Hmm." I think it should be.

The aunt held her chin with her hands and thought about it for a long time before saying, "Ask for another day off tomorrow, and I will take you to the hospital for a comprehensive examination." ”

"I've done checkups before and everything is fine!" I didn't say the rest of the word, no one wants to admit that they are psychopaths.

"Do it again!" My aunt said and served me vegetables again: "Eat more, it's not as serious as you think, I think it's just that the psychological pressure is too great, and I almost went insane when I took the college entrance examination!" ”

Can I say that the college entrance examination really didn't cause me any pressure? My stress now comes from the people around me who shouldn't be there!

Especially that Liao Ziji, who fell from the sky and tortured me in every way! There is also my concern for Anbei, my crush on Wen Ling, my guilt for the ball king, my inexplicable dependence on Xiao Jiu, and Mu Gongzi, but I am now estranged from him.

"Don't think about it anymore, our weakness is that we like to think cranky, we have nothing to scare ourselves, and my aunt will support you in the future! Whoever dares to bully you again, my aunt will destroy him, and he can't do it in his dreams! "My aunt touched my head rarely, it was completely the kind of love of the elders for the juniors.

I know that she is actually worried about me, these comforting words are really touching, but they are useless, I can't do anything in my dreams, let alone my aunt!

But I'm still very grateful to my aunt, don't look at her usually treating me well, when I really have something, she is the one who rushes to the front to shield me from the wind and rain, this is the so-called family affection.

After dinner, I went back to the room to review my homework, it was almost late at night and I still couldn't sleep, and when I was about to go out to pour a glass of water, I just opened the door of the room, and I heard my aunt talking to Wei Zhiyong on the phone.

They were talking about me, and my aunt was full of sadness, she was afraid that I had a blood clot left over from the last car accident in my brain, which was compressing my nerves, or that I had some kind of tumor, in short, she was very worried.

I stopped, held my breath, and didn't go out, Wei Zhiyong should have said something comforting, my aunt sighed again, and whispered: "I hope I think too much, my sister is such a daughter, if something happens to her, my sister will definitely collapse." ”

yes, what if something happens to me, what will happen to my parents? They must not accept the white-haired people sending the black-haired people, right?

Phew! Yan Ruoxian, what are you grieving about! I gently closed the door and climbed onto the bed, it wasn't that bad at all, wasn't it just a few nightmares?

Who hasn't had a few nightmares? I lay on the bed, covered with the quilt, I don't believe it, I can't fight for my life, I can't fight a nightmare!

Despite my ambitions, it took me a long time to fall asleep, and after dawn, thankfully, I dreamed of my parents, and it was a very warm dream, which was a good start!

I didn't wake my aunt, and after leaving a note for her, I quietly went out to school, I didn't want to go to the hospital, because I believe that I was not sick!

At least I'm trying to instill this kind of thinking in myself, I'm a normal person like everyone else!

Nothing can break me!