Fang Weiyu's mind was full of the guarantee letter written by herself, and her heart was gradually empty.

After Xiao Yang's confession was rejected before, he never harassed Fang Weiyu again.

He thought he was just a whim for this girl, but the more closely he looked at her, the more he became interested in her. It's a pity that one of them is a falling flower, and the other is flowing water, and the falling flowers are intentional and the flowing water is ruthless. Since his confession was rejected that day, he didn't want to be that affectionate flower anymore. He was willing to bless her.

Who said that you can't be free and easy on the road of feelings? Xiao Yang: He is a free and uninhibited person in his bones. Since it didn't belong to him, he didn't have to force it.

It was a pure accident to meet her on the road today, and he never wanted to stalk someone.

"What's wrong with you, you're out of your body!" Xiao Yang glanced at her sloppy expression and teased.

Fang Weiyu ignored his ridicule, she was really not in the mood.

Xiao Yang saw that she was reluctant to speak, so he didn't dwell on it much.

Not far behind them, a teenager on a bicycle stared at Fang Weiyu with his eyes firmly fixed.

When the car drove towards her just now, Yan Feifei had already run a few steps to rush over, but he saw that it was Xiao Yang who pulled her, but fortunately she was pulled by Xiao Yang in time, which was really thrilling.

Seeing them together this time, Yan Feifei didn't feel jealous at all, but he was very grateful to Xiao Yang in his heart.

Fang Weiyu and Li Man walked out of the school gate together, and Yan Feifei followed them all the time. There was always a distance between him and her.

Yan Feifei didn't follow Fang Weiyu anymore, he got on the bicycle with a melancholy expression, kicked forward with his feet hard, and walked aimlessly on the street.

Towards the door, he walked into the store and bought a pack of cigarettes.

"Brother, you're back! I bought a barbecue do you want to eat it? Yan Shuangling asked.

Yan Feifei didn't respond to her sister and went straight to her room.

When Yan Shuangling still wanted to talk to her brother, he was gone, she didn't pay attention to it, he was often like this, Yan Shuangling was used to it.

Yan Feifei locked the door with his backhand, leaning on the back of the bed, his stretched legs crossed and overlapped. He skillfully tore open the cigarette case and pulled out a cigarette. In an instant, I heard a "pop", and the flame lit up.

He brought the flame close to his lips and lit the cigarette that had been put in his mouth. He took a deep breath of the cigarette between his long, slightly pale fingers, and spit it out for a long time.

When he smokes quietly, he leaves behind loneliness, and what he spits out is loneliness.

A cigarette soon ignited to the end of the cigarette in the repetition of spitting and spitting and spitting.

Hearing another "click", he lit another ......

What he had in his heart didn't seem to be painful, nor was it sad. So what exactly is it?

His body was gradually being hollowed out by something, but his head was getting more and more excited under the stimulation of nicotine, a hollow excitement......

After a long time, his ears recalled Teacher Wang's words, "You can't watch Fang Weiyu regress, and you can't deliberately affect her future!" Yan Feifei, you really have to think about it, think about how much you and Fang Weiyu's start is different...... When will you catch up with her! ”

To this day, he suddenly thought about their future, what would their future look like? Will they have a future?

He was indeed 108,000 miles away from her start, and he definitely didn't want to affect her future. Of course, he wants her to rise and rise to prominence, but what about himself? What can he give her?

Can you give her a prosperous future? Can you help her in the future? Can it be a harbor she will always rely on?

The key question is whether she has him in her future, and whether she needs his existence!

What's going on today, Yan Feifei thought about their future for no reason. Most likely it was because Mr. Wang's words stimulated him, and the problems he had never considered suddenly appeared in front of his eyes.

Future? Their future?

When he thought about the future, he was terrified for no reason. When will he catch up with her and be in sync with her?

What if you never catch up? So let it go......

At this moment, he clearly felt that his heart was not painful, nor sad, but fearful. Yes, that's right, it's fear. The thought of losing her, or giving up, made him terrified.

Fear like an abyss was sweeping over his body and mind, his consciousness, his soul.

It's scary! For the first time, he felt terrible!

He smoked cigarette after cigarette after cigarette for a long time. When he reached for the cigarette again, the case was empty.

The empty cigarette box, like his soul, was empty.

His head was a little dizzy, and he fell asleep on his side in a daze.

In his sleep, he felt that he was floating in the clouds, floating and heavi, and he wanted to be drunk.

Early in the morning, on the way to school, Yan Feifei saw the beautiful shadow from a distance, and he wanted to rush up to hold her hand, or even more to kiss her. But he stopped, and he rode his bicycle around the other side of the road. They were separated by a stream of cars and a constant stream of people.

Liu Liang suddenly stood in front of Yan Feifei, and was so shocked that he "creaked" and pinched the hand brake of the car, "What are you doing, crazy!" His anger surged above his head at once, like a volcanic eruption, and through these words he burst out from the depths of his heart.

Yan Feifei got out of the car, pushed the car with one hand, calmed down his emotions, and asked, "What's the matter!" ”

Liu Liang was a little confused by the second monk, "I was a little excited to see you in the morning, but I didn't expect to hit your muzzle again!" I'm fine, but I see you're okay! He looked at Yan Feifei's stinky face, and he really became more and more angry.

Do you say that a girl's eyes are all under her feet, how do you think he is handsome? I really don't know the aesthetic standards of their female animals!

"Tell me, what's on your mind!" Liu Liang asked.

"Nope!" Yan Feifei's answer was so brief, it was a waste of time to chat with him.

Liu Liang was embarrassed, "Okay, tell me when you want to say it!" His eyes glanced away, "Isn't that Fang Weiyu?" He pushed Yan Feifei excitedly.

Yan Feifei's whole face instantly turned black again, "Can you not speak!" His cold words were thrown at Liu Liang again.

Liu Liang immediately understood the reason for his stinky face, and it was for Fang Weiyu!

Now the most pitiful person is Liu Liang, his excitement twice was extinguished by Yan Feifei's coldness. This man is really black, and there is no place for warmth and sunshine. He can be called a "cold-faced hero"!

When he arrived at the school, when Yan Feifei walked into the classroom with his feet raised, Fang Weiyu looked up and saw him. Somehow, a sad excitement suddenly popped up in her heart, and she couldn't stop beating "thump".

I didn't speak yesterday afternoon, and today I want to talk to him so impulsively?

When Yan Feifei was about to raise his head, Fang Weiyu immediately withdrew his gaze.

She thought Yan Feifei would look at her, but he didn't, he passed by her like a nobody.

Why, why did they become like this...... Her heart was completely messed up.

Fang Weiyu couldn't stand this relationship between them, and she had to find a way to break this deadlock.

Yan Feifei sat behind her, and he couldn't help but raise his eyes to look at her back. The ponytail that stood up high wasn't as moving as it used to be. It lay quietly on her back, as if in deep thought.

Looking at it, he was stunned again......

"Yan Feifei! Listen attentively! Teacher Wang said sharply.

He and Fang Weiyu played a clever game at the same time, Fang Weiyu heard Teacher Wang call his name, she really startled herself, and her heart couldn't help beating suddenly, as if Teacher Wang was calling her name just now.

After taking the class teacher's class, Yan Feifei fell asleep directly with her head covered for the rest of the class. I slept from the second class to the end of school...... The nicotine in the pack of cigarettes last night was enough for him to bear, and his temples were aching all the time.

When Fang Weiyu got up with his schoolbag on his back, he saw him sleeping on the table out of the corner of his eye.

Her outstretched hand came back in hesitation, but in the end she didn't wake him up.

"Brother Yan, it's out of school!" Yin Jie pushed him a few times.

Yan Feifei frowned, slowly moved his stiff arm, and half of his side face was red from sleep.

"Yikes! Look at your face, tsk! I can't see it! Liu Liang sighed.

Yan Feifei stood up suddenly, "I'll wash my face!" He walked out of the classroom and towards the bathroom.

"Go back, I'm not going back!" He came back from washing his face and said to them.

"Why don't you go back!" Liu Liang's heart was full of curiosity.

Yan Feifei said calmly: "Something happens at noon!" ”

Liu Liang still wanted to ask, but he knew that he couldn't ask anything, so he had to give up.

Throughout noon, he basically stayed in the art garden, alone in a daze, until it was close to class, and he walked to the classroom with a book in his hand.

He spent a noon figure out a problem - from now on, he wanted to work hard and work hard for his future. He must have wanted her in his future, but could she? Can you go with him forever?

In the end, he told himself to let her find a better fit for her.

If the future is still possible, when he has the ability to give her a future, he will never let go. But now, he must avoid her and let her make her own choice!

Yan Feifei seemed to have really adjusted his state, and he listened very carefully to the afternoon class.

On the playground, I can see the heroic figure again, and he is concentrating on endorsing.

Fang Weiyu, who was standing in the distance, looked at him blankly, and walked towards him with difficulty.

"Yan Feifei...... I ......" Fang Weiyu stood in front of him, but he couldn't even express a complete sentence normally.

Yan Feifei not only had a cold face, but didn't even raise his eyes. It's not that he doesn't want to look at her, it's that he doesn't dare to look at her.

"What's wrong!" A word came out of his teeth.

"Can we have a good talk? That day...... "Fang Weiyu was about to say what happened to write the guarantee that day.

"Let's keep our distance in the future! You have someone around you who is more suitable for you, and that person may not be me! With that, he made another perfect turn, and pretended to leave easily.

A roar sounded in Fang Weiyu's ears, and the whole person seemed to have been stabbed by a sharp knife, and his whole body was a little numb.

What did he just say? Keep your distance? That person wasn't him?

At that moment, she really seemed to hear the sound of something falling from a height and falling into her heart and being shattered......

Fang Weiyu was stunned on the playground, her legs were like heavy lead, and she couldn't take a step. She had been standing there for a long, long time......

Suddenly it rained on a dim day.

I don't know if the rain wet her eyes, or if the wind blew her eyes, her cheeks were wet.

"It's raining, it's raining! Why do you keep standing here! Leman ran to her and pulled her to the classroom.

Fang Weiyu returned to her seat, reflexively picked up her schoolbag and ran out of the classroom. She went straight home.

All this, Yan Feifei pretended not to see or not care.

On the surface, he can deceive other people's eyes if nothing happens, but the unbearable pain in his heart is only known to him.

I finally stayed up until the next night's self-study. The other students were still studying, but Yan Feifei left alone.